Holding the [Wrath] Fallen Angel Jade Tablet, Huang Shang's perception of the extreme killing and death intention of Wrath has become more and more acute. At this moment, he can clearly feel the powerful power coming from the Red Queen's body.
Emerge and blend into the jade tablet.
Under the influence of these powerful forces and auras, Huang Shang even seemed to vaguely see an angry figure shrouded in darkness and blood!
In addition, there is an inexplicable feeling in his heart, as if [anger] is passing through this power at this moment, looking at him with his cold and decisive eyes, as if there will never be any hesitation!
"anger……"
Feeling the mysterious gaze, Huang Shang had an inexplicable thought in his heart: "Are you...real again?"
In a daze, Huang Shang was once again lost for a moment, and the scene in front of him also changed. The fuzzy black figure of Angry turned into Dr. Zhou in a white coat, and the Red Queen and others around him also turned into
His parents, younger brother, and some nurses and security guards gathered around him!
Nurses and security guards?
Realizing that there were suddenly many people in the room, Huang Shang was stunned for a moment and looked around.
But what he saw next made his heart tremble.
He saw his mother standing not far away, with a swollen face, a slap mark, and even some blood on her nose, as if she had been slapped by someone!
"Mom, what's wrong with you?!"
Seeing that her mother was injured, Huang Shang suddenly felt uncomfortable in her heart and couldn't help but ask.
"I'm fine, I just touched it accidentally..."
After hearing Huang Shang's words, his mother smiled and comforted him.
But the observant Huang Shang quickly noticed something was wrong, such as why his palms were aching, and why the nurses and security guards around him looked wary, as if they might pounce at any time, and there were even a few young nurses.
The eyes looking at him were full of contempt, as if he had just done something treacherous...
Huang Shang may not be able to tell which memory is real, but his basic judgment and analysis skills have not been affected, so he immediately realized that the culprit that caused his mother's injury was no one else but himself!
The next moment, Huang Shang felt a sharp pain in his heart, and boundless guilt kept pouring out. His voice became a little dry, as if there was something blocked in his throat, and he asked hoarsely: "Mom...did I do it?
"
"No, this was just an accident. Mom was not careful..."
Seeing Huang Shang's uncomfortable look, his mother immediately comforted him, for fear of irritating him again.
"No, don't lie to him, tell him the truth!"
But at this moment, Dr. Zhou looked at Huang Shang seriously and said, "Yes, your mother's injury was caused by your own hands. Just now your mother was talking to you about what happened before. As a result, you
With a look of pain on his face, he fell into hallucination again. He wanted to wake you up, but you suddenly slapped him in the face like you were crazy!"
"Look how swollen your mother's face is. You used to study medicine, so you should know how painful a trauma of this level is!"
"But your mother is still smiling and comforting you, why?"
Speaking of this, Dr. Zhou took a deep breath and said in a deep voice: "Because compared with the harm you have caused them by being in a coma and falling into paranoia in the past few years, this physical harm is not worth it at all.
Mention! You thought it would be painful if you slapped your mother, but have you ever thought that you are addicted to illusions and do not distinguish between reality, so the pain you bring to them is not ten times the pain of this slap.
, a hundred times, a thousand times?”
"Mr. Huang, Huang Shang, when will you accept reality and wake up?"
In the end, Dr. Zhou almost spoke to Huang Shang in an angry manner.
"I……"
After hearing Dr. Zhou's words, and looking at his mother with slap marks on her face, and her father and younger brother who were also concerned, Huang Shang fell into deeper pain for a while.
It's really hard for him to tell which world is real...
Or to be precise, it is really difficult for him to choose which world to believe is real!
In this world, he has parents who love him, a younger brother who cares about him, and a stable and peaceful life. He doesn't have to worry about zombie monsters, the Seven Deadly Sins, Alice, or Pangu. As long as he accepts everything in front of him,
Then slowly "heal" yourself, and soon you can live the quiet life you dreamed of.
But in that dangerous and precarious doomsday, there was a woman who loved him deeply and was deeply loved by him, a brother who was willing to trade his life for his life and share life and death with him, and inner demons who were both enemies and friends, and a tacit understanding gradually developed.
…
Recalling the battles we fought side by side in the last days, sharing life and death together, and the vows we made together, how could he bear to believe that all of them were in vain and were hallucinations caused by his illness?
He really doesn’t know how to choose or how to believe it!
For a moment, Huang Shang fell into deep entanglement and hesitation. Even his eyes turned slightly red unconsciously, and his whole body started to tremble!
He has never been more helpless than now!
Amidst this trembling and trembling, the picture in front of Huang Shang began to distort again, as if he was returning to the end of the world.
But at this moment, Dr. Zhou's last words came into his ears: "Mr. Huang, if it is really difficult for you to let go of everything in the hallucination and cannot distinguish what is real and what is illusion, then calm down and think about it.
Think about it, between everything that happened in reality and everything that happened in your hallucination, which one is more likely to happen and is more reasonable?"
After hearing the words, the picture in front of Huang Shang changed again, and he returned to the dungeon, and he was holding the jade token of the Seven Deadly Sins [Wrath] tightly in his hand. At the same time, he only felt a little clear water sliding down his cheeks. He wiped
I wiped it and found that I was crying without knowing it.
Recalling everything he had just experienced in the fantasy, especially the slap mark on his mother's face, the guilt and pain in Huang Shang's heart did not diminish at all, but intensified.
Just looking at the worried looks of everyone around him, he didn't say anything more. Instead, he put the jade pendant in his arms and said to the others: "You guys go on, I'll take a rest..."
"Oh, okay, Brother Huang, please rest first and we will continue."
Hearing Huang Shang speak, everyone immediately reacted and nodded repeatedly. Although they pretended to be relaxed and indifferent on the surface, the depths of everyone's eyes and hearts were filled with strong worry and uneasiness.
After having been with Huang Shang for so long, this was the first time they saw Huang Shang so lost and even in tears!
No matter how strong the enemy is, no matter how difficult it is, or even in a desperate situation with almost no way out, they have never seen weakness and hesitation in Huang Shang, but this time...
For a time, Huang Shang, who was the backbone, had such an accident, which made everyone feel even more uneasy.
ps: Here comes the third update, keep coding, okay!