This time Zhao Xiaofan was in a better mood. She nodded and said, "Is that enough? By the way, have you had lunch?"
Gao Zi Jianguang was busy with Liu Shijie's affairs. He came here immediately after school. How could he still have time to eat? Hearing her question, he felt a little hungry. He curled his lips and said, "Not yet, in a while."
Just go back and buy something."
Zhao Xiaofan said hurriedly, "Let's go and have something to eat. It just so happens that I haven't eaten either."
Gao Zijian looked at his watch and said, "It's almost time for class. Don't be late again."
Zhao Xiaofan didn't care about that. He took his arm and walked away, saying as he walked, "Oh, let's go. At worst, I will miss one class."
There was no way, Gao Zijian had no choice but to go with her. The two sat down in a small shop near the school. Zhao Xiaofan bought something casually. The two chatted while eating. Zhao Xiaofan asked, "Zijian, lately
How are you doing during this time?"
Gao Zijian replied casually, "What else can I do? Deal with being beaten alive, haha."
Zhao Xiaofan asked again, "Some time ago, I heard that something happened in your school. It seems that a student was killed by someone. Is it true?" The news that Nan You killed the tiger has almost spread throughout the entire Southern District.
, not only is it true that people are fooling around on the road, but now even major universities have heard about it. It’s true that good things don’t go out, and bad things spread thousands of miles.
Gao Zijian looked a little sad, and he said calmly, "Well, it's true, one of my brothers did it."
Zhao Xiaofan said in surprise, "Ah? One of your brothers? I heard someone said that he got into a fight with a gangster in society, and finally killed the gangster." Zhao Xiaofan didn't know about Tiger. She was just a student after all.
, from a girl’s family, who can come into contact with such a social person?
Gao Zijian nodded and said, "Well, it's true. Forget it, let's not mention this matter. It's over, it's over." Gao Zijian didn't want others to mention this matter. Every time he thought of Nan You, he felt uncomfortable.
He always felt guilty because he owed others something. If it hadn't been for what happened to him, how could Nan You have gone in? His heart had been extremely tormented.
When Zhao Xiaofan saw that Gao Zijian's face was a little uncomfortable, she stopped asking him any more and had to continue eating. Neither of them spoke at this moment, and the atmosphere seemed a bit awkward. Every time Gao Zijian saw him,
When she saw her, his heart was always ups and downs. He wanted to avoid her, but he also wanted to see her. This was a very, very contradictory feeling in his heart, so contradictory that he didn't even know how to deal with it.
It was Zhao Xiaofan who broke the silence. She put down the chopsticks in her hand and asked, "Zijian, how are you and her doing lately?"
Gao Zijian knew that she was asking Xia Xinran, so he replied casually, "It's okay, what about you? Have you found a boy who suits you?"
Zhao Xiaofan looked at her, his eyes a little erratic and said, "I want to find him, but there is always someone in my heart. I really want to be with him, but unfortunately... there is already a girl beside him."
Gao Zikey was confused by what Zhao Xiaofan said, because he didn't know what she was thinking, and he was even less sure who the person she was talking about was. But at this moment, he suddenly felt
He was so stuck that he really wished that person was himself. He didn't know why, but he just had this idea.
At this moment, his expression was a bit ugly. He deliberately smiled, looked at Zhao Xiaofan and said, "Really? I don't know which boy was lucky enough to be attracted by you. I really envy him." After he finished speaking,
, looking straight at the other person, as if he wanted to see through her heart.
Zhao Xiaofan asked intentionally, "Are you really not aware or are you pretending not to know?"
Gao Zijian smiled and said, "It must be true. Who else are you thinking about? I don't know."
Zhao Xiaofan suddenly reached out and held his hand, looked at him with ambiguous eyes, and said with a smile, "Zijian, can't you feel it at all? In fact... the person in my heart is you."
After Gao Zijian heard this, he felt that his body was about to burn. He was excited, happy, timid, and unimaginable. He stammered, "You...are you kidding me?"
Ah, hehe."
In his heart, he had always expected this to be like this. He hoped that she could have her own place in her heart, but now that it was time, he was a little afraid. Yes, he was afraid. He was afraid that he could not give it to her.
She was happy, but he was afraid that he would hurt Xia Xinran, and he was also afraid that he would hurt them both at the same time. There were no words to describe the tangle in his heart.
Zhao Xiaofan said seriously, "Can this kind of thing be just a joke? Zijian, I have fallen in love with you since you first saved me. Really, it's just that you have her by your side. I don't know what to do."
I shouldn’t get close to you anymore.”
Zhao Xiaofan's heart is also tangled. She likes Gao Zijian, but Gao Zijian has a girlfriend. She knows that it is immoral to destroy other people's feelings, but love is selfish. No one does not desire to get what they want.
Emotionally, although she is beautiful and charming, she is just an ordinary girl after all, a girl who also needs someone to love her and care for her.
Gao Zijian's eyes were a little wandering. He really didn't know how to deal with this matter. He couldn't leave Xia Xinran, but he didn't want to hurt Zhao Xiaofan. At this moment, he suddenly felt greedy. He really wished he could have them both.
two.
And he also knows that this kind of thinking is a bit too much. A qualified man should be responsible, love a woman wholeheartedly, and be able to bring happiness to his woman. The relationship between three people can only
When two people come together, no matter how he chooses, he will hurt one person. This is the last thing he wants to see in his heart.
He tightened Zhao Xiaofan's hand and said, "Xiaofan, you... why are you doing this? There are not many men better than me, right? You just haven't met him yet."
Zhao Xiaofan said persistently, "Yes, there are many men better than you, but I just like you in my heart. Is there anything wrong with this? Zijian, I just want you to give me a chance. I am a girl, in front of you."
When you said that I like you in front of you, I almost couldn’t hold it in my face. If I hadn’t met you today, maybe... maybe I wouldn’t have said it."
Gao Zijian patted the back of her hand gently and said, "Don't think blindly, Xiaofan. This is just a temporary feeling. As time goes by, you will forget it."
Zhao Xiaofan withdrew his hand, looked at her coldly and said, "Gao Zijian, you have disappointed me so much. Even if you don't like me, you don't have to say this to deal with me? Do you think I'm following you?"
Are you joking? Do you think I have nothing to do here to say that I like you? If you don’t like me, you can say it clearly, so why do you need to say this? "
When Gao Zijian saw that she was angry, he quickly explained, "Xiao Fan, listen to me, it's not what you think. In fact..."
"Okay, you don't need to explain. I know you only have her in your heart, and I also know that you will never fall in love with me. Just pretend you haven't heard what I said to you today. I'm sorry to bother you."
After Zhao Xiaofan finished speaking, he stood up and left the hotel quickly.
Gao Zijian sat there stupidly, without turning his head, but his heart was extremely sad, and the feeling of dripping blood hit his chest again and again...