Xia Chanjuan looked at Chen Buyun on the bed, her eyes full of reluctance and determination, she gritted her teeth, she finally made up her mind, reached out her hand, and gently and tenderly touched the face that once belonged to her alone.
A very familiar face, but she knew that she would never have the chance to make this territory her own. Some things could be forgiven, and some things even if the other party forgave them, she could not forgive. In Chen Buyun
Leaving Chen Buyun when he was down and out was unforgivable even if there was a good reason for it. Xia Chanjuan knew that at that moment, her heart was indeed shaken by the cruel reality and she betrayed the promise made by the two of them.
This was the best punishment from God. Looking at Chen Buyun's cheek lovingly, Xia Chanjuan slowly sat back on the edge of the bed. Tears had already filled her eyes, making circles in her big watery eyes.
Biting her lip, Xia Chanjuan tried hard not to cry. Looking at Chen Buyun lying on her side on the bed, Xia Chanjuan said softly: "Yun, I'm sorry, this matter is my fault. There is no reason. It's just wrong.
Wrong, I don't expect you to forgive me, but today you took the initiative to greet me. When I was bullied by that gang of bastards, you were also furious. Yun, you know, when I was most desperate,
I still didn't give up hope, because I knew you would definitely come, you would definitely come to save me, and sure enough, you came!"
As she talked, a smile gradually appeared on Xia Chanjuan's face, but more and more tears began to fill her eyes. She stretched out her hands and gently pressed her eyelids. Xia Chanjuan looked at Chen Buyun's eyes.
On the back, he continued: "But, I know that I have lost you since then, and I am not qualified to stay by your side. I beg for your forgiveness, because even I can never forgive myself.
Behavior!"
"Yun, do you know?! The four years of college are the most beautiful four years of my life, and they are also the four years that I have never experienced again in my life. And your appearance has made these four years of my life become what I am.
The most unforgettable and precious four years. I am happy from the bottom of my heart to be your girlfriend. It is my lifelong blessing to be cared for by you every day. Thank you, Buyun, thank you for giving me life.
The most beautiful moment in my life, and thank you for your care and tolerance for me." The tears finally flowed out uncontrollably, falling slowly on Xia Chanjuan's jade-like cheeks, and instantly ran across her smooth cheeks, dripping
fell on the chest.
Although Chen Buyun has his back to Xia Chanjuan, he is very familiar with the first woman in his life. He can even imagine Xia Chanjuan's look of pity on the pear blossoms and the rain. Xia Chanjuan's words are even more pity for me.
Because of this, Chen Buyun's memories of the past were stimulated, and he gradually couldn't control himself. Everyone's first love is the most unforgettable, and Xia Chanjuan was Chen Buyun's first love, and Chen Buyun was also Xia Chanjuan's only boyfriend.
"I love you, Buyun, do you know?! I love you. After I was forced to make the phone call, I fell ill and didn't eat for three days and three nights. However, I am not qualified to ask for your forgiveness.
I don't have the face to ask for your forgiveness. This matter is my fault. If I am wrong, I am wrong. There is no reason or excuse." Xia Chanjuan stretched out her hand and gently touched Chen Buyun's head.
His broad back and eyes full of perseverance: "Tonight, I'm very happy to learn that you're staying here, because I'm going to say goodbye to you. Don't worry about me. I won't do anything stupid. I will do it tomorrow.
Leave this city, go to a city I have never been to, and do things I have never done before. I will become brave and independent, and I will try my best to grow up. This may take ten years, or more.
I only hope that when you retire, I can come back and be your neighbor, say hello to you every day, secretly buy you a few newspapers every day, and sing a few songs..."
Chen Buyun's heart was shaking violently. The decision Xia Chanjuan made was something he had never expected, and the retirement time she described was so touching. Chen Buyun was no longer willing to pretend to be asleep any longer.
, sat up all of a sudden, turned around, took Xia Chanjuan's hands, looked into Xia Chanjuan's eyes, and said resolutely: "I don't agree, don't fool around, be brave and independent, this is not the way to go.
Yes, you, a girl, go to a strange city alone to engage in a strange thing. How is this okay? This is reckless and nonsense. I firmly disagree."
There was a flash of weakness and hesitation in Xia Chanjuan's eyes, and she wanted to pull her hand away from Chen Buyun's tight grasp. However, in the end, her eyes were filled with perseverance, and she held Chen Buyun's hand instead, smiling slightly: "Is there anyone like you?
Caring, even if I die, it is worth it."
Chen Buyun quietly looked at Xia Chanjuan's beautiful and beautiful face. He could no longer hold back and pulled her tightly into his arms, hugging her fiercely. He was afraid that if he let go, Xia Chanjuan would really do what he said.
In that moment, he left his own world and faced the ups and downs outside alone. Only at this moment did Chen Buyun realize that in his heart, he still loved and cared about Xia Chanjuan.
Xia Chanjuan also stretched out her hand, hugged Chen Buyun tightly, put her pretty face on Chen Buyun's solid shoulder with peace of mind, and said softly but extremely firmly into Chen Buyun's ear: "Yun, in this life
Being your girlfriend is my greatest pride and the happiest thing for me. However, now I have no qualifications to continue to enjoy such pride and happiness to myself. You have a bright future and there will be more people better than me.
Appearing in your life, I love you and protect you more firmly than I do, but I am just a coward and the one who betrayed our lifelong promise to each other. I am not worthy of you!"
"Don't say that. I know you have your own reasons too! This matter is also my fault. It was my stubbornness that led to the current outcome. Two people cannot make mistakes and one person should bear the responsibility. Don't leave.
, let us start again." At this moment, Chen Buyun has already forgotten the harm that Xia Chanjuan had caused to him. This is not because Chen Buyun is soft-hearted and easy to talk. It is actually based on Chen Buyun's love for Xia Chanjuan.
On the basis of understanding, such a girl who is pure about feelings, even if she has been weak, will never be the kind of person who pretends to be pitiful and retreats in exchange for forgiveness. It is impossible for her to do that.
Something like that happened. Moreover, Chen Buyun had a hunch that if he let go this time, Xia Chanjuan would really go away, leave his sight, and leave his world. And if something happened, then
But it will become Chen Buyun's biggest regret in his life.
Therefore, Chen Buyun was unwilling to let go no matter what.
Xia Chanjuan's tears finally couldn't be controlled anymore. They burst out of her eyes like a burst of tide. They instantly wet Chen Buyun's shoulders. She was sobbing gently. Xia Chanjuan's regret and happiness were intertwined and sounded in her heart at this moment.
affection.
Hugging Chen Buyun tightly, Xia Chanjuan seemed to have exhausted all her strength. She really wanted to start over and continue to be with Chen Buyun just like Chen Buyun said. This was the happiest thing in her life. However,
She knew that she had given up and hesitated before, and she did not deserve to be with Chen Buyun like this, and she did not deserve to have that enviable happiness like this.
Xia Chanjuan made up her mind, reluctantly, but extremely firmly, lifted her head from Chen Buyun's shoulders, slowly leaned back, and looked into Chen Buyun's eyes, her eyes filled with tears, and her tears once again
Unable to stop it, it gushed out like a spring. Chen Buyun held Xia Chanjuan's soft and delicate little hand tightly, looking at Xia Chanjuan's tearful eyes with distress, for fear that she would leave like this.
Xia Chanjuan stood up slowly, pulled Chen Buyun to the window, opened the window, and the stars seemed to shine through the window. The night was getting thick, and she stood by the window of the tall building, looking down at the horse.
At night in the small town of Shanxian County, everything made Chen Buyun and Xia Chanjuan feel strange, but also faintly happy. Under the starry sky, the entire small town was immersed in an inextricably thick darkness, and on the newly built highway in the distance
Seen from a distance, the brilliant lights look like faint fluorescent lights flashing secretly in the boundless moonlight.
The whole scene is lonely, but also joyful. Looking at the scenery from the window quietly, Xia Chanjuan's heart is full of reluctance. Looking back, looking into Chen Buyun's eyes, Xia Chanjuan murmured: "This
The night is beautiful, isn’t it?”
Chen Buyun looked at Xia Chanjuan's eyes that were red and swollen from crying, and nodded lovingly, without any teasing or words. Chen Buyun just felt like holding Xia Chanjuan's little hand and looking at her watery eyes.
Eyes, already own the whole world, as if this world belongs to themselves, both of them, as if there is no need to think about anything, no need to do anything in this sky, as long as they cling to each other quietly
, hugging each other, as if they control the whole world.
The wind blew gently into the house through the window, caressing the two people's bodies softly, and the naughty moonlight quietly slipped into the house, enveloping the two people looking at each other in a watery moon.
In the color, the whole atmosphere gradually became charming, gently and softly, as if everything in it was immersed in it...