It’s better to be a woman. If necessary, find a shoulder to lean on her back and cry again. All worries will disappear. Men will be more miserable. Unless they meet a mother and tolerant woman, there will be no place to cry.
go.
However, human energy is limited after all. If you want to maintain a permanent progress, you must be relaxed and relaxed. That is to say, you must relax when it is time to relax. However, the ways and methods of relaxing are different for everyone.
Fei Chai also has his own way to relax. His method is to go to Zhao Mei's courtyard to have tea.
After the school was on vacation, Zhao Mei also took the holiday. In addition to reporting probe data on time every day, she was also raising flowers, plants and plants in the courtyard. As August began, various vines around the courtyard were already full.
In addition to white and purple trumpet flowers, there are also half-walled cucumbers and old loofahs. Originally, Zhao Mei also planted some golden pumpkins, but she thought the pumpkin vines were rough and stupid, so she transplanted them to the back of the yard after they emerged.
Fei Chai likes to steal an hour or two of leisure, so he set up a lounge chair in the yard and served a cup of tea. Although there is not necessarily a breeze and a bright moon, it also has the fragrance of tender fruits and flowers. What is even more rare is the purity of this time, the house documents.
The body is exhausted.
Zhao Mei also likes Fei Chai Changlai. Although she likes quietness, it does not come entirely from her nature. Moreover, because of congenital heart disease, there is one more person in the yard, which makes her more popular. The so-called loneliness
No longer exists, not to mention that she has always had feelings for Fei Chai. It is just that because of their own reasons, it is impossible for them to have any intimate contact between them, but it is possible that they can get one of them alone.
The 'Plato'-like emotion is also another kind of gain.
In addition to leisure and cool off, Fei Chai sometimes gets hungry at night (usually after 10 o'clock, it can't be too late. Zhao Mei likes to go to bed early.) She will also sneak to Zhao Mei to ask for food. Usually, Zhao Mei is almost asleep at this time.
, She would wear pajamas and yawn, and lazily cook a bowl of sesame oil vegetarian noodles for Fei Chai, then sit aside, holding her chin with her hands, and watching him finish the noodles in big mouthfuls and drink the soup.
After that, Fei Chai would coax Zhao Mei to bed with satisfaction, then wash the dishes and go back to bed leisurely in the cool night breeze. Speaking of which, when he first coaxed Zhao Mei to bed
The alarm on her wrist was still ringing, which scared Fei Chai at that time, but it stopped ringing after one or two times. When Zhao Mei said, "It seems that I can still fall in love, so I can get used to it slowly.
good."
Later she got used to it. One time, Fei Chai saw that she was sleeping softly and peacefully, and couldn't help but secretly kiss her on her face, but she didn't react at all. Fei Chai just thought it was because she fell asleep at that time and didn't know.
But she didn't know that Zhao Mei's heart had been beating wildly for a long time, and the alarm was temporarily turned off by her.
"If I could die like this, it would be happy." Zhao Mei thought.
If you develop a habit, you will be inseparable from it. Now waiting for Fei Chai to appear at night has become a part of Zhao Mei's life, but Fei Chai does not come every night, and it does not take regular time.
, this aggravates the meaning of expectation.
‘I’ll wait for you until I’m waiting for a love tree.’ This has become Zhao Mei’s favorite poem.
That night, Zhao Mei always felt her heart pounding, and she always felt something was going to happen? Is he coming today? If he really wanted something? Can my weak heart bear it?
Because she couldn't fall in love, she once regarded love very sacred. So when she knew that Fei Chai actually had a lover, she immediately became disgusted with Fei Chai. But later she found that the more she disliked, the more she blew it in her mind.
She gradually realized that love is just a reflection of her temperament. And even if she has feelings for Fei Chaisu and regards him as the prince charming in her dream, let alone being a wife, even if she is
As a lover, she is also willing but not capable. In this way, what else can she expect?
With such emotional changes, when Fei Chai stepped into his yard for the first time just to temporarily hide from the mundane affairs of the world, she suddenly felt a sense of happiness. Perhaps it was this, watching the man she liked to drink tea and cool off.
, let the same cool night breeze blow across the faces of the two, it is only something that couples can enjoy.
In addition to sex and marriage certificates, it is almost the same between husband and wife, she thought.
The familiar footsteps came from afar, getting closer and closer. At this time, only one person came back, and that was him.
Zhao Mei felt a little more heartbeat, and cursed herself a few words: It’s just that he has come, it’s not that he hasn’t been here, but as for that, he was thinking so in his heart, but he couldn’t help but move his footsteps, and when she opened the door,
Fei Chai also opened the yard gate.
"Oh, I haven't slept yet, I'm here to disturb you again." Fei Chai smiled and said, "I'm afraid I'll be late and you've already slept, so I have to go back."
It was indeed a bit late today, and it was almost eleven o'clock before I knew it.
"It's just about to go to bed." Zhao Mei slightly blocked her mouth with her hand and yawned a little.
Fei Chai Lianxiang said, "Then you just sleep, don't worry about me, I just want to come over and find some peace." As he said, he followed his house, took a lounge chair from behind the door, spread it in the middle of the yard,
I lay down comfortably and breathed a long sigh of relief.
Zhao Mei took a small stool and sat next to him and asked, "What are you doing? You're so tired?"
Fei Chai said: "Don't mention it. Xiao Rui ran to my place tonight and said she wanted to drink. I just thought it was because of my ordinary alcohol addiction. I gave her most of the bottle of wine left after the last time I went back to the county to treat her. I myself
I went to take a shower, but after taking a shower for so long, she drank most of the bottle of wine, and she cried and made a fuss. Now she finally got it done, but she slept in my bed again, I didn't
Go out and come here by you.”
Zhao Mei frowned and said, "How come every girl's family is like this? Didn't she say that her father was going to get married last time? Why didn't she understand her thoughts?"
Fei Chai said: "It's accepted that Mayor Cai is her stepmother, but if they give her a younger brother, they can't accept it."
Zhao Mei said: "So that's the case. Mayor Cai is not young anymore... but it's a happy event after all."
Fei Chai also said: "Yes, Mayor Cai's son died in a car accident. This time he has it. It is reasonable to want one of his own."
Zhao Mei said: "In this way, this child is not easy to come, and Xiaorui is a little ignorant."
Fei Chai smiled and said, "It's not ignorant, but I just can't overcome this hurdle at once. I'll figure it out sooner or later, and it will be possible to make it happen if it doesn't work."
Zhao Mei smiled slightly and said, "Yes..."
As he spoke, a gust of night wind blew, Zhao Mei felt a little cold, so she asked, "You are lying like this and be careful to catch a cold. I'll get you a towel and quilt?"
Of course, Fei Chai knew that Zhao Mei's body was weaker than ordinary people, so she could not withstand the cold and heat than ordinary people, so she said, "I think you should go in and rest. I will just lie here for a while and have to go back later."
Zhao Mei smiled first, then was stunned: Didn’t Xiaorui still sleep in his bed? Could it be that he went back...
Fei Chai suddenly saw Zhao Mei's face change, and suddenly felt that she was particularly cute at this time. He smiled and arched his index finger and hung it on the bridge of her nose and said, "Is there an impure idea in my mind, right? Fool, that's my room.
, I can't let her sleep on my bed all night, I have to go back and get her back." After a pause, she continued, "She should be better after sleeping for a while."
Zhao Mei smiled embarrassedly when he said, "Who is not pure, you are the most impure person in this yard."
There were only two people in the yard, and Fei Chai could not get rid of his impure hat.
Seeing that Zhao Mei was sitting still and had no intention of going back to sleep, Fei Chai yawned twice in a row, so he smiled and said, "I want me to accompany you in again?"
Zhao Mei said: "I'm not sleepy, I just want to look at you like this."
Fei Chai stood up and stretched his body and said, "Oh, what's the good thing about me?" He said, and stood up, pulled Zhao Mei up, and took her waist while she naturally leaned on Fei.
On Chai Jian, he was taken back to the bedroom.
In the past, Zhao Mei always wore pajamas when she slept, at least when Fei Chai was there, but today, somehow, she suddenly felt blood swim on her head. Just as Fei Chai turned around and was about to leave, she suddenly took off her pajamas.
, hugged Fei Chai from behind, but it was not tight, but it was enough to make Fei Chai feel the temperature coming from her body and the trembling body.
Fei Chai once thought that there might be such a day, but he didn't dare to think deeply. After all, can Zhao Mei's body allow this passion? So he just gently shook Zhao Mei's hand and said, "Meimei shouldn't do this."
, We can't."
Zhao Mei tried her best to control her heartbeat, hugged Fei Chai tightly and said, "Mayor Cai is such a brave woman."
Fei Chai didn't understand why she hugged her, but talked about others, but Zhao Mei said again: "She is now a standard older mother, and she still dares to give birth. Why isn't she brave?"
Fei Chai nodded and said, "Yes, women's nature is always beyond maternal nature."
Zhao Mei lowered her voice again and said, "I also want to be a mother one day... Can you teach me how to do it?"
Fei Chai's heart began to be beating violently. A girl said such a thing means she was ready for all her preparations, but is it really OK for Zhao Mei?
Fei Chai turned around, Zhao Mei raised her head, closed her beautiful eyes, and her lips slightly raised, as if she was looking forward to something.
Fei Chai slowly stretched over his lips, but at the moment when the four lips met, he slid away, leaned towards Zhao Mei's ears, and said softly: "Meimei, no, I can't do this."
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Zhao Mei raised her left arm and closed her eyes and said, "Look, I didn't turn off the monitor, it didn't sound, you can hold me, I'll be fine."
Fei Chai looked at it, it was indeed nothing. It seemed that this kind of thing could be adapted slowly, but Fei Chai still shook his head and said, "No, I can't take risks with your life." He said, gently
Putting Zhao Mei down on the bed is like placing a priceless treasure.
Zhao Mei was lying there, except for a pair of pants, and she looked very thin compared to other women, let alone a bodybuilding girl like Jiang Yingying, but her skin was very white and white
It was almost transparent, and her chest was flat, with only the two slight bulges, but it was as pink and tender as the first peach blossoms. Fei Chai couldn't help but take a look at it twice, stretched out his hand and pulled the cool quilt to cover her.
At the same time, two lines of clear tears slid down the corner of Zhao Mei's eyes, and the yellow light of the alarm on her left wrist began to flash.