Live up to Ruolan, Live up to Qing——Cheng Liushang
Live up to Ruolan, live up to Qing
The place where Ruolan and I first met was in the misty forest. I still remember that it was very windy that day, and the sand blown up by the wind would hurt your eyes.
Ruolan was injured like this.
At that time, she looked soft and frail, very lovable.
I had some knowledge of medical skills, so I went up to save her.
Our meeting was so beautiful, and like all talented people and beautiful women, we fell in love.
At that time, I was a sour and artistic young man. I liked to write many, many poems to the people I loved, and I liked to plant many, many flowers for the people I loved.
Ruolan likes orchids, so I planted many orchids for her, which were everywhere.
I still remember that day, Ruolan excitedly sent me a pair of flutes. She said there was only one pair of flutes in the world, just like we were each other's only one.
I have always treasured that flute.
It wasn't until later that I realized that there are no absolutes in this world.
I always thought that Ruolan and I would get married happily. My father valued me very much. I would inherit the throne of Shengguo and then rule the world and give the people a peaceful world.
This is not difficult for me.
However, there are always many variables in things.
That year, when Ruolan was sixteen and I was sixteen, something happened in the Chu State. Ruolan's father, Emperor Shengde, was captured and the Chu State was in danger.
At that moment, I had made all preparations to face all this with Ruolan, and devoted my whole life to helping her overcome the difficulties. As long as Ruolan opened his mouth, even if I was only a soldier in my life, assisting him.
Brother, it doesn't matter.
However, Ruolan rejected me.
At this time, she actually gave up our love in exchange for a hundred thousand troops from Sheng Kingdom.
I know how stubborn she is. Once she makes a decision, no one can change it.
I don't blame her.
I only blame myself for not being strong enough for her to rely on.
I have tried to find Ruolan several times, but all I got was indifference again and again.
But I never gave up. I think as time goes by, Ruolan will definitely understand my feelings. She is such a smart person.
During that time, I worked harder and tried to handle everything around me.
I handle all the affairs of the government, military and government very well. I can easily move among the various forces and hold everything in Shengguo in my hands.
I'm waiting, waiting for Ruolan to find out that actually...Liu Zang is powerful enough to protect her...
But all this collapsed the moment I saw Ruolan and Ada Khan, the leader of the northern Turkic tribe, together...
I remember that night, it was very dark, and my father sent me as an envoy to the northern Turkic tribes to discuss relevant matters. After I arrived in the Turks, everything went smoothly. The night before I left, I didn’t know why, I didn’t sleep at all, and I got up and went out.
Take a walk.
The Turkic grasslands are beautiful, and the stars twinkle in the dark sky, just like my Ruolan.
Just as I was admiring the scenery, I heard a gasp. I shouldn't have looked, but the angle I was standing at forced me to look...
Ruolan, my most beloved person, the person I vowed to protect with my whole life, is lying under another man at this moment...
Male-female love seems to be a very common thing. My brothers have basically experienced it to some extent, but I have not...
Maybe I’m stubborn!
I stubbornly believe that I should leave my first time to the person I love most, my beloved Ruolan...
The grassland is particularly vast, and the open space will make sounds echo everywhere, just like the voices of Ye Ruolan and Ada Khan...
It is particularly obvious in the silent grassland.
At that moment, my heart hurt so much, as if it had been stabbed by something...
However, I don't blame Ruolan.
It's not her fault...
She is a weak woman who has to take care of her young brother and fight against the power of Chu State, so she has to pay more than others. I understand Ruolan's suffering and her difficulties.
I'm just sad...
Ruolan, actually, I can do what other men can do for you. Why can't you see me?
At that moment, my heart died...
I know that it is impossible for Ruolan and me.
Not because I have those vulgar plots, but because I know that in Ruolan's heart, the first priority is the great cause of Chu State, then her brother, and then...
Cheng Liushang was probably ranked very, very far away.
But, Ruolan, I still love you...
But since then, I have lost the motivation to work hard.
After returning to Shengguo, I suddenly felt that everything in the incident was just a cloud. People are mortal after all, so why bother to pursue those meaningless things?
But I am not as depressed as the world thinks. I will still complete the things my father has asked me to do, but I will no longer work as hard as before.
So I became a moderate person. I would not refuse my father's request, but I would not deliberately take it seriously.
I married Chen Dan, the daughter of Chen Changbo, the minister of the DPRK. I took the initiative to get this marriage. Everyone thought it was because I saw the power of the Chen family, but that was not the case.
I married Chen Dan because Chen Dan and I are the same person.
The man she loved finally left her, but she couldn't fall in love with anyone else.
In eight years of marriage, we have seen each other as if we were guests, and we have never even touched our hands.
She protects the person in her heart, and I still love my Ruolan.
I always thought I would fall in love like this until I met her.
Her name is Baili Shuang, and she is the legitimate wife of my second emperor brother. I am probably the only one in the entire palace who knows the secret of the second emperor brother. I saw it, but I didn't reveal it.
I am no longer interested in fighting for power, not to mention, it is not a good thing to mess with someone like the second emperor brother.
I have no intention of getting involved in any struggle, or in other words, I have no intention of getting involved in anything.
But, I don't know why, after seeing her, I couldn't help but care about her.
At first, it was probably because her eyes looked like Ruolan's.
She is strong and stubborn, but as time goes by, I find that she and Ruolan are completely different.
Sometimes, I even think that if Ruolan's character was half like hers, I would be the happiest man in the world...
In those days, I always felt sorry for such a woman, cared about such a woman, and secretly glanced at her unconsciously...
As time passed, I found that her every move could affect my emotions...
Cheng Song also noticed this, so he used the chess piece Cheng Lingfeng placed beside him, Xiangxue.
Cheng Song is a thoughtful person, and his usual style is to do things without leakage. He kept hinting with words that Xiangxue might be the chess piece I arranged beside him, making Baili Shuang think that the child in Xiangxue's belly was mine... But
He never had any substantive words directed at me...
Therefore, even if Shuang'er really discovers something in the future, there is no way to talk about it.
In fact, Cheng Song's actions are unnecessary. I have never thought about what will happen to Shuang'er. I think I still love Ruolan...
As for Shuang'er, I just admire her character.
I once swore that I would only love Ruolan in this life and would never betray her. Cheng Liushang is a man who keeps his word.
However, after learning that Shuang'er was taken away by Ruolan, I discovered that I had violated my oath after all. I... fell in love with my second younger brother and sister...
I clearly know that Cheng Song has already arranged everything, and even if I don't go, Shuang'er will be fine, but I still can't help but go...
Before going, I sent people to check a lot.
I know that with Ruolan's character, she will never do anything unreasonable, and Ruolan will never come to see me easily, unless something happens...
All my previous connections were gone, and with just one order, I quickly figured out the whole story.
Ruolan is suffering from an incurable disease and has only three months left to live. Therefore, Ruolan misses me and wants to see me again before the end of her life.
I know.
Ruolan, she should still love me, otherwise, with her character, she would never threaten Shuang'er's life and just want to see me. Ruolan, she is such a proud woman...
I went and met Ruolan and Shuang'er...
In fact, even if I don't agree to Ruolan's request, I can still take Shuang'er away, but I still agree to her... I know that this is probably one of the few requests Ruolan has made in her life, and I can't bear to refuse her, let alone
Can't bear to hurt her...
For Shuang'er, I know my position very well.
I am her brother...that's all...
How I wish I could just think of myself as her brother!
However, sometimes people cannot control themselves.
Ruolan is a sensitive person, she felt it, and she was going to attack Shuang'er, so I blocked the sword for her without thinking...
I thought, at that moment, I finally failed Ruolan...
Ruolan should be very sad!
She has suffered so many injuries in her life, I shouldn't hurt her again.
That night, I was unconscious and I kept holding Shuang'er's hand tightly. I knew this was the only time in my life that I could hold her hand. When I woke up, she would be just my sister.
…
When I woke up, the first thing I thought of was to go to the place where Ruolan and I met. I knew that Ruolan must be there at this time...
Sure enough, she was there. I pretended to be surprised and told her that I had misunderstood her because I hated Xiao Ke...
In fact, this time, I took advantage of Cheng Song...
This is what I wanted to say to Shuang'er before I died, but I didn't say it in the end, not because I had no strength, but because I couldn't say it at all...
I noticed the man in black before he even got close. I don’t know why, but I didn’t want to hide.
I seem to be tired...
That's it. In this case, at least Ruolan still thinks that I still love her...
In this way, even if Liu Shang goes to hell before her, Ruolan will be happier...
However, what I didn't expect was that Ruolan would desperately try to save me. How could I let this happen?
I have already failed Ruolan once. I can't let her die because of me again. I absolutely can't...
I turned around, and the moment the sword pierced my chest, I suddenly felt a feeling of happiness.
I saw Shuang'er crying for me!
Shuang'er, you will always remember me in this life...
That's enough...
enough……
I didn't say anything to Shuang'er, but turned to look at Ruolan and smiled gently at her.
My heart has been betrayed to Ruolan, but I can't let her know that Ruolan will not be happy in this way, so she keeps looking at her...
Ruolan, you must be happy!
Even if you don't have many days left, you still want to be happy...
Ruolan, I'm sorry, I failed you by not entering, and even deceived you before I died.
Ruolan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...
I just hope you can be happier...
Cheng Song, I'm sorry, I took advantage of you in the end. Maybe I did it for that purpose in the first place, but the separation between Ruolan and I was not caused by you...
Probably, in the coming days, Shuang'er will probably blame you...
Cheng Song, I'm sorry...
You and Shuang'er must be happy.
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