Chapter 392 Letting others go is also letting yourself go
Zhuo Ye had never seen records about the Bai people in books and materials of this time and space, and he listened very carefully at this time. However, Feng Linge did not intend to introduce the history and humanistic characteristics of the Bai people in too much detail, but simply
He talked about the relationship between his mother and his father, the Emperor and the Queen Mother.
"Both men and women of the Bai tribe have a year to go out alone to experience after the coming-of-age ceremony. During the coming-of-age experience, my mother-in-law met and got to know a lady from an official family by chance. The two hit it off and became sworn sisters of the opposite sex. Then
This young lady is now the Queen Mother..." Feng Linge's gentle tone contained a slight sigh.
Zhuo Ye was stunned when he heard this. Feng Linge's mother-in-law and the current Queen Mother were once good friends?! But Feng Linge's mother-in-law passed away many years ago, and Feng Linge was tortured by the Queen Mother for many years... This... then...
Isn't it going to be some vulgar drama about sisters turning against each other?
Zhuo Ye had hundreds of thoughts running through his mind, but he didn't interrupt.
Feng Linge continued: "At that time, my father had not yet succeeded to the throne and was still the crown prince. The queen mother was already the crown prince appointed by the emperor's grandfather for my father. When the wedding day was not far away, my father passed
The Queen Mother got to know my mother-in-law, and...the two of them had a secret love..."
Zhuo Ye secretly sighed, as expected, it was all the men's fault...
"My grandfather did not agree with my mother's marrying into the Tianshuo royal family. After three years of resistance, my mother's determination was still not stopped. My mother quietly left home and resolutely secretly married my father. My grandfather was furious and spent many years
I didn’t interact with my mother and concubine...I didn’t meet my grandfather for the first time until I was four years old..."
When Feng Linge said this, he sighed softly and added: "Before my mother died of illness, she once told me that she did not regret her choice to marry my father, but... her thoughts were still too naive, thinking that she had entered
In the palace, it is a very satisfying thing to be able to stay with her father and have good sisters to accompany her... But the fact is that she has received almost all of her father's favor, and has also taken away the happiness of other women in the palace, especially to
The Queen Mother...she has always felt guilty in her heart. The mother-in-law asked me...no matter what happens in the future, don't complain...don't take revenge...just treat it as paying off her debt..."
"I think at that time, the concubine had already foreseen what would happen to me in the future... It's just that I was too young at the time and didn't quite understand what the concubine meant..." Feng Linge's words
His eyes were dim and his eyelashes drooped, covering up the bitterness under his eyes.
After Zhuo Ye heard this, he finally couldn't help but said: "Your mother-in-law is so selfish!"
She is aggrieved for Feng Linge. Will the son repay the mother's debt? How ridiculous. How can the son repay the emotional debt?
Although in this time and space, it is normal for men to have three wives and four concubines, and the emperor's harem is full of beauties. It is not a big deal for the emperor to marry one more woman, but if this matter were put into modern times, Feng Linge's mother-in-law would be despised by everyone.
It is really difficult for Zhuo Ye to think about the problem from the perspective of Feng Linge's mother-in-law, who is also a mistress who is hooking up with a man who is a good friend of hers.
If Linge hadn't been so lucky, he would have died so many times over the years. He was asked not to have any resentment in his heart and not to fight back. Does this so-called mother have her own son in her heart?
"Ye'er...she is my mother-in-law. No matter what, I can't blame her, and I can't go against her wishes..."
"I'm sorry Lin Ge, I didn't stop talking..." Zhuo Ye apologized helplessly.
"For thousands of years, the Bai people have never been inclined towards any country, and they have tried their best not to interact with the royal families of various countries. After the mother-in-law married into the Tianshuo royal family, she used the power of the Bai people behind her grandfather's back to help her father do some things.
The thing is, now, in the eyes of the world, the Bai people have a very close relationship with Tianshuo. The Bai people are therefore more popular with the Tianshuo people. The Queen Mother is afraid that I have different intentions and is afraid that I will use the Bai people to do something.
Take action..."
Hearing this, Zhuo Ye suddenly realized that it turned out that the Queen Mother had assassinated Linge many times, not only because she was angry with Feng Linge's mother, but also because of this reason...
After listening to Feng Linge's words today, although Zhuo Ye felt some sympathy for the Queen Mother, he did not dare to agree with her actions. Conjectures were not equal to facts. She did things that harmed people's lives based only on her inner conjectures.
This move is really too cruel! However, such things are really common in the royal family...
"I was still young when my mother passed away. The Queen Mother was entrusted by my father to take care of me for two years. At that time, she was still very devoted to me. It was not until my grandfather picked me up and taught my third brother martial arts that I left her.
By my side...the friendship of those two years has offset most of the resentment in my heart..." Feng Linge paused and then said: "So Ye'er doesn't have to worry, I will slowly let go of the grievances in my heart.
Hate, but also save it, the second brother and the third brother continue to be caught in the middle..."
"Linge, I am very happy to hear what you are saying, and I am also very happy that you can think openly..." Zhuo Ye sighed: "Let others go, and let yourself go..."
"If you let others go, do you also let yourself go? I have remembered this sentence." Feng Linge smiled and said: "Thank you Ye'er for listening to me talk about these past events that have been accumulated in my heart for many years..."
"Linge, it's me who should thank you for your trust in me."
Feng Linge dropped the white piece in his hand, shook his head and sighed: "I lost this game of chess..."
Zhuo Ye blinked and smiled mischievously: "Would you like to play another game? A new chess game, everything starts from scratch."
"Okay." Feng Linge nodded and smiled softly, with microwaves flowing in his eyes.
Zhuo Ye and Feng Linge played chess all morning. At noon, after having lunch with Zhuo Ye, Feng Linge got up to leave. Zhuo Ye saw him off to the gate.
Feng Linge turned around and looked at Zhuo Ye, and said softly: "Ye'er, you will be very happy. Third brother...he loves you very much..."
Although his love for her is no less than that of his third brother, from now on, he can only bury this love deeply in his heart...
"I know, Lin Ge, you also want to be happy, and I believe that you will definitely be happy." Because happiness is already waiting for him, as long as he is willing to reach out...
Feng Linge smiled sadly, said nothing, just nodded, got into the carriage and left.
In the afternoon, Zhuo Ye felt a little tired and was lying on the bed to rest. "Little Baozi" held a book and twisted his little eyebrows to ask Zhuo Ye for homework.
Although Qiao Ling didn't want Zhuo Ye to be tired, she didn't dare to chase the young prince away, so she sighed helplessly.
Zhuo Ye was too lazy to get up, so he climbed on the bed and explained to "Little Baozi".
But at this moment, another maid from the front hall came to report: "Miss Ouyang from Zuo Xiang's family has come to ask for an audience."
When Zhuo Ye heard this, his beautiful eyebrows suddenly raised, Ouyang Nuan'er? What is she doing here...