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When he was lingering with Jiang Lanhua in XX Hotel, Director Xiao Zixin's mood was actually very complicated. It included all the longing and guilt before, and he also learned more about her difficult and difficult life in the past after seeing each other for a long time. Indeed,
It is quite difficult for a little girl to give birth to twins, and it is even easier said than done to find ways to bring them up and survive safely!
Therefore, if she and her two children hadn't gone to the countryside and the county to petition and complain about her husband's "glaring dog" being beaten and maimed, and then suddenly attacked and intercepted Xiao Zixin's car going to the countryside to inspect the work, allowing them to accidentally do it again
When they met, he didn't know how the little lover in front of him, who accidentally caused her to suffer such hardships in life entirely because of his fault, would face reality, himself, and the future life path of his two children...
Therefore, Director Xiao Zixin felt a little lucky. After all, Jiang Lanhua is no longer what it used to be, and it has completely changed after his subsequent arrangements.
This is the only spiritual comfort!
"Xiao Jiang, I'm going back. I may not have time to send my children to college. Please take more care of them!" [
"Well, don't worry, I will."
"Xiao Jiang, taking this opportunity tonight, I also want to ask you a question. I hope you won't avoid it. No matter it is true or not, you'd better give me a positive answer. Okay?" Director Xiao Zixin is leaving.
, before leaving, he thought about it for a long time and decided to ask Jiang Lanhua something. In fact, as soon as Jiang Lanhua heard this, she knew what he was going to ask. She hesitated for a while, nodded silently, raised her face and looked at
his eyes.
"Tell me, are these two children related to me? Are they the same children you were pregnant with when you left Xuanpu County?"
"..."
"That time when I asked you in Goose Feedingzi, you said no and didn't admit that these two children had anything to do with me... Why? To be honest, I never believed it in my heart. If not, why didn't you even admit that I had anything to do with you?
Tell me that you suddenly and resolutely left Xuanpu County and me in a hurry? Why did you do this even though I had already contacted a friend from other places and the doctor promised to perform surgery on you, and you also clearly agreed to me?
Suddenly leaving without saying goodbye? Really, Xiao Jiang, over the years, every time I think about that scene, I feel so sad... Can you tell me? Tonight? "
"..." Jiang Lanhua still didn't speak, neither admitting nor denying, but as if she couldn't hold on anymore, she suddenly took the initiative to hug Director Xiao Zixin's generous chest again, trembling all over.
This made Director Xiao Zixin lose the courage to ask further questions, woman! This Jiang Lanhua! Why? If the child is not mine, she can simply admit that it is not mine, or if it is mine, she can simply tell her
I am mine, isn’t that the end?
Why is it that such a seemingly simple and easy-to-answer question is so difficult when faced with it, and there has never been a definite answer?
I really can’t figure it out!
"Stop crying, Xiao Jiang, I know you feel sad when I mention this... and you blame me, eh..." Director Xiao Zixin gently stroked her slender back and sighed, "Actually, if you don't say
, I also understand that I just want you to give a clear and affirmative answer, but it is very difficult!"
Indeed, no matter what, no matter whether Jiang Lanhua admitted to Director Xiao Zixin in person that those two children were the children she had conceived with him, no matter what unspeakable secrets or huge pain she had in her heart, the child, especially the man,
The child was there, and he grew bigger and bigger. Today, his appearance is completely the same as what Director Xiao Zixin looked like back then. People who know him well will think that he is actually based on the mold of Director Xiao Zixin.
I took it off, it’s just one size smaller!
What's more, the fact that she took them to kowtow at the funeral of the elder Xiao Zixin's mother made Director Xiao Zixin even more certain that the two children, a son and a daughter, were definitely his original children!
No more questions, no more questions, he sighed softly and looked down at Jiang Lanhua's face. Even if she never admitted it, he would still care for them forever.
"Xiao Jiang, I have to leave. It's getting late. I've been out for two hours..."
"Well, let's go..."
"You should check out and go home, don't let the children and him worry at home."
"Yes. I'll retreat in a moment..." Jiang Lanhua nodded obediently and agreed. She retreated towards the door little by little in the arms of Director Xiao Zixin. The time to break up came. In a blink of an eye, two hours passed.
She hurriedly passed by without realizing it. It should be said that she felt a little regretful in her heart. For tonight's date, she washed herself clean, fresh and ready. She was originally planning to meet him.
, went to bed. Although she also knew that it was very difficult for Xiao Zixin to meet alone now. His identity, his safety and other matters would always be cared for and protected by others. However, even if he left after going to bed, even if he could not be with her,
She will understand and feel happy if she sleeps in the same bed together until dawn...
What does a woman have? Not to mention that she had already had an affair with him when she was sixteen and was pregnant with his flesh and blood. Even without that relationship, it was just the arrangements and huge benefits that Director Xiao Zixin later gave her family.
Now she sincerely wants to dedicate herself to the stalwart man in front of her! In return for a woman, under special circumstances or gratitude, the only thing she has is the plump, round and mature body she has...
However, for some reason, Director Xiao Zixin did not accept him. The reason was objective and sufficient, and time did not allow for it.[
Well, in that case, let’s break up!
When they arrived at the door, Director Xiao Zixin stopped with her. Director Xiao Zixin kissed her forehead, and she pushed her nose upwards to nudge his chin.
"Goodbye, don't come out, it's not good for others to see..."
"Well, I'll check out soon."
Director Xiao Zixin opened the door and went out. Then when he saw people around him, he strode towards the elevator. When he arrived, he did not enter the elevator, but went straight down the side passage...
On the way back, Director Xiao Zixin felt mixed emotions. The hotel where they stayed for the meeting was in the downtown area of Chengguan. In the taxi, looking at the brightly lit places with people still on both sides of the street, he couldn't help but think of what happened just now.
scene. In fact, when Jiang Lanhua offered to go to bed with him, his body had already had a strong reaction, but he tried his best not to let her feel it and distract himself. Could it be that he really didn't want Yuan Meng?
Revisit?
No……
He thought, but in the end he relied on his strong control to prevent himself from running all the way down the passionate road of love! Of course there were factors involved in this, his lover Bai Xinyu, because he was with her not long ago.
The family just had a "three-chapter agreement"! But that's not all. In fact, in addition to the above-mentioned factors of Bai Xinyu, Director Xiao Zixin also has a huge spirit in his heart, and the psychological factors cannot be overcome. To put it bluntly, if tonight
The person he was dating was not his former lover, the sixteen-year-old hotel waitress Xiao Jiang Jianglanhua from many years ago, but another mature and beautiful female cadre, what the hell...
Then, it is very likely that Director Xiao Zixin could not help but decide to go on board, at least it would be a smooth sailing, taking advantage of the slope...
As I have said several times before, Director Xiao Zixin is not a perfect person, let alone a perfect person. How can there be a perfect person? What's more, in today's evil society and the increasingly embarrassing mess of the officialdom, how can there be any perfect person?
It can be said that even the most basic human morality and humanity are gone. Where can there be anything else? Director Xiao Zixin is actually the same. The only thing he is better than other people in officialdom, large and small, is that he still maintains
Just a human conscience...
It's good, so he'll come too.
If there are benefits, he wants them too.
With a woman, of course as long as he has the right conditions, adapts to the environment, is secretive and safe, he will certainly enjoy the majesty and strong lust of a man...
Then why did he not do it under such good conditions and at the initiative of his ex-lover Jiang Lanhua?
This is about psychological disorders.
In other words, perhaps it is better to understand that Xiao Zixin is now the upright public security director of a province, and will soon join the ministry to become a higher official. Not to mention that he has seen too many beautiful women before.
, including those film and television stars who are difficult for ordinary people to see in real life, beautiful strong women from all walks of life, sexy professional women who have been paying attention to him, or begging for him... It is true that he has enjoyed some good things that make him happy to the end over the years.
woman.
However, no matter what kind of woman you want, your status and background should not be too low. If others don't know or tell others, Director Xiao Zixin, as a high-ranking official and well-paid person, will look down on him.
…
This has to do with human nature. It only has to do with men’s psychology.
Isn't Jiang Lanhua beautiful enough now? No! Not sexy enough? Not even! If Director Xiao Zixin and Jiang Lanhua were just two people who had just met, in that kind of private environment and very suitable conditions, the other party would take the initiative
, it was difficult for him to control it, he just got it, and he got it. Who would refuse this kind of giving and enjoyment between the sexes? However, once it comes to the former little lover in front of him, the hotel waitress Xiao Jiang Jiang
Orchid, Director Xiao Zixin had to restrain himself and did not want to have sex.
Why?
There is a vague "glaring dog" behind Jiang Lanhua! Director Xiao Zixin is not worried about what will happen if her current husband finds out. In fact, the other party has no idea at all. How could he know! What's more, even
This "glaring dog" was arrested several times by the Xuanpu County Public Security Bureau and the Township Police Station before, and was beaten and disabled. Many other things that followed were completely resolved by Director Xiao Zixin when he was the Secretary-General of the Changjiao Municipal Party Committee.
, and also gave a large amount of national compensation...
He was worthy of this person regardless of whether he acted in public or private matters, and he had no need to worry about this person in his heart.[
But when he thinks of this person, Director Xiao Zixin still doesn’t want to sleep with Jiang Lanhua. When he thinks that this disabled man (who took the lead in finding the township government for the benefit of the whole village) has been the legal husband of Run Jiang Lanhua for so many years, maybe every night
They are doing the same thing as other legal couples... Director Xiao Zixin loses interest when he thinks of this...
Really. Married women cannot be kept just for you and cannot be used by others, but at least the men behind married women such as film and television stars and other models are famous people. Director Xiao Zixin may not have any
This is an inexplicable psychological disorder.
That's as good as it sounds...
But it happened that Jiang Lanhua's first man was also a rough man, a forest farm worker, and her second husband was this "glaring dog". This psychological barrier was so stubborn that Director Xiao Zixin didn't go there that night.
That little lover whom I loved wholeheartedly, the hotel waitress Xiao Jiang Jiang Lanhua. Even though she is now very outstanding, very beautiful and very beautiful!
In fact, when he told her that he didn't have time and that time didn't allow, he was afraid that she would be sad. Can Director Xiao Zixin openly tell Jiang Lanhua that he didn't want to have sex with her because her husband was disabled and that he felt a little disgusted?
How do you say this? You can’t say it at all!
He said that time did not permit, and that he was worried that being out for too long would cause other colleagues in the Public Security Department or Director Sun Wei of the local Public Security Bureau and other friends to become anxious and send people away to look for him... This is both the truth and an excuse.
If any man or woman wants to have an affair, generally speaking, they don't care about anything. People say that they are "sexy and bold"! Haha, once you get excited, why do you care about this and that? Catch them
After having sex, you usually think about the consequences after you feel comfortable and refreshed. There are very few situations where you have such a strong control that you can't go. On the contrary, if you don't want to go, it's best to find excuses.
It's everywhere, and anything can be used as an excuse.
What's more, Director Xiao Zixin himself is a high-ranking official and well-paid person?
Again, here, that is, on the night when Director Xiao Zixin and Jiang Lanhua were together, he didn't have sex. This has something to do with human nature. It only has to do with his male psychology.
He doesn’t want to eat the delicious leftovers from the “glaring dog”…
Even though this person was his cute little lover many years ago.
Even though she really wanted to give it to him.
Therefore, in the brightly lit taxi with crowds of people, Director Xiao Zixin was filled with complex thoughts and emotions before returning to the hotel where he was staying that night. He liked and has always loved this man who gave him completely when he was sixteen.
He used to be his little lover, the hotel waitress Xiao Jiang Jiang Lanhua. But that’s all now. Of course he will continue to pay attention to her and give her and the two children more and better care in the future, but by going to bed with her, he believes that in this life
No more...
The next day, when I returned to the Provincial Public Security Department, sure enough, the transfer order issued by the department had been placed on Director Xiao Zixin’s spacious and shiny boss desk.
Director Xiao Zixin picked it up and looked at it. It was the kind of thing that could truly be called a "red-headed document."
Sealed, top secret level.
However, after receiving the transfer order, the Ministry of Public Security also called the Provincial Public Security Department to inform them of the matter. Director Xiao Zixin opened the document and read it carefully for a long time, thinking carefully about every word. Even though the whole process had been completed in the past few months
The Public Security Department has been rumored for a long time, but until the final official document from the Ministry of Public Security was issued, Director Xiao Zixin still didn’t feel anything. But once he saw the official document being issued with his own eyes, he suddenly became very excited!
Once upon a time, he was just a fresh graduate who had just graduated from a national key university and was assigned back to his hometown of Xuanpu County!
If he had not met Liu Bin, the director of the Petition Office and now the top boss of the Xuanpu County Party Committee, in the Personnel Bureau, would he have had those magical experiences and smooth sailing in his official career and be extraordinary?
And if it hadn’t been for the attention of County Magistrate Gao Wentai later and transferred him from the Petition Office to the Government Office to work as his secretary, and came from behind, served him wholeheartedly and stood unswervingly on his side at the critical moment, cutting iron with his hands.
Runi's strong writing ability and the materials he personally investigated helped him to overthrow his powerful political opponent, Secretary Wang Guoqing... He will step by step from grassroots work to where he is today, and will soon go to Beijing to master the bigger picture.
power?
Obviously it won't.
It is generally said that Chinese people never forget the well digger. But Director Xiao Zixin knows that his well digger must first be Liu Bin, and then County Magistrate Gao Wentai, who is now the deputy secretary of the provincial party committee. But what is really important and indispensable is
The person was Secretary Gao Wentai. Thinking of this, he picked up the red phone on the boss's desk and called the office of Deputy Secretary of the Provincial Party Committee Gao Wentai.
"Secretary Gao, the transfer order from the Ministry of Public Security has arrived. I may have to go home to treat my old mother's third episode of fever. I will report to you first. I will be back tomorrow. Then, if you have time in the evening, come home to have a meal.
Let’s have a casual dinner, I’m leaving now, I really want to have a meal with you, okay Secretary Gao?”
"Oh, you arrived yesterday? Are you back from a meeting?" Secretary Gao Wentai's usual steady voice came over the phone.
"Yes, I just came back from Longhorn. The documents will arrive tomorrow."
"Okay, Xiao, congratulations to you!" Secretary Gao Wentai paused and then said, "Wait until you come back. I will drop all other arrangements tomorrow night and go to your house for a meal and a meeting!"
"Okay, thank you, Secretary Gao! Haha," Director Xiao Zixin said with a smile on his face, "then let your niece-in-law cook some light specialties and see if she has made any progress in the past few years..."
"Well, Xiao Bai is a good cook," Secretary Gao said with a chuckle, "When I was in Xuanpu County, I sometimes went to Lao Bai's house for dinner. She often learned how to cook from her mother. When you go to this place in the province,
In the past few years, I went there several times and found that this girl is really good at making a living. You neither hire a nanny nor pursue some enjoyment of life, but you live a harmonious and happy life... Okay, okay! That's it,
Xiao, let’s do it tomorrow night!”
"Okay, Secretary Gao, shall I arrange a car to pick you up then?"
"No need, just let Lao Jiang drive there."
…
Putting down the phone, Director Xiao Zixin stood up and walked around in a circle. He felt so happy! Hahaha,... People in their forties, once they are happy, they will often suddenly make strange faces or make strange faces when they are alone.
The strange behavior was inexplicable, but his beautiful mood quickly calmed down. He called his lover Bai Xinyu again, asking if his family and his old father were ready, and immediately arranged a car to pick them up at home...
Bai Xinyu is now the deputy director of the Cadre Division of the Political Department of the Provincial Public Security Department. Before Director Xiao Zixin came back yesterday, he had made arrangements for her on the phone and told her not to go to work early this morning and to wait at home.
The old father tidied up, and then when he came back, they went back to his hometown Niangniang Village to burn three periods for his old mother...
"Are you in the hall?" On the phone, my lover Bai Xinyu heard the voice of Director Xiao Zixin and responded: "The old man and I have just finished breakfast and are packing up. Please let the car come."
"Okay." After putting down the phone, Director Xiao Zixin sent a text message directly to his driver:
"Go to my house to pick up my wife and my old father. Then go back to the hall and let's go together. Xiao."
"Okay, Director!"
There was a "ding" sound, and a text message was quickly responded. Director Xiao Zixin took a look. At this time, someone knocked on the door gently. Several deputy directors, the director of the Political Department, and the deputy directors then walked in gently.
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