Chapter five hundred and sixty one, the lover's past
Xiao Zixin lay there and accepted Bai Xinyu's gentle rubbing as a matter of course. He could not help but have new feelings and a more real understanding of the ancient saying "Heroes are saddened by beauty". His wife Bai Xinyu is indeed very beautiful.
It's just that I was so busy that I only paid special attention to these things when I was newlywed, and when I was busy with work, I paid special attention to these things.
As soon as I became more ambitious, I unknowingly lost the passion for appreciation. It seemed that I only cared about those things in the city. I knew that I was getting deeper and deeper, but I never looked back when I was in trouble. I was willing to do it. After I got deeper, I got deeper and deeper.
The mood is getting more and more turbulent - are all the official men in the world like this? Bastards!
Xiao Zixin let out a heavy breath.
Bai Xinyu put down the dirty special wipe, hugged his neck and deliberately made a girlish cat voice and asked: "Husband, what's wrong with you? Just now you were like a wolf and a tiger, what are you worried about in the blink of an eye? Yes
Um?"
Xiao Zixin closed his eyes and said nothing. He thought to himself: Will she be angry if I leave in an hour?
Bai Xinyu stared at her big beautiful eyes and frowned: "I'm telling you, don't be unhappy. Don't look at me. I'm 34 years old. When I walk on the street, all the men use their eyes to fuck me."
Xiao Zixin turned to look at her in surprise, and suddenly said: "Why are you so..."
Bai Xinyu: "What's wrong? I'm a woman too, I can feel it - I'm not going to lie to you, they all look at me like that when they see me, it's annoying! You're just patronizing being an official, you're not like others
Why do you want to make so much money from home? Just for the fame? I only come back once a month, what do you want me to think? Huh... sometimes I really want to..." Look at Xiao Zixin,
Xiao Zixin still closed his eyes.
The road of life is not smooth, and taking every step well is the key. Xiao Zixin was secretly surprised by his wife's words.
He was angry, but immediately understood her sentiments. Xiao Zixin, who was smart but had no higher education, knew this very well. After all, his wife graduated from a banking school, was considered a college student, and was such a beautiful and eye-catching woman.
, although her words were excessive, after all, she only said it to him in private in bed? If not, how could she say it in public?
Thinking of this, he became less angry. He understood that his wife was just irritating him, hoping that he could come home often to satisfy her desire for a married life. However, he himself could not understand why he had reached this point.
Why is the giant method again
Controlling his passion and actions to advance in the officialdom? Is this perhaps the ins and outs of his relationship with Bai Xinyu? If they were just a couple, he would admit it, but Bai Xinyu is his legal partner.
They are a long-term couple...
He couldn't help but think: People are helpless. If you want to do this, you can't do that. You can't always be versatile.
"Husband, please don't go out and run around today. Have a good day's rest in bed. I'll prepare delicious food for you so that I can be with you today. Okay?"
Xiao Zixin simply said: "No. I have to go back soon."
"Why?" Bai Xinyu pushed him and asked dissatisfied.
Xiao Zixin turned his head and suddenly hugged his wife tightly. His voice was not loud but extremely firm: "No reason, there are too many things."
"What's the matter with you? No one is as busy as you, you..." Bai Xinyu was stunned for a while, swallowed back the rest of his words, stopped insisting, thought for a while and said softly:
"Then go to sleep. You're exhausted. Sleep for a while and then get up."
She reached out and turned off the bedside lamp.
There was darkness.
The two stopped talking. An hour later, Xiao Zixin woke up. He tilted his head and looked at the 34-year-old woman who was sleeping contentedly next to him like a kitten. He was eager to try again. Then the war broke out again, and artillery fire continued.
, extremely intense, my wife Bai Xinyu is here
This time, Xiao Zixin was alive and well under the fierce artillery attacks again and again. After the last storming and shelling, Xiao Zixin clearly felt that his artillery fire was no longer powerful. He finally felt dizzy, exhausted, and had more than enough to do.
The embarrassing situation of inadequacy.
As a stubborn enemy, Bai Xinyu also took the opportunity to start begging for mercy. She deeply felt that her husband could hold her for half a month, and she would not be hungry or thirsty for at least two or three days.
The battle begins to turn white gradually until it turns gray.
"Okay?" she murmured, half begging and half persuading.
Xiao Zixin stared at her, said nothing for a long time, climbed down from the battlefield, his nostrils turned upward, breathing heavily.
Bai Xinyu stood up to wipe his sweat, his eyes were full of smiles, and he pinched his nose in a cute and distressed way:
"Look at you, you're tired!"
"Light a cigarette for me," Xiao Zixin turned around. She looked at him eye to eye and asked, "Are you going back?"
"What do you think?"
Xiao Zixin also looked at him, but hesitated to speak.
Bai Xinyu stopped talking, and Xiao Zixin turned his head away again, smoking the cigarette feebly with his nostrils pointing upward, and smoked most of it in one breath. At this time, the mobile phone rang. The driver Xiao Wang called and said he was here to answer the call.
He is already on the way.
There is no way to find out what Bai Xinyu is thinking, but just by looking at her face, you can tell that she is very unhappy. It seems that this rare Sunday meeting is about to end. Although this woman's face has gradually passed her golden age,
, but the body is white and fat, which suits the taste of men. Although she is a MILF, she is more than good enough for Xiao Zixin. Xiao Zixin naturally understands this, not to mention that she is good at bed, and the taste is really good.
However, everything passed in an instant, and he could not stay in bed forever.
Bai Xinyu got up silently and went to the kitchen, opened the refrigerator, and planned to prepare lunch for her husband and let him eat before leaving.
Xiao Zixin lit a cigarette and closed his eyes in silence.
…
An hour later, at about 1 o'clock in the afternoon that day, on the highway leading to Toudaogang Village in Xuanpu County, a Toyota off-road Jeep drove towards Toudaogang Village at lightning speed.
The two people in the car were none other than the drivers Xiao Wang and Xiao Zixin who came to pick up Secretary-General Xiao.
With his rich experience as a leader in officialdom and public security agencies over the years, Xiao Zixin, who is now 1.82 meters tall, looks very wise and strong. His resolute eyes are shining with brilliance, showing his rich life experience. His black hair sets off that face
Handsome, calm, and a face that leaves a deep impression on others.
While the car was speeding, his eyes were as bright as fire, always looking ahead. The battle with his wife on the bed just now and the short rest afterwards, although he was still exhausted, had greatly improved some special functions of the body after the release of passion.
However, as soon as he left home, his wife's sunny face and those dissatisfied nagging words remained in Xiao Zixin's heart as usual, making him quite helpless...
However, as we get further and further away from home and closer to Taiji County, the shadow of another woman becomes clearer and clearer in my heart...
The past events are vivid in my mind.
How could I forget that unforgettable and painful night?
Even if Xiao Zixin becomes a bigger official in the future, he will remember that night forever...
…
Remember, still remember. That unforgettable night.
There was no moonlight. Xiao Zixin was invited to the small train station (a means of transportation in the forest area. At that time, there was still a large area of virgin forest in Toudaogang Village. The State-owned Forestry Bureau built a forest train here for logging. Later, when the logging was completed, the train was
The railway has also been dismantled, and there are still traces of the roadbed in some places.) Under the dark wooden bridge on the east side, ginger orchids have been waiting there for a long time.
This is the darkest night in the entire mountainous area.
As soon as they met, Jiang Lanhua's tenderness immediately became numb. Xiao Zixin did not dare to touch her and stood silently in the darkness for a long time. The honking of the small train in the station also frightened him.
"Won't your father come to find you?" Xiao Zixin finally asked in a cowardly voice.
There was no answer, no shaking of the head.
"Lanhua, how did your father know? Did he doubt me? Did you tell them?..."
Suddenly, a burst of cold air rushed toward him in the darkness. He instinctively ducked back, but his hands tightly hugged Jiang Lanhua's trembling body. Hearing her suppressed cries, Xiao Zixin's heart twitched nervously. Yes
I destroyed her! he shouted in his heart.
If I hadn't gone to the countryside to submit a rural survey in Tudaogang Village, if I hadn't been a talented person, if they hadn't known each other in the hotel, or if the 15-year-old girl hadn't been romantic, would the unfortunate thing like tonight have happened? Now?
, she is undergoing rounds of questioning from the township civil affairs and some leaders, and the police station is also involved. He himself is even more frightened. He lives in fear all day long and cannot protect himself. If it is discovered that he did it, his job will definitely be lost.
You have to go to jail.
And she, who works as a waitress at the county government hotel, is pregnant. What will she do in the future...
"It was my mother who discovered it first. She noticed it and asked me what was going on. Why didn't I like to eat? I kept vomiting and my stomach was..." Jiang Lanhua said with sobs. "My mother asked me to die, but my father was so stubborn."
If he wants to find you, he really can't stand the gossip of those in the village who gossip about his wife...it's going to drive him crazy..."
Xiao Zixin felt a cold current passing through his heart.
A flashlight light came, and they hurriedly avoided it.
"It's all my fault!"
"No!" Jiang Lanhua snuggled closer into his arms, "I am willing! I won't die! However, I did live up to my parents' expectations of me..."
"Are you crying again?" Xiao Zixin had tears streaming down his face. He was only 23 years old at that time. He was too young. Strictly speaking, he was just a child who had never experienced anything in the world. He was just trying to be happy for a while, and how could he not be mentally prepared?
How could he withstand such great mental and real-life pressure? All that was left was panic. He didn’t know how to make a decision on this matter. Thinking about it, he hesitated and said: “Kill him... off, Lanhua...
"
"who?"
"child."
"Oh my God, you are so confused!" Jiang Lanhua slid out of his arms as if unable to stand and squatted on the ground. "They all know, so what if they abort it? Why don't they ask who this child is?"
People in the village say that I am romantic, but with you... this is my first time! When I found out that he was on me, I was afraid and cursed you!... You are too confused, Xiao Zixin! Can I take this child away from me?
Removed from the flesh and blood?”
"I'm telling you, I won't and won't hurt you, no! In the worst case, I'll die..." Jiang Lanhua became more and more sad and angry as she spoke. Suddenly she stopped trembling, murmured, raised her head and said to her beloved:
"How about, Brother Xiao, let's run away together? Run far away..."
"escape?"
"Well! I will definitely not be able to study anymore. The school will scold me to death, and I can't even work in the hotel..." Before he could finish his words, a shouting sound suddenly came from the dark night in the direction of the station. "My dad is looking for me!" Jiang Jiang
Orchid began to tremble again. "Xiao Xiao, we also have two hands. We can work outside to find work. I don't want to study anymore. I can't work in the hotel anymore. We are far away from home. Let's go... I don't
regret!"
Could it be that he really just walked away like that, not even taking the job in the county government that he had worked so hard to get? "No, Lanhua, Lanhua! Listen to me..." Xiao Zixin looked around blankly, his hands moving like crazy.
Trembling. How can he just say he doesn’t want his job?
Jiang Lanhua stood up and smiled suddenly, her teeth were very white, and the moonlight shining through the gap in the bridge illuminated two faint lines of tears on her face.
"I just want to have a good dream, Brother Xiao. Brother Xiao! Do you understand? Let me have a lot of money, and I will come back to you... I can't stay home no matter what, for the sake of my children, for you...
"
"Little Swallow——!" The rough roar gradually approached. The two of them panicked.
"Where are you going?" Xiao Zixin asked Jiang Lanhua eagerly.
A small train loaded with lumber rumbled across the bridge, drowning out all sounds.
After the noise, Xiao Zixin almost fainted.
Jiang Lanhua said: "Drifting with the wind..."
"I'll wait for you until tomorrow, and you can think about it again. Give me something..." After Jiang Lanhua finished speaking, she pushed Xiao Zixin away and hurried away, disappearing into the deep darkness.
This is the spring of 1993.
A day that turns from warm to cold.
"Secretary-General Xiao, what's wrong with you?" Xiao Wang, the driver, turned his head occasionally and was shocked to see Xiao Zixin bursting into tears.
Xiao Zixin suddenly woke up from his distant memory.
He wiped his eyes subconsciously, feeling that he had lost his composure. He rubbed his face with both big hands in a covert manner, shook his head and said a little incoherently: "It's nothing, maybe he was distracted, the wind blew..."
Xiao Wang's eyes were full of confusion and surprise.
…
The car drove very fast. It only took more than an hour from Xuanpu County to Taiji County, and the Toyota Jeep driven by the driver Xiao Wang only took more than 50 minutes. The car drove through Yongnan, Liangshui, and entered the countryside of Mozigou
, the sky began to drizzle unknowingly, and it rained more and more.
The road was very big and slippery. Xiao Wang did not slow down the car, but the Toyota was still like an arrow. There was an exit at the gas station in front, heading to Mozigou Township. The next exit was Taiji County. Xiao Zixin looked
Look at the watch and tell Xiao Wang to go to the front exit and take the road to Mozigou Township.
At the gas station, Xiao Wang filled up the car with gas. Taking advantage of this time, Xiao Zixin got out of the car and stretched his waist.
I went through the things I wanted to do again in my mind.
After re-entering the car, the car got off the road and drove onto the country road towards Mozigou Township. Xiao Zixin took out a newly bought mobile phone in Xuanpu County from his pocket, fiddled with it, and drove past Luchang.
Here, not far ahead is Mingye Creek. There are branch roads there, one going to Mozigou Township, and the other going to Toudaogang Village.
Xiao Zixin secretly thought to himself that he had been running to Toudaogang Village over and over again. Should he reveal some of his own affairs to Xiao Wang to a certain extent, so as to avoid the embarrassment that he was always full of suspicion and inconvenient to ask? That's true.
There were reasons not to talk about the benefits, but in long-term considerations and because of his trust in Xiao Wang, he felt it was better to talk about it.
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