Is this children's room prepared by him for his baby?
When was it prepared?
Xia Qianchen walked slowly and silently in front of him, knelt down and took the music box from his hand.
The rotating box emits a moving melody.
The entire children's room was quiet, and the music sounded sad.
Xia Qianchen's mouth moved, and suddenly she had many questions to ask him.
But there are so many questions that I don’t know which one to ask first and how to ask them.
Suddenly a force pulled her into his arms.
Young Emperor Nangong, smelling of alcohol all over his body, held her tightly in his arms. She was pulled by the force to kneel on her legs and her upper body was tightly held in his arms.
His arms were so tight, protecting her like iron.
He hugged her so hard, as if he wanted to crush her bones and make them become one.
This tight embrace made Xia Qianchen's emotions finally out of control.
Tears overflowed and flowed on his chest.
"Baby, I'm sorry..." Xia Qianchen sobbed and shouted.
After the death of her first child, she kept her sadness suppressed in her heart.
Immediately afterwards, so many things happened one after another...
All her sadness, grievances, and pain were all accumulated in her heart, with no place to vent.
Once the emotions come out, they are out of control.
Xia Qianchen's tears rolled down her cheeks, as if she had finally found a safe embrace where she could vent, and she cried wildly.
This was the first time she cried loudly in front of Young Emperor Nangong.
She didn't know how long she had been crying. Her tears seemed to have dried up, and Nangong Young Emperor's chest was soaked by her.
She cried until her voice became hoarse, and she didn't even know why she was crying. Her mind went blank, like a confused child.
Crying until no more tears can be shed will turn into sad choked sobs.
It was completely dark outside.
Xia Qianchen's legs were numb while she was kneeling, and her body was sore from being in such a long position.
Young Emperor Nangong finally picked her up and stood up. He drank a lot of wine and his steps were a little wobbly.
His eyes were also deep, as if wine had melted into his eyes, surging and bright, making his sight so intoxicating and full of pain.
She looked up at him in his arms.
He lowered his gaze.
Xia Qianchen was carried back to the master bedroom and put on the bed. Immediately afterwards, Nangong Young Emperor also fell down heavily.
Xia Qianchen cried until her eyes hurt and sore, and she suddenly did not dare to look at his face.
With her back to him, she tried to calmly ask: "Tell me, was that children's room prepared for our previous babies?"
"..."
"Were those clothes also what you bought for me at that time?"
"..."
"Were those words you said to me that day because you found out that I had an implant surgery and you said them out of anger?" Xia Qianchen hoarsely asked all the doubts in her heart, "Are you?
You said those things because you were angry with me, right?"
"..."
"Why do you want to sleep with Leng Anqi?"
"..."
"I went to your villa that day and saw her lying naked on your bed. You must have picked up the key a long time ago. Why did you have to wait until I got married before you came to me?"
"..."
"Young Emperor Nangong, answer me!" Xia Qianchen cried, turning around to look at Young Emperor Nangong.
He kowtowed, his long eyelashes drooped, and his sleeping appearance was still so handsome that he was startled to wake up.
Xia Qianchen put her hands into his hair: "Are you asleep?"
His hot breath blew out, smelling of alcohol.
Xia Qianchen smiled bitterly, grabbed his big palm and put it on her face: "I finally had the courage to ask you these questions, how could you let me fall asleep!"
"..."
"Young Emperor Nangong, wake up. I order you to wake up! Tell me!"
She pushed his shoulder with her hand, and with that sad impulse, she immediately wanted to know all the answers.
She was afraid that as time went by, her impulse would pass, and once she calmed down, she would analyze the various consequences and start to retreat.
She pushed him, and suddenly his body moved and he made a retching sound.
Xia Qianchen was stunned for a moment, Nangong Young Emperor turned over, half confused and about to vomit.
Xia Qianchen immediately turned over, supported his body, and let him vomit on the ground beside the bed.
The unpleasant smell of alcohol rushed out...
The bottles that Young Emperor Nangong drank were all different types of wine. No wonder he was so drunk.
Xia Qianchen saw him drunk to the point of unconsciousness for the first time.
She breathed hard, wiped the tears on her face, and walked to the bathroom.
In the mirror, her face was swollen with tears, and her eyes were extremely red and swollen. She washed herself with water to calm herself down.
The first child, their child, is dead, and it doesn't help to be sad now.
If Young Emperor Nangong really loves her, they may have a second and third child...
But what should she do with the child in her belly now?
What Xia Qianchen fears most is that after the child is aborted, she will no longer be able to have children?
[The pregnant woman’s body is very weak. According to your description, this is related to her multiple immersions in cold water during the miscarriage and pregnancy.]
[In addition, she has only had one miscarriage, and it was an abortion in an informal hospital. Generally speaking, it takes half a year after the miscarriage to have a child. She got pregnant so soon. I don’t know if it will affect the child’s health...]
[In addition, if there is another unexpected miscarriage this time, it is very likely that I will not be able to have more children in the future. 】
Xia Qianchen suffered a miscarriage for the first time and suffered severe bleeding. The situation was very dangerous. Then, she was caught in the rain again, and was thrown into a wine cellar in such a cold weather, and was soaked in red wine...
During her pregnancy this time, she obviously felt that her body was not as good as before.
Frequent irritability, insomnia, neurasthenia, and inability to eat.
She is very aware of her physical condition. She did not take good care of herself after the miscarriage. It is inherently dangerous to get pregnant so quickly. And if she miscarries too frequently, as the doctor said, she will easily miscarry even if she becomes pregnant in the future. She wants to give birth safely.
It will be very difficult for the child.
Therefore, this strengthened her determination to marry Leng Tianchen and give birth to this child.
A woman who cannot give birth to children cannot be complete and does not have a happy home...
Moreover, wearing overalls also inspired her maternal love, and she would never tolerate being unable to have children in the future.
Xia Qianchen clenched her fists tightly with both hands and punched the table.
What should she do? What should she do? Her mind is really confused——
The sound of Young Emperor Nangong vomiting came again from the bedroom.
Xia Qianchen put away her chaotic emotions, took a basin and a towel, poured hot water and went to clean up Nangong Young Emperor's filth.