"Why didn't you sleep?" Xia Qianchen frowned and asked, "Did I disturb you?"
Young Emperor Nangong looked at her with a knowing look. It was indeed her who had disturbed him. Even her breathing was so noisy to him.
"Will my body emit any noise when I sleep at night?"
Young Emperor Nangong mentioned that she would scratch her wounds at night if she didn't pay attention.
"You stayed up all night just because of the injury on her chest?"
"I'm not sleepy. Just be careful of your injuries."
Xia Qianchen felt that he must have stayed up because he was afraid of her scratching his wounds, and felt guilty in his heart.
So when he went to bed that night, Xia Qianchen took out a tie and said, "Tie me up."
Young Emperor Nangong came out of the bathroom half-draped in a bath towel. When he heard these words, he raised his head suddenly.
Xia Qianchen sat on her knees on the bed, wearing a white bathrobe, with the wide neckline sliding down, revealing her white collarbones and shoulders.
She smiled slightly, charmingly.
Young Emperor Nangong's eyes immediately darkened and he frowned: "No."
"Why?"
"Your body is not good."
Xia Qianchen smiled: "I mean, I can't help but scratch at night when I sleep... I'm unconscious, just tie my hands up. Where did you think you were going?"
Young Emperor Nangong: "..."
Xia Qianchen saw Young Emperor Nangong walking towards him with his upper body bare, two bulging chest muscles and six obvious abdominal muscles.
He is strong and strong.
In the past, Xia Qianchen didn't quite understand the concept of a strong and strong man, but she understood it once she met Young Emperor Nangong.
He works out regularly and does sports, and there is no trace of fat on his body.
This was the first time she looked at his body so seriously, as if she had never seen him before.
She didn't dare or didn't want to look at him because of women's shyness before, but now she wants to look at him well and remember everything about him.
Young Emperor Nangong walked to the bed gracefully and calmly, showing off his perfect body curves.
"never seen it?"
"I've seen it before, but I didn't see it carefully..." Xia Qianchen stroked the scar on his chest. It was a small circle in the center. She once fired a gun scar. "Does the scar here count to God?"
Do you want me to return it to you?"
"..."
"And why do you have a scar here?"
Xia Qianchen's hand touched his shoulder, especially his back, where there was a long scar that was not very obvious...
Nangong Young Emperor's body froze and he took his hand away.
That night, Young Emperor Nangong told her the origins of all the scars on his body and many stories that had happened to him.
He also told her about family affairs, his family members, his mother, sister...
So Xia Qianchen finally knew the secret in Nangong Young Emperor's heart.
The mother was an advanced maternal child. Once she had a dispute with Young Emperor Nangong, and he accidentally pushed her. Unexpectedly, the mother bled profusely, and neither the child nor the adults could be saved, and died.
Although his mother never blamed him before she died...
But this became a big shadow in Nangong Young Emperor's heart.
"It's not your fault, you didn't expect things to turn out like this." Xia Qianchen comforted Young Emperor Nangong. She had actually guessed what happened to his mother a long time ago, but she didn't expect that it was because of him that the tragedy happened, and it was also
This is the first time I heard that he has a sister.
"What about your sister?"
"Miscarriage, infertility."
"and after?"
"My spirit can't bear the blow, I'm going crazy."
Xia Qianchen was surprised: "Is it so serious? With the power of your Nangong family, it can be cured. If it really can't be cured, you can also use in vitro fertilization and find a surrogate mother... There are many methods, why is it so extreme?"
Young Emperor Nangong looked at her and sighed softly.
Qianchen, I didn’t understand the importance of children before, and I thought the same way you did.
When you love someone deeply, you are burdened with pressure, and your spirit is not strong enough——
Xia Qianchen's two miscarriages were all due to his negligence and insufficient protection. He was so glad that Xia Qianchen had no love for him and the child the first time, and the second time the child was not theirs, otherwise he might have lost her too.
He held Xia Qianchen tightly in his arms.
"I once told fortunes."
"Um?"
"I have no children." He smiled hoarsely.
"You believe this too?" Xia Qianchen patted him on the shoulder, "You are the Young Emperor Nangong, what can't you do? Isn't it easy to have a child?"
"It turned out to be true," he said, looking down at her, "it's not easy."
So much so that he still doesn't have a child.
"Don't give up easily. Didn't you say you want a child on the football team?"
"I just want our football team." He called her name in a low voice, "Qianchen."
Xia Qianchen was silent for a long time. She also wanted to give Nangong Young Emperor as many children as a football team.
Now let alone whether she can give birth, even if she is pregnant, her body will not allow her to enjoy the joy of motherhood.
"We..." she whispered, "why don't we also create test-tube babies?"
"..."
"Okay?" Xia Qianchen pushed his shoulders, "You can have as many children as you want. Like yours, like mine, like ours..."
She seemed to suddenly see hope. She should have thought of it a long time ago.
"I am a test-tube baby, but my limbs are intact and I have still grown to this size." Xia Qianchen suggested excitedly, "There is no difference! As long as our children are the same, right?"
"Who will be responsible for supporting them?"
Xia Qianchen looked at him blankly for a long time before continuing: "I hope you are alive."
Young Emperor Nangong, some sadness can be forgotten as time goes by.
Even though I was so sad at the time that I was dying, life is so long and it will always fade away in the huge torrent.
Xia Qianchen thought of the letter from Greens' wife. Her final condemnation was not really blaming Greens for what he did, but she hoped that he could live and live well.
Everything is possible when you are alive.
You feel sad because you can still enjoy joy, and you feel pain because you can still be moved.
When you die, there is nothing. People have no soul, just two handfuls of loess.
"You haven't been a father yet," Xia Qianchen stroked his hair, "Life is not only about love. You believe me, I am not leaving, I am integrating into more lives to accompany you."
"..."
"You watched us grow up, and I watched you grow old."
Young Emperor Nangong closed his eyes and hugged her tightly.
"Emperor, would you please consider my proposal carefully?"
"Yeah." He responded perfunctorily.
"Really, you must consider it?"
"sleep."
The lights went out, and Young Emperor Nangong tied her hand to his with a tie, so that he would wake up if she moved.