Feng Jingyao was a little stupid. The thing was beyond his imagination. He could not sleep and had horrible hallucinations whenever he closed his eyes. He thought it was an ordinary insomnia. Those hallucinations were just after he got old.
For some occasional regrets about what I did in the past, they are just a flash in my heart at best, and I never take them seriously. Updated the fastest
After working hard in this world, after many bloody lessons, and several narrow escapes, he realized the principle of eradicating the weak and the strong. When he understood this and implemented it, his career prospered; death was at his hands.
Even he himself could not count the number of direct or indirect human lives, and he had never been merciful to women, children, and children, because he knew that even leaving a spark of fire would cause a huge fire, so he was never merciful in this regard.
However, now, what troubles him is not the pursuit of his enemies, but this illusory image. Although the insomnia is annoying, he is tortured to the point of having trouble sleeping and eating, but after all, it will not kill him, and in the good
According to Master Xiang, this matter is so serious that it can even influence his own thoughts and even cost him his life.
Feng Jingyao found it a little unbelievable, but Shanxiang said it in a serious way, and the symptoms he mentioned were exactly the same. He had indeed thought: It would be better if he died because of his irritability; but this thought only flickered, and even he
I thought it was a joke, but what Shanxiang said was so serious.
"Master, it's not so serious. Those thoughts are just flashes from time to time. I am just a random thought when I am irritable. How could I kill myself just because I think what you said?"
Shanxiang folded his hands and said: "Otherwise, it may seem to you like an impulse when you are irritable, but in my opinion, it is not that simple. Some people in the world make big mistakes, most of them are caused by impulse, and some people are just brains."
When you get hot, you lose your true self, and you make a big mistake; think about it carefully and see if this is the truth."
Feng Jingyao has been remembering the past very deeply recently. Shan Xiang's words suddenly brought back memories of his youth. Back then, he was a young man with a strong spirit and joined his master to learn martial arts. At that time, he was innocent and had no scheming, but one day he...
I went up the mountain to cut firewood alone, and met a young peasant woman who was also cutting firewood in the mountain. It was nothing at first. The young woman was probably old enough to be my own mother. But it was strange that God didn’t have the foresight. Suddenly there was wind, rain, thunder and lightning.
The rain was pouring down. It was raining, but it was because there was only one cave on the mountain wall. He and the young woman had to hide in the same cave to take shelter from the rain. It was just raining, but it was the young woman's thin clothes.
, the concave and convex parts are eye-catching after being wetted by rain.
At the age of seventeen or eighteen, it was the time when the fire was strong, and he had a boring and hard-working martial arts career all day long. Except for the wrinkled face of his master's wife, he had never seen such a fragrant body, so he couldn't control it.
He restrained himself and forcibly raped the young woman.
Afterwards, he threatened the young woman not to tell her, and gave all the few copper coins he saved to the first woman in his life. However, the next day, the young woman's husband brought dozens of villagers with poles of firewood.
The knife came to the master's house, and the red copper coins dyed red by the master's mother and given to them as disciples during the New Year also became evidence.
He was expelled from the master's door. Although he knelt in front of his master's door for three days and three nights, under the disdainful eyes and pointing fingers of his master and his fellow apprentices, he knew that he could no longer be tolerated in this place.
In the warm big family; in these three days, he also wanted to understand a truth, that is: never be impulsive, but once you are impulsive and do something wrong, then you need to eliminate the root cause instead of praying.
forgive.
Three days later at night, the first thing he did after leaving the school was to go into the mountain village and kill all five members of the young woman's family. He finally did what he had planned to do in the cave.
an understanding.
From then on, there was no longer a young apprentice who served tea and water, chopped firewood and fed the pigs, but there was a more powerful Feng Laohu in the world.
Shanxiang's words hit his weak point. Many things happened due to impulse. His whole life was actually shaped by that youthful impulse. How could Feng Jingyao not be touched by it?
"According to Master, if the disease worsens, will I know my own life in a certain impulse?"
"Amitabha, it's not impossible, but it's not you yourself who kills you, but your inner demon." Shanxiang looked at Feng Jingyao with a worried expression.
Feng Jingyao was a little scared. He had so many enemies in his life. He didn't die in the hands of others, but died in his own hands. Even if he died, he would have a ridiculous reputation. Besides, he didn't want to die. It was just when he was enjoying the fruits of his struggle. How could he?
Leaving behind this huge wealth, prestige and power, I stretched my legs and stared.
"Master, you have to help me this time. This disease is so terrible, and I don't want to die at the hands of illusory inner demons."
"It's good, it's good. I can't help you with this matter, and even the most famous miracle doctor in the world can't help you."
"You mean... I'm dead?" Feng Jingyao's eyes popped up, looking like he was angry.
"No, no, this is the inner demon. The so-called inner demon is the demonic obstacle in your heart. The only one who can help you is yourself. Others can only help but cannot help you get rid of it."
"This...if I knew how to do it, would I still go to the temple to ask for the Buddha's blessing?" Feng Jingyao said angrily.
Shanxiang smiled and said: "Don't be impatient for a moment. Look at you, you get angry easily. At your age, you are in a tough city and you are calm and calm. It can be seen that you have been deeply affected by the inner demons."
Feng Jingyao let out a breath of filthy breath. He felt that he had indeed become more angry during this period. His disciples were often beaten and scolded by him, and their behavior seemed to be different from before. He secretly warned himself not to get angry, in order to be as calm as possible.
He said in a tone of voice: "Master, tell me, what should I do?"
Shanxiang raised his long eyebrows and said slowly: "What I have been thinking about these days is how to guide you to get rid of your inner demons. These things are different from Yanyi's medicine, and there are no ready-made prescriptions to treat the symptoms. What you have to do
It is to let go of all the things in the past and calm down the mind, and the inner demons will be eliminated. For example, after you took refuge in my Buddha, there were times when your symptoms improved, but you spent three days fishing and two days in the sun, and finally gradually turned to the heart of the Buddha.
It is far away, and because it is not a pious and respectful way of worshiping the Buddha, the effect gradually becomes very little."
Feng Jingyao said: "My fault is that my heart to worship the Buddha is not firm, but if I want to give up everything in this world and seriously become a monk, it would be better to let my disciple die."
Shanxiang said: "How do you say this? I am here to help you, not to harm you. I know that people like you will never be with Gudeng all the time, so the method I came up with is definitely not to ask you to be ordained.
Be a monk."
Feng Jingyao said happily: "What a good idea that is, tell me quickly, tell me quickly."
Shanxiang said: "I can't guarantee that it will be effective. After all, the inner demons are the most difficult to get rid of. I only tried it once."
Feng Laohu said: "That is natural. There is no sure-fire cure in the world. If it can be effective, I will definitely plate the bodies of Bodhisattvas in the whole temple with gold."
Shanxiang said: "That's good, that's good. I hope you remember your wish."
Feng Laohu's face turned red and he said: "After I come down from the mountain, I will immediately ask someone to send the missing donation money. From now on, I will definitely keep my word."
Shanxiang chuckled and said: "Very good. With such sincerity, the matter is half done. Whether it succeeds in the end depends on your own actions."
"Yes, yes, master, please tell me what to do?"
Shanxiang held the table with his hand, tapped it gently, and said slowly: "If you want to get rid of the inner demons, you must first create the source of the inner demons. I don't know what you have done, but there must be many things that make you worried.
, causing regret, even apprehension, and inexplicable fear.”
Feng Jingyao said loudly: "What a joke, what am I afraid of? I have never regretted anything I have done."
Shanxiang waved his hand and said, "Don't interrupt me. I'm not interested in hearing about your adult past. As far as I'm concerned, you have done earth-shattering things. After you entered my Buddhist sect, it was nothing more than passing smoke."
Feng Jingyao closed his mouth, but his heart was filled with anger. Shan Xiang's words touched his heart. It would be fine if he really had no regrets, no fear, no grudges. But he did, and as he grew older,
This trend is getting stronger and stronger.
"I just said that if you want to get rid of the demons in your heart, you must first get rid of all the knots of regret, worry, and fear in your heart. And to get rid of the knots in your heart, there is one Dharma that I, the Buddha, can do, which is the Dharma of Repentance?"
Feng Jingyao laughed and said: "The method of repentance?"
Shanxiang said seriously: "If you think it's not necessary, let's stop here today. I have already thought of everything I should think and do for you. If you don't want to, I can't do anything about it."
Feng Jingyao thought for a moment and said, "Will this work?"
Shanxiang said: "Whether it will be useful or not, I have already said that I can't guarantee it. "Ksitigarbha Sutra" says: "All sentient beings in Jambudvipa, all their thoughts and actions are karma and sin." Making mistakes is not terrible.
The scary thing is knowing that you have made mistakes and trying your best to cover up your mistakes and hide your sins, causing the bad karma to continue to spread, and you will appear and disappear in the sea of life and death, and the flow will not stop. This is the crux of the six paths of reincarnation. If you want to stay away from such mistakes,
It needs to be treated by practicing the method of repentance."
Feng Jingyao's face suddenly changed and he said, "What do you mean? Are you saying that I am guilty?"
Shanxiang said calmly: "You are not the only one who is guilty of sins. All living beings in the world are guilty. We are born in reincarnation to forgive our sins. You have been with me for so long. Didn't I tell you this?"
Feng Jingyao looked hesitant and said: "How to repent? How to repent?"
Shanxiang folded his hands and said: "This method is simple and easy to learn, but the difficult part is the pious heart. It can be divided into three types according to the depth of sins: one is to perform Dharma confession, which supports the precepts and makes it clear to repent; this method can eliminate the violation of precepts.
For sins, the second is to observe the signs and repent. This method is to help you understand the repentance. This method is the simplest, but it is not suitable for you, because it requires you to pray to the Buddha for many years and seek auspicious reflection; and the third is to observe the non-life.
Repent, this method of supporting wisdom is used to express repentance, but the sin that is confessed by this method is not the reality. This sin is not inside, not outside, and not in the middle. Therefore, I know that this sin is empty from the beginning; it is not suitable for you.
."
Feng Jingyao seemed to understand but said helplessly: "Just tell me what to do."
Shanxiang nodded and said: "Only take the first one, uposatha first, and then I will teach you the "Eighty-eight Buddhas' Great Confession" and recite it once every night, once every half a month. After a few rounds, the heart knot will be knotted on its own; if
If my estimation is correct, the knots in my heart will be resolved, my sins will be eliminated, and the demonic obstacles in my heart will disappear. From then on, I will be relieved of my heavy burden, and I will be safe and happy."