Rejecting Mrs. Shi's kindness to ask the driver to take her to the hospital, Wan Qing took a taxi to the hospital by herself.
Looking at the big words 'Gynecological Examination Specialist', she subconsciously tightened her grip.
When she heard the nurse calling her name, she had never felt so uneasy.
What should I do if I really am pregnant?
After a series of examinations, Wan Qing just sat quietly in the corridor of the hospital waiting for the results.
"Jing Wanqing!"
"Jing Wanqing, who is this?!"
After the nurse called twice, Wan Qing slowly came back to her senses.
"Yes, I'm here."
"Come in with me."
The nurse led Wan Qing in. Wan Qing was so nervous that a thin layer of cold sweat broke out on her palms.
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The female doctor looked very experienced. She pushed up her thick glasses on the bridge of her nose while reviewing all her examination results.
"Already 35 days pregnant."
The doctor told her calmly, without any fluctuation in his tone.
Wan Qing's face turned slightly pale, and she subconsciously clasped her hands on her legs.
The doctor then raised his head and looked at her, "I just looked at your medical records. You should have a good idea of your physical condition."
"Doctor, can it be that I really can't give birth to the baby?"
Wan Qing's eyes were as dim as a late night without stars, revealing a confused sadness.
"You have just recovered from your kidney disease. In a situation like yours, you have to wait at least three years before you can even think about getting pregnant."
The doctor answered expressionlessly.
"But, I'm not afraid of hard work, nor...death..."
She wants this child...
Really, really, really want...
This belongs to you and him...
"This is not just your problem!" The doctor opened the medical record and looked at her seriously, "Not to mention that your body cannot conceive a child normally in the short term. Even if it is born, the chance of the child being deformed in the future is 80%.
%! Under such circumstances, insisting on giving birth to a child is selfish on your part - in order to satisfy your selfish desires, you bring a deformed child into this world and endure everyone's strange eyes. Therefore, I do not recommend that you give birth to a child.
Come down."
Wan Qing lowered her head and placed her hands on her flat belly, trembling slightly.
Do you really have to say goodbye to yourself like this when your child has not yet been born?
So sad to leave...
Really, reluctant to give up...
But, does she have a choice?
While he was pondering, the cell phone in his bag rang.
She pulled it out and took a look, only to realize that it was a call from Lu Yansong.
After a series of inspections, I sat down and found that it was already half past two in the afternoon...
Looking at the flashing numbers, Wan Qing's eyes suddenly became wet.
Lu Yansong, happy birthday...
But……
Today, I couldn't spend time with him.
She didn't dare to answer the phone, let alone hear his voice, she was afraid...
I will change my mind, I will really become selfish...
With trembling fingers, he moved to the red key and hung up immediately.
Then, turn off the phone.
After doing a series of things, my heart trembled.
Tears have already broken down in my eyes.
Sorry, baby...
Sorry, Lu Yansong...
"How's it going? Have you made your decision?"
The doctor raised his head and looked at her.
Pursing her lips, Wan Qing nodded, "When is the best time to have the surgery?"
"I just checked the arrangements for the operating room. It will be fine at three o'clock this afternoon."
"Three o'clock..." Wan Qing muttered.
The doctor looked at her and said, "You should make a decision early. I still have many patients here."
Taking a deep breath, it seemed that only in this way could Wan Qing make this difficult decision.
"Just three o'clock in the afternoon..."
Even the words were trembling in his voice.
I can't delay it any longer. If I delay it any longer, I will become more and more attached to this child...
When the time comes, making a decision will not be as simple as it is now.
"Well. Just adjust your psychology. Don't be nervous. You'll be fine."
The doctor advised Wanqing.
Wan Qing nodded and said nothing. She just opened the door and sat alone in the corridor.
In the corridor, people come and go.
There are happy young couples, there are sweet young lovers, and there are also...
Like her, she is alone and dejected.
The wind blew into the corridor.
Now, more than half of spring has passed, and it is obviously not that cold anymore, but Wan Qing still couldn't help but shudder, and subconsciously hugged herself tightly.
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Lu Yansong wanted to pick up Wan Qing, but he didn't expect to be hung up on.
When I dialed again, it was prompted to shut down the phone.
This woman!
What are you doing?
I tried to dial again without giving up, but there was only a cold, mechanical sound coming from the other side.
Jing Wanqing...
What exactly does she mean?
I have been silent for such a long time, just to figure out the answer in my heart.
Finally, I made up my mind to let go of the past grudges and hatred, even if it meant betraying my mother...
But……
Now, what does she mean?
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Time passes little by little.
Lu Yansong was sitting in the tea restaurant, his eyes only focused on the door, looking at the people coming in and out.
His gaze was focused very tightly, fearing that he might miss a certain figure.
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[Update 3, we will continue to update later, please stay calm.]