One hundred and fortieth eighth infatuated Xi Ming
Huangfu Shi couldn't help but tremble, and tears burst out from his eyes before he could feel it: "Your Highness, I don't want to hide anything from you anymore. Well, I admit that since I left the capital, I haven't had a day left.
The comfortable days, every day and night, spent in pain and longing…”
"Is this true?" A trace of blood flashed slightly on his plain face. Xi Ming asked softly: "Are you really like this?"
Huangfu Shi sighed leisurely. He thought that if he would be closed, he would not be hurt anymore. If he was isolated, he would not be aroused of sad past. He thought that as long as he gave up this relationship, there would be an end ahead.
He wanted to fight, he wanted to hide his emotions, but when Xi Ming really appeared in front of him, the tenderness in his heart suddenly erupted like a spring.
Although the beautiful man in front of him, Xi Ming, could no longer arouse his interest, his former affection was still there. Facing Xi Ming's sharp question, Huangfu was as if he was stuck in his throat, and his feelings could not be controlled, and he immediately burst into tears.
Looking at Huangfu Shi who was out of control, Xi Ming, who had already silently dried up his tears, raised his teacup and savored a sip of tea, "Ten years ago, you left a letter saying that you and Ling Xiao secretly felt affection,
I decided to stay together and fly together. Haha, I have never believed such nonsense. You and Ling Xiao? How is that possible? Are you a fool for me?"
"this……"
"Hmph! What? Do you still want to hide it from me? Do you think I don't know? Under the Goddess Peak, one of you lives in the west wing and the other of you lives in the east wing. This is how couples who stay and fly together will be like this.
Is it? And, in fact, you don’t live in Linglongju, you are on the mountain most of the time.”
Huangfu Shi looked at him in surprise: "Crown Prince, how do you know everything?"
Standing slowly from the table, Xi Ming's eyes were filled with tears, "Huangfu, my longing for you has never stopped every year, you can't pay attention to my loneliness and loneliness.
One night, I cried to the lonely starry sky: flowers fell all over the ground and scattered into songs, and my heart was broken and fell into rain. I once made up my mind to seal myself and said to myself: From now on, there is a grave in my heart, burying the unknown;
There is no monument in the sky, only tears of heart. I don’t want to hate, but my heart refuses, because the deep hatred in my heart seems so incompatible with the beautiful love between us... But I still can’t do it after all, Huangfu, do you know
?How much I miss you over the years.”
Huangfu Shi lowered his head and stopped talking.
Xi Ming sighed leisurely, "The sky is blue, I can't see the bright sunshine, the sea is wide, I can't get out of the swamp in my heart, I can't get out of the narrowness. I smiled slightly and revealed life
The scars on the surface and the blood inside are flowing unscrupulously, and I can't get out of the haze of my heart. I thought that if I blindfolded my eyes, I could not see the world; if I covered my ears, I could not hear the words I didn't want to hear;
I thought that after stopping, my heart would stop traveling far, not chasing, and no longer wandering. However, I always lingered in my mind. You left me with a turning back. I am still stupid.
Miss you, have you ever really loved me? Huangfu, can you give me the answer now?"
Huangfu Shi raised his face with tears in pain, "Crown Prince, is this more important? Although I am a person with no worries, I have never denied the relationship I have experienced. It was me.
The happiest time of my life will always be remembered in my heart.”
"Is that true?" Xi Ming stared at him, "So, why can't this kind of happiest time continue?"
Seeing that Huangfu Shi had no response, Xi Ming said again: "I can put down the package in my heart. I will not care about everything before, nor will I pursue it. Brother Huangfu, you, come back to me.
"After saying that, Xi Ming stretched out his big hands tenderly and stroked Huangfu Shi's hands with his fingers connected.
Huangfu Shi's hand, as if he was electrocuted, was like an electric shock when he touched Xi Ming's palm, and a strange torrent flowed all over his body, which made his whole body shake.
After suddenly pulling his elbow back, Huangfu Shi subconsciously moved the stool backwards in an attempt to keep a distance from Xi Ming.
Looking at his nervous performance, Xi Ming suddenly felt like he was stabbed by a needle. He was once so close to him and was inseparable, but now, he and Huangfu Shi have become so different. Xi Ming
Only then did they realize that any hot relationship seemed to be unable to withstand the baptism of time, and there would be a day when they would cool down. They could no longer return to the past.
"Why are you like this?" Xi Ming suddenly looked dark and looked at Huangfu Shi with some disappointment.
Sighing leisurely, Huangfu Shi bit his lower lip and immediately tilted the words accumulated in his chest: "Prince Xi Ming, I am no longer the same me as before. I have been reborn and welcomed
The dawn of new life. Since she appeared in my sight, I no longer like men, and I will not have any illegal thoughts about you. Prince, please forgive my blessings. I admit that ten years ago, I did
I lied to you. Ling Xiao and I were innocent from beginning to end, and nothing had happened. But this time, it was really different. I have found the woman I really like, alone
I was so throbbing that I was as beautiful as a fairy. It was her that made me feel the pride and happiness of being a man. It was her that added a rich touch to my ordinary life. It was she that made my life ever since
Full of sunshine and no longer darkness. What I want to say to you is that we can no longer be like before, because I have fallen in love with a woman!"
"Enough!" Xi Ming angrily slapped the table, "Enough, don't say anything more! I don't want to listen, I don't want to listen! I've seen everything, everything, everything, I've seen it!
Nine Corridor, this place where we once had warmth, Huangfu Shi, actually touched Liu Qingyan. You really disappointed me! What kind of person are you? Is your outlook on life and
Is the worldview so vague? Is your personal will so weak?"
Huangfu Shi was immediately ashamed. He lowered his head and said without saying a word. After a long time, he slowly said: "I can't explain this, and I don't want to explain it. In short, I'm sorry. I'll lose my companion first."