After sending Rou Niang away, Su Jin sat in a trance under the candlelight for a while and finally decided to take the civil service examination. This actually went against his original intention, but Su Jin knew that this was the path he had to take. Was he willing to become a low-level citizen and be bullied by others?
No? After traveling through thousands of years and coming here to live a humble or fearful life, it was obviously not something Su Jin could bear, so he could only take the imperial examination and become an official to gain the capital to protect himself.
Su Jin is still very confident in himself, thinking back to the time when he was in high school for three years and spent two and a half years in it. In the last half of the year, Su Jin suddenly became enlightened and became crazy serious. His grades skyrocketed and he received the college notice in front of people's disbelief.
Of course, the college entrance examination of later generations is not comparable to the current scientific examination, but this kind of learning ability is the greatest capital.
Su Jin thought about it and felt a little groggy. He always felt that there was something he had not done and couldn't remember it for a while. So he went through today's noisy day from beginning to end, and suddenly remembered what the boy was doing in Hefeng Tower.
the words said.
Yan Biyun gave him a valuable horse and also gave him a letter, and actually refused to let him enter the inner house to talk. All this made Su Sujin a little confused. Is it because he was afraid that he would be drunk and have sex while taking advantage of the sentimental occasion of parting?
Is something going on?
Su Jin shook his head mockingly and started looking around for the letter. After taking a bath, he changed his clothes and put them in the side room. Normally, Xiaomi would pack them up and send them to the bedroom. Letters and the like were then sent to the study and placed under the writing stone.
Su Jin hurried to the desk to look for the letter. Sure enough, the white envelope there turned out to be a small white silk envelope with the seal tightly sewn with thin threads. Su Jin was so drunk when he took the letter that he didn't notice this detail.
Su Jin was secretly amused that Yan Biyun was so considerate and attentive to even an envelope. It was really speechless.
Su Jin picked up the small scissors and cut open the seal. He took out the plain paper and looked at the light carefully before his face changed within a few lines. He paused and used the scissors to cut the candle wick to make it brighter. He sighed and continued reading.
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"My concubine Biyun said to my husband Su Jin: Today is the eighty-two days since I met my husband. I remember clearly the scene when I was teasing Zhu Jiazi in the lower building. From that day on, Biyun felt something.
I was attracted by you, and gradually became confused and confused. I thought about these eighty-two days every day without thinking of you. You said in your poems several times, "There is no way to eliminate this feeling, so I frowned and felt in my heart." It can be said that it is in my heart.
There are relatives."
"However, you definitely don't know the identity of the slave family. The slave family also doesn't want to deceive the husband. It's not a slave. It's a false sentiment because it really doesn't want to be separated from you. But now the slave family has to speak for you. The slave family was originally the Yan family in Linchuan, Fuzhou. My father is Yan Shu, the current third minister.
My younger brother's father was not lucky enough to go to Hexian seven years ago. At that time, the slave family was fourteen years old. When my father passed away, he was about to marry Pang Ji, the then judge of the third household. The slave family was betrothed to Pang Ji's youngest son. After my father passed away, my uncle once said that the marriage would be terminated.
If the engagement fails, the wedding date will be set after the filial piety is fulfilled."
"Unexpectedly, Mr. Pang suddenly fell seriously ill and died three days before the wedding. The slave family became a living person, which is what the people call "a widower." In the Song Dynasty, the most important thing in the Song Dynasty was to teach women to observe moral integrity. Although the slave family was in that Pang family,
The young master has never met or even met once, but the Pang family once again refused to terminate the engagement. Although the uncle was angry, he had nothing to do."
"The slave family originally planned to be so lucky in this life, but there was no one to take over the family property, and my uncle and brothers were not talented in business, so they had to take care of the Yan family's property to pass the time."
"I don't know if God is teasing the slave family, but he taught the slave family to meet my husband in Luzhou Mansion. Although I was worried about my husband during this period, I was happier than ever before. I also secretly had a wishful thinking and wanted to serve you like a Puliu.
If you serve my husband tea and water, and grind ink and add fragrance, I will have no regrets in this life."
"However, I am really stupid and don't know that this is a fantasy. I am addicted to this without knowing it, but other people's eyes are on me. In the past few days, a letter from my uncle in the capital suddenly mentioned this matter in his letter. He taught me earnestly. In the past few days, Mr. Bao also came to visit and talked frankly about it.
This incident made me feel terrified and my dreams were shattered, so I just cried out."
"When my husband comes here, he will definitely feel depressed and difficult to calm down. Don't be angry, sir. Please allow me to analyze for a while and then make a plan. In my name, I am the wife of the Pang family. The Pang family has not understood the engagement for a day. If I fall in love with someone else, it is an affair."
For Biyun, the crime of not being able to stay with her husband for the rest of her life was the crime of adultery. The concubine also admitted it, but this move affected not only the concubine, but the uncle, who was also an important minister in the court. He was well-known in the world for his gentle etiquette and clean reputation.
This concubine’s actions will definitely make my uncle unable to deal with himself. Otherwise, he will be punished by the Holy Spirit and criticized by the court officials. How can the whole family of the Yan family be punished because of Biyun alone? Even if I love my husband no matter how much I love him, I will never implicate my family for my own affairs.
All you gentlemen should understand what I mean. This is one of them."
"Secondly, my husband is not going to be like the book of Yingtian Academy. If I fall in love with you, I will ruin your great future. Although your husband has escaped, in Biyun's eyes, he is a man of great talent and wisdom. His future future is limitless. How can I be so unfaithful to the slave family?"
If you have an ominous body and ruin a good future, this is why I cannot fall in love with you."
"Thirdly, let go of everything else. I am old, pearly and yellow, and five years older than my husband. This unethical love will be fruitless. The Su family will never allow you to marry a widow, and she is a widow who is five years older than you."
It will damage the good reputation of the husband and the Su family."
"Yi Jun is Biyun's heartfelt voice. My husband is extremely smart and he should understand my intentions. I know that my husband is devoted to me and I also confide in you. However, the world has brought trouble to people. A beautiful dream will eventually wake up. My heart is like a knife cutting a needle."
The pain is unbearable.”
"My innocent body has been seen by you. This heart and this body belong to you in all my life, but I can't stay with you. I can't look after my husband. Don't use my body as a concubine to live a good life and work hard to advance the glory of the ancestors. When he is prosperous in the future, he will use my talent and appearance."
The world is beautiful and beautiful. A mother should be attracted to her like a duck, and she will surely find a good match. I will bow to you again, Biyun, in tears."
The entire letter was densely packed with neat small regular script, and the plain white paper had faint traces of tears. It was obvious that Yan Biyun must have shed tears when writing this letter and couldn't help but feel sad.
Su Jin sat in a chair blankly, her hands weakly sliding down the plain paper from her fingers like a white butterfly falling onto the carpet.
After a while, Su Jin jumped up suddenly, picked up the letter, tore it apart wildly, opened his eyes wide, and with a loud sound in his mouth, tore a piece of paper into pieces and threw the paper into the air. It turned into pieces of flying snow and fell all over the table, chairs, and the floor.
Su Jin's face turned white, he bared his teeth and laughed loudly, feeling resentful in his heart.
"This is a woman, this is a woman." Su Jin murmured: "When you are tender, you are like a maggot on your tarsal bones, and when you are ruthless, you are like a snake, scorpion, and beast. I am so stupid. Why are you talking about feelings with these women of high officials and nobles? Su Jin, Su."
Jin, don’t forget who you are. You are just a pariah. You are a swan meat. You are a toad. You are the niece of Yan Shu, the third minister. You are helpless and rely on yourself. Who do you think you are?"
Su Jin gasped: "What affects my future? To put it nicely; my niece, who is an important minister of the imperial court, can't even break off the engagement? You said your age is ridiculous! Why didn't you say anything when I kissed you and held you in my arms?
How old are you? What kind of jade pendant and horse are you giving me as a free meal?"
Su Jin's mind was confused and he was pacing back and forth. Suddenly he cursed Bao Zheng again: "You nosy Bao Heizi, fuck you, who do you think you are? Do you want to be a teacher? I am in love with Miss Yan."
What the hell are you doing? You, an old antique, came here to take advantage of me and take advantage of your ancestors."
Su Jin cursed all the interference factors that he could think of, including the bosses of the Chamber of Commerce, the prefect Zhu Shiyong, and Zhu Tianshun, the four people who made trouble in the Poetry Club.
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At the end of the scolding, Su Jin's face was as red as fire, and he fainted and fell to the ground without knowing anything about him.dd