Because he had something on his mind, even though he still received a warm welcome in Yunshan County this time, Fei Chai was always a little absent-minded. Food and wine passed through his mouth without tasting anything, and he was always thinking about things in his mind.
As for Zhang Wanru, even he himself wondered: What's wrong with me? Have I really been in love with Zhang Wanru for a long time? Otherwise, how could he be so uneasy just because of Zhang Wanru's cold words?
Generally speaking, women are always much more attentive than men when it comes to emotional issues. Naturally, Fei Chai's problem could not be hidden from Fan Yiyan's eyes, but she kept her cool and gave Fei Chai a cold treatment. Not only did she not interact with him as usual,
He made a dirty joke and mixed it up by the way, but he found an excuse and left the meeting halfway.
Fei Chai was depressed and drunk. He got drunk at noon and slept in the guest house all afternoon. He was supposed to go to the five-kilometer probe station to check first, but he couldn't go.
I slept in a daze all afternoon. When I woke up, I took a shower and deliberately lowered the water temperature to wake myself up. She was just a woman, and I didn’t know what was going on. She couldn’t do it for a bad relationship.
Since I delayed my business, I forced myself to smile and have fun with everyone one night, and even took the initiative to wash my hair and get a head massage.
Although I tried hard to forget some things, I still had expectations after returning to the guest house. I waited until after one o'clock in the morning when the door was finally knocked, and Zhang Wanru finally came.
Seeing Zhang Wanru, Fei Chai's anxiety and sorrow suddenly turned into overwhelming tenderness, and he hugged her affectionately.
Zhang Wanru looked a little tired, and she whispered to Fei Chai: "I'm going to take a bath first, and you go to bed and wait for me."
Fei Chai smiled and said: "I haven't taken a shower either, let's go together."
The two hadn't seen each other for a long time, so Zhang Wanru had no reason to refuse. As a result, before she even started washing, Fei Chai stood in front of the dressing mirror and pushed her from behind to make fun of her.
Lying back on the bed, Zhang Wanru suddenly said: "Gangzi is back."
Fei Chai was surprised when he heard this: Could it be that an old relationship had rekindled? On the surface, he pretended not to care and said, "Oh, how is he?"
Zhang Wanru said: "When I came back to get married, my girlfriend was already pregnant with her for four months."
"This kid..." Fei Chai breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, "He moves quickly enough."
Zhang Wanru also smiled, but then she remained silent.
Fei Chai felt that something was indeed wrong with Zhang Wanru, so he asked: "Are you tired?"
"I'm fine." Zhang Wanru said, "I'm just in love."
These words were like a heavy hammer, hitting Fei Chai's heart hard - indeed, everything was going in a bad direction, but it couldn't be said that it was not bad, as every woman talked about getting married.
Regarding the rights of children, when he first dated Zhang Wanru, he also promised Zhang Wanru not to disturb his family, and he would not interfere with Zhang Wanru's marriage. Although Zhang Wanru only said that she was in love and did not say who she was in love with, her
The love object is definitely not Fei Chai herself, otherwise she wouldn't always be like this.
Is this a good thing or a bad thing? I'm afraid it can no longer be measured purely in terms of good or bad. The only thing that can be determined is that this matter is really heartbreaking.
Seeing that Fei Chai had lost his voice, Zhang Wanru felt unsure, so she asked, "Why don't you continue asking?"
Fei Chai let out a long sigh: "Is this still necessary? We had an agreement at the beginning. Speaking of which, as a married man, I am already pretty good at this. I really can't expect too much."
Zhang Wanru suddenly fell on Fei Chai and started crying, saying, "Why are you like this? Why are you so calm? Why don't you scold me or hit me? Just let me go like this?"
Fei Chai gently stroked her long hair and said, "Because I don't have that qualification, I can't give you a future, and I can't block your way."
Zhang Wanru cried for a while, making Fei Chai's chest full of tears. She raised her head and looked at Fei Chai, who stared blankly at the curtains. Zhang Wanru asked again: "Are you a little sad that I left?"
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Fei Chai nodded, feeling that her chest was itchy from her tears, and wanted to take out a few tissues to wipe it, but Zhang Wanru stopped her and said, "No, I'll do it." She said, lowered her head again, bit by bit.
, kiss those tears dry again, and then keep sliding down...
When Zhang Wanru sat on Fei Chai's body and swayed crazily like a female knight, Fei Chai could no longer restrain himself. He sat up suddenly and buried his head on her chest. Tears burst into his eyes, but he
Gritting his teeth, he made no other sounds except for a few sobs.
Zhang Wanru left before dawn, leaving a sweet kiss and taking away a bad relationship.
After breakfast, Fei Chai set out for the probe station, and he went to the farthest one. In his words, going from far to near is like eating sugar cane from the top. It was bland at first, but then it got better.
In fact, only he himself knows that he needs a kind of catharsis, and using work to vent is the best choice. It can also cover up others' eyes and ears, which is much better than throwing tables and benches, drinking and taking drugs.
The non-stop work along the way made the attendants in several departments complain, but they did not dare to say anything. The department chiefs worked so hard, and the junior clerks had no reason to be lazy. They just secretly made up their minds to never do anything in the future.
I won’t go on a business trip with this workaholic director.
The last probe station was the five-kilometer station. The people on duty here should be Qin Lan and another staff member. But when Fei Chai came, he found that the person on duty was actually Zhao Mei. When he asked, he said that Qin Lan had asked for leave to go to the city.
Ask Zhao Mei to take over the class.
"Nonsense!" Fei Chai couldn't hold it back and roared. Zhao Mei was startled and her expression changed on the spot. Fei Chai was also startled when he saw it, and hurriedly explained, "It's not against you" and comforted her for a few seconds.
So he called Cao Long and asked him to come pick Zhao Mei back to rest. He also called Fan Yiyan and asked her to send another person on duty immediately. Because that person on duty was a cadre from the subdistrict office, the probe duty was only part-time.
, I can only be regarded as a deputy shift, and I don’t come here often.
"I can do it, I can do it." Zhao Mei begged.
Didn't Fei Chai know that Zhao Mei really liked this job? So he said: "I know you like geological work, but you are not in good health. It's okay to come over and help occasionally. It's all shouldered. The burden is too heavy."
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After breaking up with Zhang Wanru, Fei Chai suddenly thought of Fan Yiyan. Now if this woman dares to be as clingy as before, I will definitely put her down immediately and stop being a gentleman. But it is strange to say that since he fights
As soon as she broke up with Zhang Wanru, the distance between Fan Yiyan and him suddenly grew further, giving him almost no chance to be alone. So Fei Chai had to comfort himself and said: "Isn't this what you want? Keep a normal job
relation."
After what happened, after checking all the probe stations, he could have stayed in the county town for one night, but Fei Chai felt that there was really nothing left for him to stay here, so he told everyone: "These days
Everyone has worked hard, why don’t we go back and rest early.”
It was said to be a discussion, but in fact it was just an order. Fortunately, everyone had been away from home for a few days and was a little worried about it, so they did not stop when they passed through the county. They just called Fang Qiubao and Wan Tao each to say goodbye, and then they drove all the way.
Back to the city.
When I returned to the bureau, I wanted to send a few of my subordinates back to rest. I took a look at the work of the past few days. It was very good. Wu Dongzi was responsible for all aspects, and Qian Xiaoan was in the system, so he could solve general problems.
It can be solved at any time. It seems that I made the right choice when choosing these subordinates.
After checking his work, Fei Chai went home, but when he walked downstairs, he suddenly felt that he couldn't move his legs. He felt that what he had done during this period was really sorry for his wife and family, and he missed himself.
This year after I came back, although my grades were a little bit better, they were still far from the expected results. I wanted to become a bureaucrat, but I was far from mature enough. However, I learned the bad habits and found a lover very quickly. But others did.
The lover takes care of both the inside and the outside, but he is still dumped by his lover. Speaking of which, he is still worthless.
When he returns home now, of course his wife You Qian will welcome him with open arms as usual, but only if she doesn’t know about Zhang Wanru. It’s embarrassing to say that the first time he and Zhang Wanru had sex in secret, he was almost caught by his wife.
, although she was deceived by herself later, but in retrospect, the method was very clumsy. If You Qian hadn't believed in her character, she probably wouldn't have believed such clumsy lies.
Speaking of which, I asked for it all. Fei Chai sat on the stone platform in the garden downstairs of the community for half an hour. Although spring had already begun, the weather was still cold, and the coldness of the stone platform soon soaked through.
His pants also made his butt feel cold.
He didn't want to go home. Whether it was because he was ashamed or something else, he couldn't tell himself. Anyway, he just didn't want to go home, and he didn't want to face his wife's smile and warm embrace. He gritted his teeth and stood up from the stone platform, walking stiffly.
With two legs, he returned to the Bureau of Prefectural Supervision, asked for a car, and went to Longxi County. There was already a team of Zheng Rusong working there, but Fei Chai decided to go there. He didn't vent enough, so
Need to continue working.
When You Qian came back from practicing yoga, she heard from the old lady next door that Fei Chai was back, so she went home full of joy. However, she rushed to call and asked. At this time, Fei Chai was already on the way to Longxi, so she lied.
He said, "I'm back, but there's something going on over at Longxi, so I have to go down and have a look."
You Qian was also used to Fei Chai running around all day long at work, so she didn't pay much attention. She just told her to pay attention to her health and safety.
After Fei Chai went to Longxi this time, he went to other counties and districts one after another. He traveled for half a month and visited all the counties and districts under the jurisdiction of Nanquan City. As the saying goes, the horse stopped and he followed the horse.
Like a horse that couldn't stop, the team under him took turns to change shifts, but he didn't. This desperate energy scared Zheng Rusong. He persuaded him several times in private, but no one else knew his difficulties. He was not afraid.
It’s not that I don’t want to stop when I’m tired, it’s just that once I stop, my mind will be filled with random thoughts, making me feel even more uncomfortable.