"I have a younger brother... When he was five years old, I sold him to an old man..." Shen Hong's voice sounded a little apologetic.
"...Maybe half of the reason why I live is for him! But I can't find him... I don't even have a complete understanding of Xiangyun Town, I can't find him..." Shen Hong sobbed. Got up.
"If possible..." Shen Hong took off the necklace from her neck. In the middle of the necklace, there was a small white jade with many flaws.
"Help me find my brother and say sorry to him... My sister failed to fulfill her responsibility to take care of him..." Ana Shen paused for a moment, then caught the necklace. There was still a slight warmth on the flawless white jade. .
"Thank you... thank you for helping me,... I hope I... can repay you in my next life..." Shen Hong glanced at Shen Yan carefully, as if she wanted to remember his appearance.[
Ana Shen was suddenly stunned.
He looked at the face of the woman in front of him and felt a little unsure of what to say.
"I won't kill you... If you want to tell Shen Yuan what happened today, that's it!" Shen Yan's voice was trembling, and he found that he really couldn't do it!
"This is thirty taels of silver. I advise you... to fly far away! Go to a place where no one knows you and start your life again..." Shen Yan took off the money bag.
"Is it okay? Can I have a new life?" There was a touch of hesitation and joy on Shen Hong's face...
"Okay... don't..." Shen Yan nodded. The moment he lowered his head, Shen Hong grabbed the sharp thorn made of broken wood and stabbed it into his neck...
The woman's pupils gradually dilated, and a trace of blood flowed down her neck, dyeing her naked body red...
"Thank you... thank you... for letting me... know... my... my... ahem... meaning..." Shen Hong coughed a few times, and her face became bright again.
Shen Yan remained silent, knowing that it was just a flashback.
"...Can you...can you kiss me...kiss me..." Shen Hong's smile at this moment made Ana Shen unable to bear to see it.
Ana Shen responded and slowly closed her eyes.
The look in Shen Hong's pupils gradually dissipated, and then she collapsed on the bed... without the slightest breath anymore.
Shen Yan didn't know how to explain such a sudden thing... No one would have thought that a person like Shen Hong would completely change his person because of one sentence.
Maybe sometimes, all they need is a word of affirmation from others, or recognition. Shen Hong doesn't want to die, but she wants to die clearly in front of Shen Yan...
Is it a contradiction? No, life is inherently between such contradictions. When you have time to decide things by yourself, you may not even believe it.
If it had been before today, would Shen Hong have thought that she had committed suicide?
"...What should be paid back has been paid in this life..." Shen Yan suddenly sighed. Was he sighing for the permanence of fate, or sighing for the passing of this woman?
Maybe both, maybe not.
"In the next life...you will live a more wonderful life than anyone else!"[
Ana Shen stretched out her hand and wiped Shen Hong's eyes.
"Nine revolutions of thunder..." Shen Yan muttered, and dazzling tiny thunder suddenly flashed on his fingertips. He was about to press his fingers on Shen Hong's eyebrows, but suddenly stopped...
There was an inexplicable look on Ana Shen's face, and he gently leaned down... and kissed the woman's lips gently, then pulled away at the first touch...
On the corners of his lips, there was still a lingering warmth, a kind of fiery coldness.
Her body has cooled down.
The thunder between Shen Yan flickered and flickered. His original intention was to turn Shen Hong's body directly into powder... But at this moment, he changed his attention again.
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No matter it is day or night, the water in the stream never stops.
Ana Shen stopped by the stream and looked down at the blurry reflection in the water... He found that there was a hint of doubt in those eyes that were originally as bright as stars and could see everything.
Shen Hong was buried by the creek without even leaving a tombstone.
"It turns out... there are so many things that I don't understand..." Ana Shen sighed inexplicably.
Shen Hong actually chose to commit suicide in the end, which was something Shen Yan never expected... The woman who was so frightened that she could not control herself seemed to be brave enough to face life and death in an instant...
But...are you kidding? Between life and death, there is great fear! Who can face such fear and move forward bravely in an instant? If you don't love life, you won't be afraid of death?
Ana Shen is not afraid of death.
But he asked himself, if he and Shen Hong switched positions...he couldn't do this.
At least he couldn't tell the other party the whereabouts of the so-called parchment in the end... He would only greet death in peace. It was only at this moment that Ana Shen was shocked to find that under such circumstances, his character had actually deteriorated. Shen Hong is one step ahead.
In fact, when Shen Hong revealed that she also had a younger brother, Shen Yan couldn't do anything... This was a change, a change that occurred because of Shen Ruyan.
At least in his previous life, he would never be so merciful.
"I..." Shen Yan suddenly looked at his hands intently.
"My heart...this feeling..."
"It turns out... that I in the previous life had no heart at all!" Analyst's face finally showed a look of great enlightenment...
How ridiculous! He didn't even have a heart in his last life... In other words, his heart had already died during the several killings! [
He had never felt like this in his previous life... To kill or not to kill was the rule of his previous life.
"I also... have a heart..." The smile on the corner of Ana Shen's mouth was more natural than ever before, and he was joyful and relaxed like never before. His heart... came back!!!
"Sister...and Shen Hong, thank you for making me understand these things..."
What did Ana Shen understand? Maybe even he couldn't explain it clearly.
At least he knows that no matter what kind of evil person he is, there is a pure land deep in his heart that will not be changed by anything.
Shen Hong's pure land is other people's recognition of him and even a trivial word of concern...
"Death... is also rebirth!!!" Ana Shen suddenly turned around, bowed suddenly towards the back... The doubt in his eyes finally disappeared.
Ana Shen turned around and walked forward step by step, her figure getting further and further away in the night...
And behind him, the clear stream was filled with subtle ripples... like a breeze, like a ray of sunshine... Looking back inadvertently, a chuckle suddenly sounded at the place where Shen Hong was buried, carrying through the past and present life...
In the next life... if we can meet again, then... I'll say thank you to you again...