She couldn't watch her child face that kind of pain...
If Youyou and Yisheng both want to leave themselves and she is alive, what else is there to mean?
Two clear tears slid down from the corners of their eyes, sank into the pillowcase, wet a large area.
The doctor said that it was time to give birth to another child now, and it was still too late to use umbilical cord blood. If you delayed it any longer, you could only rely on chemotherapy to maintain his weak life. Xia Qingtian couldn't imagine that she would lose Youyou. That day she saw her mother, who was also a leukemia patient, crying outside the operating room, and her hands and feet were also cold, without temperature, and she was trembling.
If she delays, she will have such a day...
She clenched her lips, and she wanted to try it no matter what the future would be.
She couldn't watch Youyou being sent to the emergency room again and again.
At this time, Ye Yisheng pushed the door and saw her awake. He walked over and sat on the side of the bed. His dark eyes were filled with trouble for her. "Are you awake?"
Thinking of her not speaking all day, his heart was tugged and it hurts every time.
He reached out to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes and sighed, "Don't worry too much, our son will get better."
Although he was not sure, he wanted to say these words to comfort her. He really couldn't bear to see her sad look, but what should she do if even Youyou were not by her side one day?
Qingtian held his hand and let his warm big hand press on his cheek. Looking at him, an impulse thought arises in his heart.
She sat up, leaned in his arms, reached out to wrap around his waist, and whispered, "Yi Sheng."
"Um?"
"Would we have another baby?"
Hearing this, he was stunned, holding her shoulders and stretching a distance between each other, and leaning down to look at the only little hope in her eyes, "Sunny day, be more rational."
"You know, this is not possible."
Qingtian smiled bitterly, "Can I still have rationality now?"
Tears hit her, and the sourness in her heart came fiercely like a surging tide, occupying her entire heart.
She held his hand and held it tightly, "This is the only way to save Youyou. I can't give up. Yi Sheng, please agree to me, okay?"
She wants to have another baby...
She wants to save Youyou.
Ye Yisheng couldn't help frowning, with pain written between her eyebrows touching the wound in her eyes. He stood up, gritted his teeth and said cruelly, "No! I can't promise you!"
How could he pass on his illness to her and then cause pain to the family?
Is she crazy?
"Do you really want to watch Youyou die?!"
She became excited and couldn't help but yelling at him.
Ye Yisheng's chest was undulating, and he bent down and held Qingtian's shoulders tightly, "Xia Qingtian, be more rational!! Do you understand that this is not saving Youyou, this is just a temporary! If you save him temporarily, there will be greater pain waiting for him!! And you..."
When he mentioned her, his throat tightened, his voice became hoarse, and his eyes were filled with water vapor, "And you will also get infected with this disease. On sunny days, do you know how severe the consequences will be!!"
Crystal tears fell from her eyes, and she murmured helplessly, "I know, but I really have no choice. What should I do if you and Youyou leave me? What is the point of living? Have another baby to save him, Youyou can at least stay by my side for a longer time..."
She burst into tears, so helpless, and the crying made people feel heart-wrenching.
Ye Yisheng wrapped her tightly in his arms and hugged her tightly. Her wet and hot tears wet a large area of his shirt, wet his whole heart, and tears of sadness.
If you have another child, this road is a dead end!
He wouldn't let her go that path, he would never...
Ye Yisheng finally comforted her and fell asleep. Looking at her swollen eyes, her curly eyelashes were still stained with crystal tears. His heart was so painful that it was difficult to suffocate. He reached out to wipe off her tears, let her lean in his arms, and hugged her so much all night.
Only when people taste unbearable consequences can they know regret.
One wrong step, one wrong step...
He admitted his wrong savior, then fell in love with the wrong person, and then regarded Xue'er as sunny because of drunkenness. He had a relationship with her that only once, just once!!
Once he was destined to have a helpless situation at this moment.
As soon as Xia Qingtian walked to the door of Youyou's ward, he saw that the bed in the ward next to him was empty.
At that moment, her heart was a little empty.
When I opened the door, I saw the little guy sitting on the bed with his face hanging down, as if he was very unhappy.
She tried hard to raise the corner of her mouth, sat beside him, tilted her head to look at him, and pinched his face, "What's wrong?"
Youyou raised her eyes, tears were everywhere in her eyes.
Seeing this, Qingtian suffocated and quickly reached out to stroke the little guy's face, and his voice softened, "What's wrong? Baby."
Xia Youyou bit her lips, her eyes were red, and she choked for a long time before asking, "Mommy, will I die like Xiaodong, brother in the ward next to me?"
Hearing this, she felt a little awkward in her heart and looked at the questions on the little guy's face in a speech.
Immediately afterwards, I heard the little guy say, "The nurse sister said, Brother Xiaodong has the same disease as me. Because he has no money to treat, he delayed the treatment time, so he died. Mommy, will I die?"
The word "death" is like a sharp knife in her heart, her flesh and blood...
She pressed the little guy in her arms and said hoarsely, "Don't you say this again or not? You won't be like Brother Xiaodong. I believe that our Youyou will get better, grow up healthily, and stay with your mother forever."
Xiao Youyou pursed her mouth and tears hung on her eyelids, "Can I be discharged from the hospital? It's so terrible here. People die every day."
Looking at the fear in the little guy's eyes and the crystal tears, Qingtian's heart was cut like a knife and reached out to gently wipe away the tears from his face, "Baby, we can only get better faster by staying in the hospital, do you understand? Aren't we Xia Youyou a little man? Well? A man should be very brave, right?"
Xiao Youyou looked at the tears in her eyes, stretched out her chubby little hand to help her wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, and nodded, "Okay, I believe in Mommy."
The sentence "I believe in Mommy" is like a huge rock that presses on Xia Qingtian's chest.
When she went to work, she always made mistakes when she thought of Youyou's words. For example, when she went to pour water, the hot water flooded, but she didn't realize it. It was not until the hot water burned to her hands that she woke up from the pain.
Xia Qingtian sat behind the desk, rubbing her temples. The shiny computer screen was related to the treatment of leukemia children...
She has read the news and knows that there are families who have another child to save the sick child, and this method is very effective...
Dongdongdongdongdong...
Tong Hua knocked on her desk, and Qingtian raised her head and found that she was already standing at her desk. Tong Hua put the information on her desk and looked at her with a stuttering look, "Manager Xia, your face looks bad. Do you want to go back and rest early?"
Qingtian smiled reluctantly, "I'm fine."
"Oh, then you should pay more attention. I think you have always been absent-minded recently and have a bad face."
"Then I'll go out to work."
Tong Hua turned around and was about to leave, and Qingtian suddenly called her, "Tong Hua!"
"Um?"
Tong Hua turned around and looked at her in confusion.
Xia Qingtian looked at her, her eyes changed, making Tong Hua unable to guess what she was going to say. Qingtian hesitated and seemed a little difficult to speak. She smiled and asked easily, "Manager Xia, ask if you have any questions."
"You...uh...you know..."
Qingtian thought about the sex she was going to ask about // medicine, and her face was getting a fever!
Tong Hua blinked, "What am I?"
Xia Qingtian made a fuss and said, "Didn't you say last time that a friend was selling medicines to increase sexual desire? Can you take me to buy it?"
As soon as he said that, Tong Hua's smile became stiff, but Manager Xia would ask this.
She laughed dryly, but she couldn't show any surprise, so that Xia Qingtian couldn't come to Taiwan. She quickly smiled and said, "Yes, I... I'll take you there after get off work?"
"Is that... really useful?"
Tong Hua maintained a smile on his face and smiled awkwardly, "I don't know either. I haven't used it before. I only know that the thing was smuggled back from abroad. It's more effective than Viagra's medicine. It seems that men will have a stronger sexual interest after using it."
After saying that, Tong Hua asked in a brainless manner, "Manager Xia, do you want to buy women or men?"
“…”
Qingtian was speechless, her face was burning like fire. She lowered her head and maintained her calmness on her face. "Assistant Tong, you have too many questions."
Only then did Tong Hua realize how presumptuous his problem was, and laughed dryly, "Hahaha, then I'll go out to work, and I'll take you there after get off work later."
After Tong Hua left, Qingtian breathed a sigh of relief and his face was filled with a burning sensation.
Xia Qingtian was struggling in his heart after getting the medicine.
This medicine is like a chronic poison, and she will suffer more pain in the future...
If she contracts that disease, then there will be a child that is about to be born, and her Youyou...
Qingtian is struggling and hesitating, but if she doesn't do this, Youyou will leave, Yi Sheng will leave, and they all leave, leaving her alone...
The boy named Xiaodong in the next ward was almost admitted to the hospital at the same time as Youyou, but Xiaodong...
I remembered the bed that was emptied and the heart-wrenching cry of Xiaodong's mother.
Thinking of the doctor's warning, Youyou was afraid...
Xia Qingtian's hand holding the little pill was trembling. Should she put the pill in red wine?
Suddenly...
"sunny?"
The sudden sound made Qingtian stunned, and his hand trembled, and the pill in his hand fell into the wine glass.
She looked at the glass of wine with her eyes rounded. Before she could react, Ye Yisheng had already walked over from the bathroom and came to her side. Seeing her pale face, she couldn't help but reach out to touch her face, "What are you thinking about again?"
"I……"
Qingtian felt dry mouth and tongue, and her throat was tight.
Ye Yisheng felt that she was a little strange, and held her shoulders and said, "Go to take a shower and you will be more energetic."
He pushed her to the bathroom, helped her get her clothes, walked into the bathroom in Qingtian, looking at his pale face, a little stunned.
Suddenly, she thought of the glass of wine outside!!
Qingtian quickly opened the bathroom door. She had just walked out and wanted to call him, but saw the empty wine glass on the table. Her heart suddenly tightened and her hands and feet became cold.
Ye Yisheng noticed her behind him and looked at her uneasy and pale face in confusion, "What's wrong?"
Qingtian looked at him and thought to himself, maybe this is destined by heaven?
She will die together, she will live...
Their family will be together forever regardless of life or death.
Qingtian's eyes were a little wet. She smiled at him and shook her head, choked and said, "I'm going to take a shower."
After speaking, he walked into the bathroom under his exploratory gaze.
She stood under her disheveled head, turned on the cold water and kept rushing down from the top of her head...
The cold water made her tremble, and her heart trembled.
Tears slid out of the corners of her eyes and were washed away by a large amount of tears. She had no way out. Since God helped her make a decision, she would go with the trend. Even if she died, she would always follow her along the way.
When she went out, she deliberately did not wear underwear and just wrapped her towel around her, and then she walked out of the bathroom tremblingly. Seeing him lying on the bed and checking things with his laptop, Qingtian gritted her teeth to suppress the trembling coldness of the teeth and walked towards him.
She took the laptop in his hand, sat on the side of the bed, and looked at him steadily, and saw that his face was slightly red. It should have been as effective as the medicine, and she felt hot all over...
Qingtian lay on his chest and said tremblingly, "Husband, hug me, I'm so cold."
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