There were many burns on my body, and the pain caused me to wake up in cold sweats day and night.
I remembered that I fell from above and was about to fall into the converter when the converter suddenly tilted to one side and I lost consciousness after falling.
The broken left leg has not yet fully recovered and is covered with a thick layer of plaster, making it difficult to walk. However, the news is not blocked.
A few days ago, I often saw Ziyang and would tell me about her situation. But these days, Ziyang seems to have suddenly disappeared from the world.
Ziyang is Zhuo Heng's illegitimate son. I have known this for a long time, but I still keep him by my side. I am not worried that he will betray me like his brother did, because he has no hatred for me in his heart.
Someone pushed open the door and entered, and a bright and lively face came into my sight. He was just like his name, Ling'er.
She is my full-time nurse and is responsible for all my daily care. I always have a cold attitude towards her, but she doesn't care at all. While giving me a drip, she said: "When the weather is nice, I will push you out."
Take a walk, if you keep holding it in like this, you will get tired."
I didn't seem to hear him and turned my head to the side.
She seemed to be used to it and smiled at me: "What kind of book do you like to read? I will find it for you."
I suddenly remembered Momo sitting on the swing reading a book, and the longing in my heart burst out again.
When I was in the steel mill, I decided to let go of Leng Xiao's hand, and I also decided to let go of everything. I was willing to fulfill them, but I couldn't bear the pain of losing her, so I was willing to fall into the fire and never
Resurrection, sometimes, the dead are happier than the living, because they no longer cry, no longer feel pain, and they have no fight with the world.
I have lost everything, career, money, and the people I love. Now I have nothing in my hands, but I don’t know what to miss. My days are like this, day after day. I lie here every day and watch the sun rise and set, and the window turns white.
Turn black, and turn from black to white.
"If you don't like reading, I'll turn on the TV and you can watch it." Ling'er walked towards the TV, and I suddenly said from behind her: "Don't turn it on."
Yes, I hate contact with anything now. I don’t want to hear any news that has nothing to do with me. I want to be quiet and forget about myself.
She glanced at me and smiled like an elf: "It turns out you can speak. I thought you were mute."
I snorted and lay on the bed with my eyes closed to rest. The wound was still very painful, but it was bearable, but there was a piece missing in my heart. How could I make up for it?
"A patient was sent to the hospital a few days ago. He is the handsome guy who was hospitalized with you last time." Ling'er knew that I was pretending to sleep, so she whispered in my ear.
I suddenly opened my eyes, she was talking about Leng Xiao?
Seeing that I was rarely interested in listening, she continued: "He suffered from a very strange hemorrhagic disease and kept vomiting blood. I thought he was going to die, but he miraculously came back to life. But, you know how he survived?"
Did you come here?"
Her beautiful little mouth opened and closed in front of me, and I just felt something buzzing in my ears.
"His wife gave him her blood, but as a result, she died." There was a deep sadness in her tone, because she once had a relationship with Qiu Mo.
I shocked her when I fell off the bed. She supported me and said, "Ye Hen, where are you going?"
Regardless of the excruciating pain in my legs, I just struggled to get up. Big drops of cold sweat rolled down my forehead. My hospital gown was soaked instantly. In the end, I couldn't withstand the huge pain in my body. I heard my bones crack again.
the sound of.
I pounded the ground, feeling so useless for the first time.
Momo, my Momo, she actually exchanged her life for Leng Xiao's life. How could she, how could she...
It seemed that my grief-stricken look frightened Ling'er, and she cried and begged with tears in her eyes: "Ye Hen, get up quickly, please, I will help you up."
When she saw that I didn't listen, her eyes were red and she looked desperate, so she hurried to find a doctor.
I lay back on the bed and saw those people busy around me. The bandages were removed and the broken bone had cracked and had to be operated on again.
I ignored it as if I didn't know the pain. Ling'er held the utensils and plates beside me, biting her thin lips, almost crying.
I don't know why she is so sad, I am just a patient to her.
She doesn't know what I'm feeling at this time. It's like something has dug a big hole, and the cold wind is pouring straight in. Without her in this life, not even a thought is left. I can survive in this world.
What's the point?
I don’t know how many days passed, but I finally agreed to let her push me out for a walk.
There is a large garden behind the hospital, and patients in twos and threes are walking in the woods and on the corridor.
Ling'er pushed me and kept chattering as she walked. Most of them were interesting things she encountered in the hospital, and she was very vivid when she told them.
I listened for a while until I saw a swing hanging on the banyan tree over there.
My eyes suddenly shone with light, "Over there."
It's rare for me to speak to Ling'er.
She happily pushed me under the banyan tree, then walked over and sat on the swing, shook it twice and said, "So you like swings."
I saw her smile as bright as a flower, and it felt like I was back to that day. I was holding Momo on the swing, and she was lying in my arms like a kitten. I took her to swing to the highest level, and her laughter spread
It enters my ears like the clearest silver bell.
Ling'er saw the sudden smile on my lips and couldn't help but said in surprise: "Ye Hen, you smiled, you actually smiled."
She jumped off the swing and danced around me, but I only saw a swing without anyone floating around in front of me. It was empty and had nothing. Everything just now was just a dream I had.
She is dead, she will never come back to me, she is finally free from my clutches, she is finally free.
Ling'er sat on the swing again and started swinging happily. She was very beautiful. When she smiled, she had a slight dimple on her face. She was wearing a pink nurse uniform, playful and cute.
When she is happy, she will call me: "Ye Hen, you are so tall. When you get better, I will take you to play."
My vision became blurry again, and I seemed to see the girl in the white dress smiling brightly in front of me.
Like her, but not her after all.
Looking back in time, a thousand years later, another picture suddenly appeared in front of me, unfolding in my memory. When was that time? It seems to be very far away. It has always existed in my mind, but
Never surfaced.
I know that it is a memory that has accumulated for thousands of years. I have heard people say that past and present lives are cause and effect for each other.
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