The old food stalls were all gone, so Ah Xin didn't get out of the car and asked the driver to drive to the sea in the south. From here, it only takes more than an hour to get to the sea.
Along the way, she thought carefully about what she had not done. In fact, what she should do had been done a few days ago, and her bankbook was empty. She asked someone to help settle Aye's affairs and let her know about money for the first time.
How useless.
A Fang once again filled the refrigerator in the rental house before her marriage. That day she carefully calculated the price for the first time, and then she understood how much it cost to maintain her daily life.
On that day, she realized that she could not survive after leaving A Fang. She really did not have the ability to survive in this world: the newspaper boss talked to her and said that she was not suitable to be a reporter and asked her to go to the advertising department.
How can she adapt to the life of an advertising staff? As for taking the postgraduate entrance examination, it is even more impossible!
What comforted her was that she finally managed to survive today decently and attended Ah Fang's wedding. She thought that Ah Fang was so capable and strong, and should be able to run a happy family.
The taxi stopped at a small hotel.
In the middle of the night, there was no waiter in front of the hotel to greet guests. As she watched the car drive away, she turned and walked towards the seaside. Unexpectedly, she remembered that distant dream, where she was with her little Yuanyuan in the rainforest of her hometown...
It turns out that I realized it very early! Qiao Fang will not repeat Xiao Yuanyuan's misfortune. I can make her worry-free.
Ye Hai couldn't see the color of the water clearly, only the sea breeze carried the salty smell. She took out her mobile phone. She had already written the text message and saved it in her mobile phone. She had changed it many times——
"Afang, I went to the hospital for a vaginal membrane repair surgery. Unexpectedly, Ayuan followed me and stopped me at the entrance of the hospital. He said that the operation would be painful and that it would be enough to cut off everything in the past. Forgive me,
His surname is not Gao, nor is he the boss, he is just a white-collar worker. I said I wanted to attend your wedding before leaving, and he agreed. Bless me! I also wish you and Brother Cheng, be happy!"
After sending the text message, she turned off the phone and threw it far away into the sea.
There was not a soul on the empty beach. She waded slowly towards the depths of the water.
She had been to this place when doing interviews. The tide was low in the middle of the night, and the seawater would take her away without leaving a trace...
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[Narrator: In the city where I live, lives disappear silently every day, and "Axin" is one of them. Those who pay attention to this short article will know that without the fantasy color, the modern article is a bare-bones record of life in the South.
.People say that society is about survival of the fittest. This is the law of the modern jungle.
So I personally don’t want to be a weak person at all. I think that in real life, I am also “immortal”: matter is immortal. Maybe I will rot and turn into thousands of little ants; maybe I will turn into ashes to fertilize the fields and stay in
I don’t have the strength to leave the wet soil (O⌒O I can’t think about it anymore!)】
On a cold spring night, Axin waded deeper and deeper into the sea. She had experienced time travel many times, and she had always been at the mercy of fate. Only this time she took the initiative to die.
She thought, can I die completely? In a daze, she seemed to see the company in Q City again. When she opened her eyes, she saw some strange people, saying words she couldn't understand, and looking at them with strange eyes.
She, later she found out that they all thought she was crazy. Only Afang treated her as a normal person and helped her adapt to life here.
But I am a weak person after all, A Fang, I really can't drag you down, let me disappear with my blessings to you, whether it is death or going somewhere else...
The sea water was so cold that she felt like her whole body was freezing, but her consciousness was always so clear.
The water covered her waist and reached her chest. A big rolling wave hit her and she floated up.