Xia Qianchen stared at him blankly, feeling that it was her heart that was being warmed.
Her heart was shaking violently again. She didn't know how many times she had been shaken...
"Young Emperor Nangong." She called him softly.
He raised his condensed green eyes and stared at her.
"If..." she whispered, "I mean if we are together, how long can we be together?"
"Personally, I want us to be together forever."
"Can it last forever?" She said with a wry smile, "You won't change your mind, the future is so long."
"The future is very long, and I'm not sure. For now, I hope to be together forever."
"What if one day you change your mind?"
"Since it's something in the future, I can't give you a definite answer."
Xia Qianchen nodded. After all, she couldn't confirm how long she could love Young Emperor Nangong. She also always said that Leng Tianchen's love was like a volcano. When it erupted, it burned out quickly. When she got older, she would no longer be beautiful.
If you don't, you won't love her anymore.
In fact, every love relationship is like a volcano, and she and Nangong Young Emperor are also now.
She is naturally insecure about love and trusts family ties more.
She wants to choose between the baby in her belly and Young Emperor Nangong...
I have always chosen family love without hesitation, but at this moment I hesitated.
Young Emperor Nangong came over, kissed her face that was cold due to the wind, and said in a low voice: "I can give you a guarantee and a promise."
"..."
“But I think actions are more effective than words.”
Xia Qianchen naturally reached out and held his neck, letting him kiss her. Their lips slowly intertwined, and she felt a pile of eager fire running through her heart, almost melting her.
After the lingering kiss ended, Xia Qianchen felt her blood boiling all over her body, and she still felt cold everywhere.
Xia Qianchen took off one of the gloves and put it on Young Emperor Nangong's hand.
"What's wrong?"
She whispered: "If there is a chance, we will be a monogamous penguin couple."
Young Emperor Nangong stared at her and asked, "Have you decided so soon?"
"I don't know," Xia Qianchen's mind was in confusion, "I don't know what decision I made is the right one. It seems that all the decisions I made were wrong."
"..."
"I just know that in my heart, if this is another wrong decision, I want to give it a try."
Even if you are covered in bruises and suffer severe pain.
She married Leng Tianchen and promised to live with him forever because she didn't love him.
She can be calm because she is not in love. Even if she encounters changes and setbacks, she can calmly analyze and leave gracefully.
But once she faced Young Emperor Nangong, she felt that she was no longer the normal Xia Qianchen.
She worries about gains and losses, does many strange things, and thinks about many strange questions. She doesn't know whether she can be free and easy when changes and setbacks come.
What she is most worried about is that Young Emperor Nangong will suddenly burn out his love tomorrow.
Young Emperor Nangong held her hand and said, "I won't force you, we still have a lot of time, you think about it carefully."
"I really can't bear it..."
"Then you make a good choice."
Young Emperor Nangong interrupted, his green eyes suddenly turned cold, and he held her tightly in his arms.
She loves him, but she can't let go of Leng Tianchen? There are two people in her heart now?
What Xia Qianchen couldn't bear to part with was her children...
…
The two left the sailboat at night and went to a nearby restaurant for dinner.
Ireland is also a very romantic city, so I chose a small, romantic restaurant with an elegant and warm decoration and mainly candlelight.
Ireland's staple food is potatoes, and Xia Qianchen quite likes potatoes, but it feels weird that the dishes are also potatoes and the rice is also potatoes...
Xia Qianchen saw a dinner plate with a watchman and wheat ears painted on it, and a small line of words "This is love".
"Isn't wheat the staple food in China? Why is it love?" Xia Qianchen asked strangely.
Young Emperor Nangong ate the food and explained quietly:
"One day Plato asked his teacher Socrates, what is love?"
"Socrates asked him to go to the wheat field first and pick the largest and most golden ear of wheat in the whole wheat field. However, he could only pick it once, and he could only move forward and not look back."
"In the end Plato came back empty-handed, and the teacher asked him why he didn't pick it up?"
Xia Qianchen asked: "Why?"
"He said: Because he could only pick once and couldn't look back, even if he saw big and golden ears of wheat during this period, he thought there might be better ones ahead, so he didn't pick them. When he walked to the front, he found what he saw.
The ears of wheat are never as good as the original ones. I missed the biggest and golden ears of wheat a long time ago, so I picked nothing in the end."
"Socrates said, this is love."
Nangong Young Emperor's pale eyes flickered in the candlelight:
"Love is ethereal and contradictory, just like a person standing under an ear of wheat in a wheat field. He wants to reach out to pick it, but stops in mid-air. He does not leave or continue for a long time until his eyes open.
I watched the ears of wheat ripen and fall into the ground. In the end, there was no love and my heart was tired."
Xia Qianchen's figure moved suddenly, as if she was stabbed by Nangong Young Emperor's eyes.
She squeezed the fork tightly with her hand, lowered her head and asked, "Why do you know so clearly? Have you checked?"
Young Emperor Nangong has indeed checked that he is not a man who is born to understand love.
When he discovered that he loved Xia Qianchen, he actually read a lot of books about love to clearly analyze how he could control and retain this love.
If you miss it, you may only encounter this once in your life.
He raised his lips and said softly: "It's precisely because I know that we have the dinner we have now."
"There was once a person who believed that when two people are together, the touching, surprising, heartache... each fragment is like a grain of crystal sand, slowly accumulating to form a beautiful sand sculpture, that is love." Xia Qianchen
He also whispered, "Later, the beach was blown away by the sea wind, and it turned into sadness that blended into the sea. But for the sea, this kind of sadness is insignificant at all. At most, it only stirs up a small wave. And ours
Life is the ocean."
Young Emperor Nangong was silent.
"The ultimate destination of love is family ties. Generally speaking, true love can only last for eighteen months. By the end of the period, the love between two people has not yet combined into family ties, so they enter the love fatigue period, which is mainly reflected through the physiological and instinctive aesthetic fatigue.
, because humans are animals and ultimately cannot escape the definition of animals.”