Xiao Zixin and Zhao Tiantian were addicted to virtual and real emotional communication, as if they had gone online in the blink of an eye. They were out of reach, but they had gained real happiness both physically and mentally, which is probably the ideal of most men.
People hope to step from dreams into reality and experience real intimate contact. Only in this way is the "***" that Xiao Zixin and Zhao Tiantian meet unexpectedly.
Lying on the train at dawn after a night journey, with one look and a hint of ambiguity, we felt an impatient desire to have sex with each other, and then we had a romantic night and said goodbye after dawn.
hehe!
This time, while studying in the youth cadre class of the Provincial Party School Party School, Xiao Zixin accidentally met the extremely eye-catching girl Zhao Tiantian. Although the name is called "love", it actually has little to do with "love", or it can be said to be exclusive.
"Love" is a thing. After all, Xiao Zixin later expressed his feelings for Bai Xinyu, and his physical attraction was far more than "love". But after all, Xiao Zixin was not dating a prostitute. He and Zhao Tiantian were both men and women.
It is impossible for both parties to be very relaxed and do it coyly. They do it coyly and coyly. There is absolutely no sense of leisure and luxury like at home or in a hotel.
Of course, the conditions are also a kind of subconscious restriction. It may be much more enjoyable and more tacit understanding next time, but don't hope for a next time.
Because, as soon as they arrive in the provincial capital, they will naturally say goodbye to each other. The risk of having sex lies in hoping for another time. Before the sex is over, the man cannot forget the woman, or the woman cannot forget the man, which is the root of the problem.
It was buried.
Also, after all, Xiao Zixin also has Bai Xinyu. It doesn't matter to the single, handsome and talented man who is involved in the officialdom, but it is a big taboo for his hometown girlfriend Bai Xinyu's ruthless father, Secretary Bai Wannian.
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Originally, Xiao Zixin was just having fun with her and didn't think too much about it, but afterwards she said it was the first time, but it put a lot of pressure on Xiao Zixin, deputy director of the County Party Committee Office.
I'll take the exam! No? First time?
How could this be her first time with him? She was in a trance!
However, think about it, yes, there are still traces of red plum blossoms on the sleeper bed. The brighter the day, the more dazzling it is. It makes him understand how important the "first time" is in a woman's heart. If she hadn't been like that back then.
"Confused" would never become so dissolute today. No wonder Zhao Tiantian hated the man who ruined her...
"Are you nervous?"
"Brother - I won't call you Director Xiao, and I won't call you brother because of your official position, okay?" Seeing Xiao Zixin nodding, Zhao Tiantian said again: "Don't be afraid, I don't have any other intentions."
Zhao Tiantian told Xiao Zixin that although he was no longer a virgin and was engaged in such a vulgar business, he had never been so serious. And it was absolutely true that his first time was a gift that he took the initiative to offer to him, and it was considered a gift.
They were so fateful that they could meet alone in such a refreshing and lonely room alone. This is a lasting memory.
Zhao Tiantian's words and her dependence on Xiao Zixin gave Xiao Zixin no reason not to be moved or believe it.
To be honest, Xiao Zixin also likes her very much.
Sometimes the depth of feelings really doesn't depend on the length of time. Bai Xinyu has been with him for such a long time. In addition to liking her, he rarely has such impulsiveness and passion every time he is with her. And this person who broke out halfway
Although Zhao Tiantian's identity is questionable, Xiao Zixin has no reservations about her sentiments. Who can tell clearly about men and women? But she became a little in a daze. She said: "When we break up in the provincial capital, I feel
No matter how good we are now, there is no hope after we break up. You will still be your official, and I will still be my lady, don't you think?"
Xiao Zixin was silent. He had no experience in this area, but he didn't believe it would be like this. Do people really have no emotions at all and only care about flesh and blood???
She said: "I have always denied our relationship because we were too good and too fast, so we ignored the reality."
"How do you say this?" Xiao Zixin asked.
"You are putting yourself in a noose," Zhao Tiantian grabbed one of his hands, put it in her palm, stroked it gently, and said to him: "These memories you left for me are satisfying.
You met my emotional needs once, but I opened my eyes once, and I will remember you forever. Once we break up, I will think about meeting you for the second time. But I know it is unlikely..."
"And you are going to study in the Youth Cadre Class of the Provincial Party School, and then you will completely forget me when you return to the Xuanpu County Party Committee, right? And there is a beautiful bank girlfriend waiting for you. I can't ask you for anything, it will hurt you
Your self-esteem. What's more, you are still an official and a person in charge of people, but I don't ask you, I won't go to you anymore, and I suppress my wishes in my heart. What does that feel like? Have you ever experienced it?"
Everything has changed.
I'll take the test!
Xiao Zixin felt pressure. This pressure did not come from Zhao Tiantian, but from his own heart.
Although Zhao Tiantian's words came from the heart, and there was no hint of threat or inducement in her tone, what could he say? Haha, Xiao Zixin, Xiao Zixin, usually works at the Xuanpu County Party Committee and County Government
He is so talented and eloquent, but when faced with a girl he really likes, he has no clue for a moment. It seems that no matter what, whether he is an official, a businessman, or other professions, life will always be a blur.
Such an experience...
Will he fall in love with her as a "chicken"?
We were about to arrive at the last stop before the provincial capital. Although we arrived at the station at around five o'clock in the morning, the passengers in the soft sleeper car were restless in the morning and first peeed out the urine they had held in during the night.
When I came back, I was chattering and washing up again, but this time it still didn't stop.
People before getting off the bus gathered the things and food scattered in the compartment and put them in plastic bags.
Then I put it in my luggage, and I was so busy that I was sweating.
Xiao Zixin and Zhao Tiantian also opened the door of the private room and looked outside. They had heard all this and were about to reach their destination. Xiao Zixin felt that these people were actually tired of sleeping in the car and just wanted to find someone.
Something to do.
Haha, it's not like he and Zhao Tiantian didn't sleep a wink all night...
He looked at Zhao Tiantian, who was looking at him with a smile on his lips and unblinking eyes.
Yes, I don’t know how many times I’ve eaten the things I brought with me. The monotonous journey makes me feel annoyed. It’s finally almost over. It took me more than 20 hours to take the test! It’s so slow. If it weren’t for the extremely beautiful little boy Zhao Tiantian.
My beautiful girl is with me all the way, and I don’t know how long the slow train will take. After all, Xiao Zixin is no longer as hard-working as he was when he was in college, traveling between his hometown and the provincial capital. Not being able to ride in the small car makes him feel uncomfortable all over!
Thank God, they are about to reach their destination.
But facing the reality of their upcoming breakup, perhaps this was what she meant by "reality". Indeed, they were about to face the reality of having to break up together. The remaining time was the last hour he and Zhao Tiantian spent alone together.
Just when he was about to arrive at the next station, because it was Zhao Tiantian's first visit to the provincial capital, Xiao Zixin pointed out the car window and told Zhao Tiantian that the dividing line between the two cities was in front of him, and there was a monument to the Anti-Japanese War there, which could be seen from the car.
"Where are you? Where are you??" Zhao Tiantian got cold again when she heard this, so she climbed on the car window and tried her best to look out, but she didn't see anything after looking for a long time. She asked him again,
Xiao Zixin said that even if the fog is too heavy in the morning, you may not be able to see.
Zhao Tiantian couldn't help but feel very disappointed.
Test!
Maybe this disappointment is related to my current mood. Thinking of everything I had with the man in front of me along the way, I said I would never truly fall in love, but how could I forget it?
"what's your name?"
"Xiao Zixin."
"Liar!"
"My real name is Xiao Zixin. If you don't believe me, go back to the county and find out!" The girl was stunned for a moment, her face turned red, and she glared at him unhappily: "Who do you think I am!" No.
Ignore him.
Xiao Zixin was stunned for a while, and then he carefully took out his work permit and showed it to Zhao Tiantian. He left his mobile phone number with her, and finally arrived at the last stop before the provincial capital at five o'clock in the morning.
Xiao Zixin and Zhao Tiantian looked at each other and snickered.
"Haha, have you replied to the letter this time?"
"bad!"
"Zixin, where have you been? Have you arrived in the province?" Ten minutes later, the train left the platform, and a call came from my little girlfriend Bai Xinyu.
Bai Xinyu, who is far away in her hometown of Xuanpu County, has made countless phone calls. Haha, she is not only worried about Xiao Zixin whether the journey is safe, but also worried about the cute little dog she gave to her second aunt. She asked after a while
Did Xiao Zixin have breakfast? Did the police officer and the conductor find the dog? After a while, he asked how the dog behaved on the road, was it good? Then asked Xiao Zixin if he forgot to give it water and feed it on time? The dog was not energetic.
?I’m so annoyed with Xiao Zixin.
"Let me take the test! Bai Xinyu, Bai Xinyu, why are you so silent?"
"Spiritual! She's more energetic than me."
Xiao Zixin looked at the naughty dog playing in Zhao Tiantian's arms and shouted: "Don't worry, okay, my dear Comrade Bai Xinyu?" Xiao Zixin scolded his little girlfriend unceremoniously and saw Zhao Tiantian beside him.
He chuckled, and he also laughed angrily, "I almost don't regard your little dog as my ancestor, do you understand?"
"No!" Bai Xinyu explained, "I don't dare to tell you that this dog is not easy to groom, young and old! You cherish the breed, aren't you afraid that something will happen to you?"
"Go to hell..."
Bai Xinyu also told Xiao Zixin that in the past few days when he went to the provincial capital, my mother always stopped by when he came home from get off work and asked me if you had arrived in the provincial capital. Why didn't you call her? She said that she didn't love her these days. Dad seems to be worried about eating...
When Xiao Zixin heard this, he felt confused and asked, "What did you say?"
"I said Xiao Zixin ran away and will not come back. He went to the provincial capital to become a high official. Haha, just kidding her."
Xiao Zixin suddenly felt a little complicated for a while. Since most of the passengers had got off the bus, Xiao Zixin made a phone call while opening the compartment door and looking around. The carriage suddenly became quite deserted.
Also, due to various reasons, in the last few hours before coming to the provincial capital, he and Secretary Gao went to the municipal party committee to deal with the affairs of his little girlfriend's father, Secretary Bai, and her cousin, Su Jun, the former head of the economic law enforcement brigade of the Industrial and Commercial Bureau.
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On the one hand, he wanted to stick to his principles, adhere to the truth, and resolutely demand severe punishment for the Soviet army. On the other hand, he did not want to get into too much of a quarrel with Secretary Bai Wannian. Judging from Bai Xinyu's tone, she might still not know the inside story.
Poor little girlfriend!
"Zixin, I can tell this time. My father and especially my mother are always looking after you. Do you understand? Don't be too careless. Be nice to others when you come back."
"Haha, um, I know, I know!" Xiao Zixin agreed vaguely and closed the door. Xiao Zixin and Zhao Tiantian were very happy. Zhao Tiantian only half-understood what they said on the phone, "She is talking about you, your not-first love."
My girlfriend’s parents?”
Xiao Zixin nodded and didn't want to say anything more. After all, those were some of his secrets in the officialdom. She didn't ask anything. But when the two of them thought that they would arrive in the provincial capital soon, they could finally end this monotonous and long journey.
After traveling, I felt happy but with mixed feelings.
Because of Bai Xinyu's reminder, Xiao Zixin took the dog from Zhao Tiantian, groomed it carefully before getting off the car for the last time, and tidied it up carefully. The girl also gave the dog a "scent" and smelled it.
, kissed him, "Oh, it smells so good! Haha..."
I gave him some water and bread crumbs for the last time, and the two of them exchanged hugs.
Neither of them spoke.
After sitting for a while, Xiao Zixin took the dog out and sat on a small stool in the corridor. He was almost there. He felt liberated. He should give the poor little thing a breath of air. He was so suffocated.
Provincial capital, provincial capital.
In the Provincial Party School Youth Cadre Class, I, Xiao Zixin, am here...