"No matter what, I still want to tell you..." Xia Qianchen smiled forcefully, "I'm sorry."
"..."
"I'm sorry, Leng Tianchen, that I took advantage of your feelings like this."
Leng Tianchen didn't say anything.
Xia Qianchen looked at him in silence for a long time. The wrong things she had done could only turn into a lifetime of guilt accumulated in her heart.
Xia's father would never forgive her, and neither would Leng Tianchen. She didn't deserve anyone's forgiveness at all.
She wanted to do something to make up for it, but found that her hands were empty and she was so weak that she couldn't do anything.
Emotions blocked her eyes, causing her to lose her normal judgment and not knowing what to do.
It seemed like whatever she did was wrong.
As he grabbed the handle of the car and was about to get out of the car, Leng Tianchen suddenly said slowly: "For me, I'm very lucky to be used by you, but I'm sorry that I can't be used by you for the rest of my life."
Xia Qianchen's eyes widened, and a tear fell rapidly.
This sentence seems familiar before...
Young Emperor Nangong also said something similar.
And what this sentence means intermittently is that Leng Tianchen still has feelings for her, and he is letting her go!
At this time, he was still thinking of her, but what about her?
"Don't you think I'm a terrible, terrible woman?" She smiled chokedly, "I don't deserve you to be so nice to me."
[You are very good, but others don’t understand your goodness.] He once said this.
"It's not your fault that you didn't fall in love with me, it's because I'm not good enough."
There was something deeply tired about his voice.
Xia Qianchen's heart twitched with pain, and she suppressed her splitting headache: "You are wrong, your vision is confused by appearance, I am not good, I am not worthy of you! And my vision is not good, I am not as good as you
Take a fancy!"
"..."
"You should be suitable for a better woman, I will only bring you sorrow and pain."
He chuckled hoarsely: "Are you sending me a good guy card?"
"I really think you are very good..."
Before getting in the car, Xia Qianchen naively thought that as long as she looked back, Leng Tianchen would accept her and tolerate her without any reason.
He was the one who clung to her forcefully and pestered her, so he would be very grateful if she went back.
But after hearing Leng Tianchen's words in the car, she realized how despicable he was.
He clearly knew that she was using her, and he was still willing to stay in the hospital to take care of Father Xia and be used by her.
If he had known that she would return to Nangong Young Emperor after using him.
She thought of the many tears he had shed that day, and how his sunny personality made him increasingly taciturn.
She only cared about her own feelings from beginning to end, and didn't care about Leng Tianchen at all.
What qualifications does she have to stay with him anymore?
After obeying her father's last words, she felt better, but would Leng Tianchen feel better? The harm she had caused him would probably last a lifetime.
…
They were speechless to each other again.
Xia Qianchen opened the car door and he asked quietly: "I have one last question for you."
"You asked."
"Back then...did you ever love me?"
Xia Qianchen blinked, and more hot tears came out: "I once wanted to love."
"..."
"Maybe just when I was about to fall in love... maybe I missed it?"
Leng Tianchen nodded, rubbed his nose, and his voice became extremely weird: "Yeah."
"Can I make an excessive request of you?" Xia Qianchen wiped her eyes.
"you say."
"Dad hopes that we will be together. His last words before his death were also that he wanted us to be together... He likes you so much and listens to you the most, even in the hospital... If you tell him that you don't want to be with me
Once we are together, maybe it won't be so difficult for him to let go." Xia Qianchen clenched her fists tightly, "I hope he can feel at ease in heaven."
"..."
"Even if you just go to see him? Give him three sticks of incense?"
"..."
"If you really feel embarrassed, forget it. I don't know what I'm talking about. My mind is very messed up right now. It's terrible... I may have said the wrong thing again."
Xia Qianchen pushed the door open and got out of the car in a panic, hating what she had just said and still asking for Leng Tianchen at the end.
She is really hateful, absolutely hateful.
At this moment, the car door on the other side opened and Leng Tianchen stepped out.
It was rare for him to wear all black, and he rarely wore dark-colored clothes.
In addition, Leng Anqi and the guards were all dressed in black today, so it was obvious that this was all Leng Tianchen's explanation——
From this it seems that he respects Father Xia from the bottom of his heart.
"Since I'm here, of course I'm here to see Dad Xia." Leng Tianchen curled his lips and smiled as calmly as usual.
Xia Qianchen looked at him in a daze and said, "Thank you. I believe he will be happy to see you."
Her eyes were completely blurred by tears, so much so that she could not clearly see Leng Tianchen's appearance.
He looked at her in the ample white light, and his eyes seemed to be red.
He turned around and walked towards the Xia family's courtyard. All the visitors dispersed to make way for him, and Xia Qianchen hurriedly followed.
Leng Tianchen seemed to have no strength to walk. Strangely, before he reached the mourning hall, he suddenly stumbled and knelt on the ground. Xia Qianzao said loudly: "Master Leng, you are not kneeling there!"
Xia Qianchen ran up quickly and stood up before she even got close to him.
He slowly walked to the portrait.
Xia Qian had already given him three sticks of incense.
Everyone looked at Leng Tianchen kneeling on the soft cushion.
Xia Qianchen couldn't help but press her lips. A nameless sadness hit her, making her feel dizzy.
Leng Tianchen knelt there for a long time without getting up.
Xia Qianchen, who had calmed down for a long time, walked over and said, "Thank you for coming to see dad. He must want you to be happy."
At this moment, there was a muffled thunder explosion.
The rain was pouring down, and people in the open yard began to move things around in a panic.
Thunder rolled across the sky in waves, and God seemed to understand something and roared.
Leng Tianchen slowly stood up from the ground. Perhaps his legs were numb after kneeling for a long time. It was even more difficult for him to walk. As soon as he left the lobby, he felt like a drunken person falling to the ground...
Xia Qianchen ran over to help him: "Leng Tianchen! What's wrong with you!?"
"I slipped." He said calmly and started to get up.
Xia Qianchen hurriedly stretched out her hand to support him, but found that he couldn't stand up at all.
"Are you drinking again?" But she didn't smell alcohol on him.
"..."
"Did you twist your foot?"
Leng Tianchen paused for a moment: "Yeah."
Xia Qianchen hurriedly called for someone: "Shall we help you to a chair to have a rest?"