He turned and left. The tall but thin man was slender and thin, with trembling bones like a butterfly flying gracefully.
Li Shuhuai was silent anymore and closed her eyes sadly.
Rong Xi opened the door and left, but saw Su Muyuan standing there, a man as gentle and as handsome as jade, whose face was even uglier than him at the moment.
Rong Xi opened her mouth and asked softly after a long time: "You know."
He used affirmative sentences.
In fact, you can tell by looking at Su Muyuan's rare dead expression.
Su Muyuan is three years older than him. Although there is a generation gap of three years, the relationship between the two is not just that of a close buddies who grew up wearing a pair of underpants.
Even though the Su family is prosperous and Su Muyuan has many brothers, Rong Xi is still the most familiar with Su Muyuan, familiar enough to entrust him with her life.
"Susu, I'm not dead yet! Why do you have such a sad expression on your face! Come on, give me a smile!"
Rong Xi teased.
Hum hum, what a great personality he has, even though he is about to die, he still has to comfort others!
Xu Liunian, Xu Liunian, if you knew what would happen to me when I was about to die, would you be sad? But I hate to let you be sad the most, but if you weren't sad, I would feel cold even if I died...
It took Su Muyuan a while to digest this fact. He looked at Rong Xi steadily and hugged him heavily. At this moment, for this lonely and lonely man, he could only give him a brotherly hug.
Tell him that I am here and we are still alive.
Rong Xi suddenly burst into tears.
Damn, this kid wants to make him cry.
He pushed him away and said, "Su Su, don't be so pretentious! You don't understand, the harm will last for thousands of years, but I still have a long life!"
Su Muyuan nodded in agreement: "Yes, absolutely. I will find the best doctor and the best medical team for you. Rong Xi, don't forget, I study medicine."
"No need! Susu, you're a buddy, so don't bother me! Let me think about it!"
Rong Xi refused. He knew his body best. He knew what kind of disease he should have. In the past three years, he had no time to treat it and kept putting it off. Unexpectedly, when he finally got some time off, he would end up with advanced lung cancer.
He walked out of the hospital slowly, surrounded by a constant flow of people. Strange people passed by him, including patients, nurses, poor people, rich people...
It took five hundred times of looking back in my previous life to pass by this time.
He and Liu Nian didn't practice enough in the previous life, so they missed it again and again.
His craziest idea now is to run to Liunian's home and hold her tightly in his arms. He wants to feel her body and her temperature so that he can tell himself that he is still alive.
However, he knew that he would never do that.
Because he can't give Liu Nian anything anymore.
When they met five years ago, he forcefully inserted himself into that dull girl's cramped and lonely life. At that time, he just felt that she was too lonely and would always be alone and out of place.
He saw his own scent on her body.
He has no brothers or sisters, and his innate identity makes people around him either respect or fear him. He has always been so lonely.
So looking at that lonely girl, I couldn't help but feel heartbroken and pity her, and finally fell in love with her, even though the ending was so tragic.
Three years ago, I relied on my identity and confidence to give that girl a sense of warmth.
Three years later, he thought he was strong enough to take on the future of two people, but he didn't expect that fate had played a huge joke on him.
He is going to die!
The dead can bring nothing to the living except pain.
That lonely girl has already endured enough disasters. Those disasters were caused by him directly or indirectly. He didn't want to bring any more harm to her.
Unconsciously, he actually walked to the lakeside of the hospital. Yesterday, he was kissing her here. He sensed love from her dodge and panic. At that time, he knew that he still had a chance.
Yesterday, he was ready to follow her and promise him to live forever.
Today, everything is overturned, and all plans and assumptions have been overturned.
He stood by the lake, looking at the picturesque scenery with a deserted expression.
Some people passing by him couldn't help but turn around and take a few more glances, whispering how handsome and evil this boy was!
"Rong Xi..."
Su Muyuan called him. Such a calm and unruffled Rong Xi only made him feel distressed. He wanted to see Rong Xi domineering and strong, like a ball of fire, and the whole world could not stop him.
"It hurts here!"
Rong Xi's voice was soft, as if he was afraid of disturbing the dust. He gently touched his heart, "I obviously have a lung problem, but why does my heart hurt so much? Su Su, tell me, what's wrong with me?"
Now! Three years ago, I obviously didn’t do anything, but in this fleeting time, they no longer want me. Well, I’m still alive, I still have a chance, I just try to be better and protect her! But three years later, what will I do?
I haven’t done anything yet, so why does the world abandon me?”
Rong Xi is a strong person, but at this moment, complaining in such a low voice smells of despair.
So unwilling!
You lost the game before it even started!
I gave up without even grabbing it!
Time flies, if you have any expectations for me, you will be completely disappointed!
But what can I do?
Can anyone tell me what I can do?
Su Muyuan watched this scene quietly. The domineering and arrogant young man had always spoken loudly and was extremely domineering, but at this time, he was so forbearing.
Su Muyuan clearly felt his pain, and it was so painful that even his voice became hoarse.
Rong Xi's pain is not because she will die, but because she will die and lose so many years.
Because of death, I lost my most beloved girl.
Ha! What a sad fate.
He clenched his fists tightly, wanting to comfort him, but kept silent. He looked up at Rong Xi, and under the dusk, a quiet tear slipped from the corner of his eye.
Su Muyuan met Rong Xi when he was six years old. Rong Xi was only three years old at that time, but after knowing him for so many years, this was the first time he cried.
Even if I shed a tear, it is only a drop.
It's not that it's not painful, it's just that it hurts so much that I can't even cry.
He was only twenty-two years old, but he had to endure loss, lose his life, and even lose his love.
He seemed unable to bear it.
How desolate his life must have been. He lost his parents since he was a child and lived with his grandfather. His grandfather doted on him but controlled him very strictly. He was the heir of the Kirin Society. For this status, he lost too much happiness that ordinary children should have.
.
It was not easy to find the woman he loved, but he should have cared about that woman bringing someone else's child. After thinking about it for a few days, he decided to tolerate her, but when he looked back, everything was different.
Now, he is back, but he doesn't even have his life, and he doesn't even have the chance to love.
How could fate be so unfair to a person?
But Su Muyuan knew that he couldn't help him. At this time, what he could do was to stand quietly in the misty twilight, accompany him, watch him, suffer, experience, and grow up together.