Seeing the bag, Secretary Bai sent the statistics director back with a smile on his face. Only then did Xiao Zixin realize that Bai Xinyu's father probably didn't absolutely not accept gifts.
There's nothing else that can fit in the documents. Besides, the statistics director doesn't need to bring documents when he comes to the secretary's house at night. The documents can't be stuffed in. He just needs to hold them. So, besides money, he can't think of anything else that can help.
Secretary Bai treated a subordinate who came to visit with such enthusiasm.
Secretary Bai came back and continued to talk to Xiao Zixin. He said the same thing as Bai Xinyu. He also asked Xiao Zixin if he was a party member. When he heard that he was not a party member, he said that young people should actively make progress. How can they not get close to the organization? No
How can there be a future if he actively strives to join the party? It is not a blame, but a kind of expectation. His eyes and tone make people feel a kind of encouragement and warmth. Xiao Zixin told him that he had written an application and handed it to Director Liu Bin, and not only
After taking one copy, Secretary Bai nodded: "Well, I heard from Xiao Yu that this is good! You are all young, so you must have ideals. In the future, Xuanpu will belong to you young people."
"Thank you, Secretary Bai. I will work hard. After getting to know Xiaoyu, she has helped me a lot. I study often at night now."
"Learning is one aspect, and you also need to be able to do things. You need to understand what the leader's intention is, and more importantly, you need to think about it. The Petition Office is a place where people are trained. You should work there first, and I will consider your affairs."
These are the most important words tonight. Xiao Zixin memorized them in his mind one by one. As he spoke, the meal was almost ready. Bai Xinyu ran around to help in the kitchen. Xiao Zixin felt that people were about to eat, so he found an opportunity.
He stood up and said, "Secretary Bai, I have something else to do and I'm going back first. It's my first time to see you and I came empty-handed. I'm really sorry."
"Hey, don't think like that, sit down," Secretary Bai interrupted him, "Now that you're here, don't leave. Eat whatever you want. If you want to bring something with you, I won't leave you here."
Xiao Zixin didn't want to leave or stay. He was a little embarrassed for a moment. When Bai Xinyu and his mother heard that he was leaving, they also came out to persuade him to stay. In this way, he reluctantly stayed.
During the meal, there were several home-cooked dishes including chicken breast and mushrooms, new bamboo shoots with mushrooms, spiced dried bean curd and various dried fruits mixed with fermented oil. They were served in porcelain jars, probably Bai Xinyu's.
The craftsmanship is very fresh, light and delicious. From studying to now, Xiao Zixin rarely visits other people's homes for dinner. Tonight, he felt like a warm home at Bai Xinyu's home. It was really nice.
But he was too embarrassed to put down his chopsticks, so Bai Xinyu and his mother, Ning Xiangbo, served him a dish. There were more pieces of meat and vegetables on the bowl, "Eat more, eat more, and don't look outside."
"Are you still nervous?" Bai Xinyu teased him.
He doesn't talk much, smiles, and eats with his head down. When he talks, he seems smart, but when he eats, he is a little more reserved. His appearance gives him a lot of points...
After a meal, it's like a competition to upgrade to a bachelor's degree or take a postgraduate entrance exam. I'm sweating profusely and I pass it.
When he came out to see him off, Bai Xinyu said at the gate: "Thank you for coming here empty-handed. If you have to give something away the first time, your test score tonight may not be high, and my mother will not let you eat this meal. I
Mom often says that young people who always think about how to give gifts are not very promising. They don't look at you the same way they look at others. They have different standards. Do you understand?" Xiao Zixin chuckled and agreed silently. It seemed like it was really true.
Something like this.
When he went to work the next day, Xiao Zixin was full of energy and worked extra hard. Lao Jie announced the latest news from the gossip: "I heard that our Letters and Calls Office is going to raise half a bar and become a Letters and Calls Bureau. Have you heard?"
"Really? That's great. A rising tide lifts all boats, and we can also raise wages?" Lao Sun raised his head and asked with concern.
"What's so good? If my salary doesn't go up, I'll give it to you. Is it possible? It's not the same job as before. It's annoying." Wang Bo disagreed.
Xiao Zixin kept silent and did not participate in their discussions, and was busy with the tasks assigned by Director Liu. He kept in mind some of Secretary Bai's words, made positive progress, thought more about nothing, and felt that there was a bright future.
There is another sentence that Xiao Zixin remembers very clearly. Secretary Bai said that as soon as his daughter said that there was a talented young man in the Petition Office, he had an impression and remembered the article he had written.
When we met tonight, it turned out to be Xiao Zixin.
"Don't write those things, it's not good for my own development. My talent must be controlled by my mind.'……………………
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Early the next morning, Xiao Zixin's text message came again: "It's so sad. Have you forgotten about me a long time ago? What are you busy with these days? Why don't you come to teach Keke?"
It's so sad. Xiao Zixin is sad too, and so is Bai Xinyu. People all over the country are sad, but only mentally ill people are not sad.
He was afraid of this Su Ying. The closer he got to Bai Xinyu, especially after returning from her home, he felt that so many people and things in the past had been unknowingly buried in the emotional ruins of the past.
So many memories were buried in the ruins. He looked at Su Ying's text message and decided for the first time to deliberately give her a cold shoulder and not reply, just to see what she did. And Bai Xinyu's first action when he got home every day was to call him.
When you make a phone call or send a text message, your feelings will rise sharply and greatly.
Of course he enjoyed it, and often took the initiative to tie her up with the wireless "telephone line" in his hand. Sometimes, he would turn on the TV in the single dormitory, but he had no intention of watching it. He just listened, lying on the bed with a book.
Reading in bed. Oh, emotionally, he occasionally felt that Su Ying screamed very loudly, grinning and reaching out from the broken steel bars and broken cement, just like those scenes where they were in bed together, but he felt more and more
The less I felt anything, my mind remained motionless and frozen.
On the other side, with Bai Xinyu, it was like being in the spring season when the mountain flowers are blooming and the trees are full of new buds. Oh, woman. Seeing the text messages from two different women on the phone, Xiao Zixin sometimes felt refreshed and sometimes his head buzzed.
, big, Didi, Didi, Didi, I sent a text message to Bai Xinyu. Bai Xinyu said, "It's okay. I'm taking a nap. What are you doing? Or, I'll see you at the same place in the evening and give you a kiss." Bai Xinyu said
At work, at home, no matter where she is, the feelings she leaves behind will always be blue and the clouds are white.
And how did Su Ying know all this? She said that she felt very sad and sent him text messages, but no one responded.
Xiao Zixin asked herself, is he unreasonable? Is he a gangster? Or is he a bad guy who plays with women? Su Ying didn't know what he was thinking in his heart, what could he think, but he didn't tell her, she also
I don’t know why. So she always asks and he always avoids.
Xiao Zixin is not stupid. He knows that he may be playing with fire and burning himself. Is Su Ying such a nice woman? That's why he regrets it, is afraid, and avoids it. But his heart has slowly tilted and given to his beloved girl.
What can he do? Bai Xinyu is not someone to be trifled with. Once she knows some of his past experiences, will she let him go? He was even more frightened when he thought about it. He had only heard of the word chariot before.
He has also used it when writing articles, but now he realizes that he is on an emotional chariot that cannot stop the wheels.
On the one hand, there are infinite beautiful hopes, on the other hand, there may be car crashes and fatalities that may be faced at any time and at any time.
Alas! Who told me that I could not withstand the temptation of a woman’s body in the first place?
Trance!
Evil!
On the top of the mountain behind Xuanpu, there used to be a dense acacia forest and a stone pavilion. For hundreds of years, it has been overlooking Xuanpu City on the plain to the east. It is said that Lu You visited Xuanpu when he was the chief administrator of Ningde. Is it true or false?
It is impossible to verify, but he may have been sitting there, looking at the Xuanpu City surrounded by two rivers. At that time, the sun was setting, and the smoke was floating in the air. Lu You sang "The Hairpin Head Phoenix", tears fell like rain, and the hem of his front was soaked.
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Later generations built this stone pavilion on the big stone where Lu You sat, and named it Siwan Pavilion. For hundreds of years, young men and women who have made a private decision in Xuanpu have come here to explain their thoughts to heaven.
And he carved his own name on the acacia tree. On it were the names of Bai Xinyu and Xiao Zixin, stuck together like a pair of good friends. There was a stone tablet in the pavilion, with the legend of Lu You engraved on one side and the legend of Lu You on the other.
"The Hairpin-headed Phoenix". Bai Xinyu knew since he was a child that Lu You should be one of the ancestors of love.
After that, the relationship between Xiao Zixin and Bai Xinyu became clearer and clearer. Her parents had no objection to Xiao Zixin, and they got closer.
The acacia forest in the back mountain has also become a place they often visit.
The mountain road was so steep that it came close to the chest. When Xiao Zixin went up for the first time, he held Bai Xinyu's hand. Like a newborn calf that is not afraid of tigers, Bai Xinyu suddenly remembered the big braids that he had cut off for many years, and his steps became brisk. Then
Back then, when she was still studying at Xuanpu Experimental Primary School, she often came here to play with some classmates, but she didn't have so many fantasies at that time. Now, her emotions are more colorful and colorful, making her heart full of happiness and joy.
pride.
The pavilion was filled with a special smell emitted by a rare banyan tree after it was broken. It was a bit pungent and choked the throat. It was getting dark. Xiao Zixin thought of twenty years ago and of his childhood in Niangniang Village in the countryside.
Time, he remembered the first time he was nervous with his ex-girlfriend in college. At that time, he didn’t know there was such an acacia forest here. He slowly leaned down tentatively, and Bai Xinyu was startled in Xiao Zixin’s arms.
With a big jump, the smell wafted into his nostrils, just like crushing a million leaves of the pine tree. Bai Xinyu's heart floated, and he followed the fireflies flying around about one meter above the ground.
That night, it was dark, the fluorescent lights around the two people were shining, and the ground seemed drunk.