Su Jin couldn't help but soften her heart when she saw that the expression on her face was weak, painful, sad, and stubborn all intertwined together with her thin body.
He sighed and said, "Why is Miss Xia like this? I did know that you were a woman, but I asked myself that I did not do anything blasphemous towards you. It is true that I have a lively temperament and will occasionally joke with you, but heaven and earth can tell that I, Su Jin, have never done anything to you."
Miss Xia has had unclean thoughts."
Xia Siling burst into tears. Su Jin's explanation hurt her heart even more. She didn't want to show such weak feelings in front of others, but she really couldn't control her feelings.
"Don't cry. You're crying like this. I don't know what they would think if an outsider broke in." Su Jin comforted her softly, not wanting to see the woman crying.
"I don't know what you are thinking. Why do you feel so unhappy when Miss Yan and I meet? Miss Yan and I have already known each other in Luzhou. How can I avoid seeing her this time when she came to see me specially?"
Su Jin's explanation was feeble.
"You...have you already made a promise?" Xia Siling wiped away her tears and looked up at Su Jin.
Su Jin waved his hand and said, "You don't know Miss Yan's identity? You can't just say this casually, so you don't want to slander other people's reputation."
"Hypocrite." Xia Siling scolded.
Su Jin scratched his head. Do I have to tell you everything about my mother-in-law?
"Yan Biyun, I don't know her identity. I know her identity much better than you do. In Bianliang City, Yan Biyun is in sole control of the Yan family's property. No one knows that she is smart and intelligent. She is the widow of the Pang family. You have a secret meeting with her, but what are you talking about at this moment?"
It's really ridiculous to ruin someone's reputation." Xia Siling stared at Su Jin with such disdain that she couldn't even lift her head.
Su Jin was thinking about this matter in his heart. No matter what, he couldn't let Xia Siling talk nonsense outside, otherwise the matter would be out of control. After thinking about it in his mind, he said: "It doesn't matter what you think of me, but for the sake of our friendship, don't let it go."
If I tell you this matter, I will treat it as if I owe you a favor; if I had not told Miss Yan about other matters, I would definitely be ruined and Mr. Yan would be reprimanded.
I have never asked you for anything, but I hope that Miss Xia will definitely fulfill this matter."
Xia Siling gritted her teeth and said, "If I help you, who will help me?"
Su Jin said in astonishment: "Where do these words come from? You disguised yourself as a man. I have never mentioned it to outsiders. Although I also guessed that you are the daughter of Mr. Xia Songxia, I have never forced you to admit it. I am not aware of it."
How about you? You know that although you dare not say that you are observant of etiquette, you have never exceeded the rules. Occasionally, if you have skin contact, it is purely accidental. You can't blame me."
Xia Siling blushed as she remembered the kiss in the carriage and bowed her head: "Don't say it anymore, you are very good to the slave family. I didn't say anything bad about you. You are right. My father is the Xuanfu envoy of Shaanxi, Mr. Xia. So what? You also
Don’t worry that I will tell Daddy and Master Yan about this matter. It is a matter between them. The slave family will never get involved; the slave family will not publicize the matter between Yan Biyun and you."
Su Jin breathed a sigh of relief. He deliberately named Xia Siling's identity just to get her to say these words. Since Xia Siling agreed to keep it secret, everything would be easy to handle. What she needs to do now is to know why Xia Siling is acting out of character today.
He even let out a loud voice of resentment because he met Yan Biyun.
Su Jin vaguely wondered if this Miss Xia was in love with her. Her behavior seemed to be jealous. But as a prostitute, Su Jin had never been jealous before. It was always him who was jealous of others.
Su Jin had never experienced a woman being jealous because of him, so he was not sure.
Moreover, Xia Siling, the noble lady who has been with him for more than 20 days, is jealous because of her. Su Jin is not the kind of super handsome idol who has a bastard temperament and beauties from all over the world flock to him. This kind of confidence is still rare.
wonderful.
Before leaving, Su Jin sat on a chair and signaled Xia Siling to sit down and said softly: "Brother Xian, I still call you brother Xian. I don't know why you are so abnormal today. Even though you are a woman, I still regard you as my good friend. Brother Xian, why do you have to deal with it?"
Things are on their way home."
Xia Siling smiled bitterly and said: "Brother Su, I originally came to the academy to relax and relieve my boredom. I was extremely bored at home. As a daughter, I wanted to do many things but couldn't, so I came to experience the feeling of being a student. As for why?
I have to leave again. It's very simple. This place is not fun. The slave family has had enough fun. It's just that. I can't take the imperial examination. What's the use of being an official? The clear water ends at Taohuawu. The wild boat crossing is the way home. Mo Ruxing has to go back sooner or later.
Why bother annoying others and ruining your own mood when you’re done?”
Su Jin listened to the desolation and resentment in her words and felt that it was consistent with his guess. He opened his mouth to say something, but in the end he couldn't say anything.
Xia Siling looked at Su Jin and said: "The biggest joy of coming to the academy is getting to know Brother Su. Brother Su is open-minded, cheerful and loyal. He has helped the slave family a lot. Otherwise, the slave family may not be able to stay in the academy for a day; being with Brother Su every day is a joy."
The new feeling has endless things to say and troubles to cause, so the slave family is very grateful to Brother Su."
Su Jin smiled and said: "It is Su Jin's honor to serve Brother Xian as I should. I am also very happy to be with Brother Xian. Brother Xian is also very good to me and always takes care of me. He also helped me copy the lessons without being punished by the ruler. Thank you very much."
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Xia Siling turned her head and thought about the situation between the two of them, a smile appeared on her face, and she suddenly summoned up the courage to say: "Brother Su, we are going back to the Nu family. There are some things that I have to say that I am afraid I will never have the chance to say."
Su Jin put away his smile and looked at Xia Siling and said, "Brother, I am all ears to what you have to say."
Xia Siling said with difficulty: "The slave family is not afraid that Brother Su will say that I am shameless. These words are the words from the slave family's heart that have been lingering in my heart for many days. Don't you want to know why I left suddenly? What I said just now is that I came here to relax and relieve my boredom. Is it true?"
It’s funny, but it’s true that from this afternoon on, the slave family will feel that staying here is a kind of torture.”
Su Jin couldn't communicate and just lowered his head in silence.
"Success is Xiao He, failure is Xiao He. Brother Su has brought a lot of happiness to the slave family, but also brought a lot of pain to the slave family. Every time the slave family opens his eyes, the first thought he has is to see Brother Su, go to school with you, go to school, and play together."
You play Cuju and watch you play tricks on people. Every day when I don't see you, I feel empty and don't know what to do. I know that this is extremely inappropriate, but I really can't control my heart. I often think about what if... if I can be with Brother Su in this life.
What a joy it must be to stay together."
Xia Siling mustered up the courage to speak out her thoughts to the candlelight, and her heart felt relaxed. Anyway, she told him and he understood, and that was enough.
Su Jin was dumbfounded and motionless, as if an old monk was in trance. He didn't know that Xia Siling in front of him really loved him and was so obsessed with her.
"The slave family asked themselves about their appearance and character. Waiting for the king of Bianliang, Sun Guijie, to come to propose a matchmaker. It is not like the crucian carp crossing the river. No one wants it. But meeting Brother Su can only be said to be the fate of the slave family. Before this afternoon, I
Still dreaming about being with you, I couldn't help but peek at your letter and then secretly follow you. When the slave family saw you and Yan Biyun hugging each other, the slave family's heart was broken into thousands of pieces. "I can't wait to meet you again."
When I was still unmarried, I gave you my pearls and shed tears. I always thought this sentence was too pretentious when I wrote it in the past, but today I have truly realized that it is just not "Luo Fu has a husband" but "Make the king have a wife". In fact, it is both.
the same."
Xia Siling babbled and said: "Yan Biyun has a good character and appearance, and is also the object of admiration of the slave family. Brother Su's character, talent, and knowledge are a good match for her. Although there is a big gap in identity and age, these are nothing, and the slave family cannot compete with them."
I’ve fought for something that doesn’t belong to me, so I have nothing to miss here and now, so I might as well go back.”
Su Jin's heart was filled with ups and downs as he listened to this delicate and beautiful woman confiding her feelings to him, and all the lingering feelings were so heart-wrenching for him.
Su Jin is not Liu Xiahui. He also has the mentality of chasing beauty. It is a common problem among men to have wild thoughts when he sees beautiful women. But Su Jin knows that Xia Siling cannot be offended, not because of what Yan Biyun said about Xia Song's vicious methods, but because Xia Siling comes from a high-ranking official.
The woman must accept her with dignity. What should Yan Biyun do?
It is unrealistic to use these women as concubines, and it is an act of risking the disapproval of the world. Su Jinhui cannot move forward in this era.
"Su Jin, how could He De let the lady fall in love with Su Jin so wrong? I'm really ashamed; I have always regarded you as my little sister, and all the affectionate and teasing words were only verbal, and there was no personal relationship between men and women. And I never knew that you were interested in me."
Su Jin is extremely grateful for being so affectionate."
"Yes, if you think about it carefully, Brother Su has no power and no family background. There is really nothing worth liking about him." Xia Siling said with a smile.
Su Jin nodded and said: "It is true that Su Jin is a commoner and has nothing to like. Miss Yan and I were lucky enough to have her favored by chance. So naturally Su Jin can't live up to it."
"Then are you willing to let down the slave family's affection?" Xia Siling said in shock.
Su Jin thought for a while and said, "What would you like me to do if you and Yan Biyun change places?"
Xia Siling smiled silently and shed tears. After the laughter stopped, she said softly: "What is so good about you that makes us think so much about you? That's all. The relationship between you and me ends here. I will go back to Bianliang early tomorrow morning."
Wouldn’t it be clean if I never see you again for the rest of my life?”
Su Jin saw her speaking in such a crazy manner and didn't know how to comfort her, so she got up, bowed her head to the ground, turned around and walked out in silence.
"Brother Su..."
Xia Siling called softly from behind.
Su Jin turned around and saw a warm-smelling nephrite-like body thrown into her arms. As soon as her mouth was warm, she was kissed by a soft little mouth;
Poke in and stir around.
Su Jin's body stiffened and then he got lost. He put his hands behind his back and kissed the little beauty in his arms wildly. The two of them were intoxicated and kept kissing without getting bored. Suddenly, Su Jin woke up with a pain in his lower lip, and his mouth was filled with sweetness. Then he looked at Xia Siling's face, tears streaming down her face.
His face and mouth were full of blood.
"If you bite your lower lip, I will leave a mark so that you will never forget me in your life." Xia Siling murmured, hiding her face and running out of the hall.
Su Jin stood there blankly with blood dripping from his lips for a long time before turning around and leaving the hall.dd