"What's going on?" Qi Xuan put down his cup and said calmly, "It's just like what the girl saw."
Tian Liang's face became angry and he smashed the table with a bang, "Do you know what I promised Bei Yuketun, and do you know how much she believes in me?"
"Of course I know." Qi Xuan raised his head and smiled at her, "But this is the girl's business and has nothing to do with Qi, right?"
Tianliang was stunned for a moment, unable to respond or understand either his words or his smile.
Yesterday, yesterday he held her in his arms and vowed to withdraw, yesterday he explained gently and wordlessly, yesterday before getting off the horse, he could be so devoted and forceful that he kissed her until she suffocated.
Today, after being able to use her again, it has nothing to do with her behaving like this.
She was stunned for a long time, not knowing what to say.
After a long time, she heard the sound of turning books aside, and then she turned around and saw Qi Xuan sitting down at the desk, holding a thin book in his hand, and slowly flipping through the pages, with a calm expression on his face.
Any look of guilt or excess, from beginning to end, is a cold look.
"gentlemen……"
She stared at him for a long time, turned around, and called him softly.
Qi Xuan raised his head and responded with a gentle expression, "I'm here."
The response was as usual.
Tianliang's nose felt sore and he clenched his fists, "This is the second time you've taken advantage of me..."
"A war is never tired of deceit," he replied indifferently, "As a general, this is the basic art of war and you should understand it."
"I understand...of course I understand." Tian Liang clenched his hands tightly, and his white nails pinched the flesh. "I just don't know that Dong Jing's royal status is so important to you. It's so important that you can even make it up."
Those lies to deceive me!"
"There is no reason to give up what you deserve," Qixuan replied slowly, "It has been planned for several years, just for today, and it must not be destroyed in one day."
"Planning for several years..."
Tianliang repeated slowly, his eyes lost sight, he finally admitted it...
"I can't find it..." Tianliang shook his head, "I can't find any reason to defend you."
Qi Xuan didn't answer, just hummed with a calm expression.
In Tianliang, I felt that the light I had always believed in in my chest was obscured bit by bit by the huge black hole, covering it and falling into desolation.
"You lied to me and used me, but you could still be so open-minded. I have never been used by the same person twice and still asked for an explanation so calmly. You don't know how much I care about you, and you don't know how much I care about you.
As much as I trust you, you have never considered my feelings... The trust and friendship between you and me were erased and destroyed bit by bit by your own hands..."
She closed her eyes, "Qixuan... I'm tired..."
Qi Xuan saw two big teardrops falling on the book he was holding...
"It's so tiring to be with you like this..."
Qi Xuan looked at her until she opened her eyes, then put down the booklet and spoke in a cold tone: "It was the girl who said she wanted to help me at the beginning. You were just doing your job. Why are you crying now?"
Things that are part of the job...
It turns out that I was a pawn in his plan, and being deceived and used by him was all part of my business...
It was a cold day and my heart felt cold.
Looking at his handsome face at this moment, he lost all the strength to refute.
Mr. Ruan is right, she lost.
From the very beginning she chose to believe, she lost completely.
It was she, too stupid, who kept this so-called non-existent trust and carefully filled up this feeling that was basically a lie.
She was wrong...so wrong.
Tianliang raised his hand and wiped away the wet marks from the corners of his eyes, "This time, I didn't recognize people well, so I admitted my mistake! Let's not mention your purpose for now. In the past, you did help me a lot. These two times I helped you
, Count it as repaying a favor. When I said I would help you, I take it back... In the past, I take back every word I said to you Qixuan."
He looked at her and replied quietly, "Okay."
good……
Just this one word.
Tian Liang suddenly laughed, such a bright smile, but his expression was sad and abrupt, "You don't understand why I was crying just now? Then I'll tell you, sir. Because I know that we are going to die... From now on, we will be strangers...
I don’t even understand this. Sir, you really don’t understand me. It’s like I have never understood you. We meet each other in a hazy and unclear manner... I thought that I met the person who treats me best in the world.
Unexpectedly, the world is always cold, and what I encountered was a relationship that was worse than bullshit. I, Lu Lan, am really blind and don’t know how to choose a man..."
This time, she only shed two tears, and she was not as excited or angry as before. After saying these words indifferently, she took off the headband he gave him, put it on the table, and said calmly:
"I hope I won't meet you again in my next life."
Otherwise, I can't guarantee that I will fall in love with someone like you who doesn't care about me for the second time.
When she turned around and left the camp, she heard Qixuan whisper from behind, "Girl, please go slowly, I won't see you off."
In the end, there was not a word of reservation.
Tianliang felt sad in his heart, but his feet seemed not to hear it. He didn't stop for a moment and walked straight out without looking back——
Qi Xuan placed the red thread in the palm of his hand, gently buckled it, and after three or five strokes, it became a simple and small lovesickness knot. He looked at the knot for a long time, put it away, and sat on the chair.
Hours, without saying a word.
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When Tianliang left the camp, he mounted his horse, galloped wildly to relieve the sadness and depression in his heart, and ran into the distance into the wind.
The sky was very cloudy and the wind was blowing hard. The wind blowing on my body was like a knife, and every inch of my skin that was cut was terribly painful.
She thought of many scenes in her mind. He got off the sedan, stood up like an ink painting, and greeted him with a smile. Girl, are you waiting for me?
He sat beside the couch and whispered in such a heart-warming tone, I will stay by your side.
He was fishing, reading a book, standing in front of the waves, stretching out his hand and smiling at her, saying, girl, come here...
In the past, she always wanted to dodge and refused to show her sincerity;
Now she tried her best to pass by, but he pushed her away while talking and laughing. He ignored her and watched her with cold eyes, causing scars all over her body.
I finally understood why he never called her by her first name...because to him, she was just a girl who could be used and deceived, and whom he met by chance.
I finally understood why he could walk away for several days with such peace of mind... Because Qixuan never cared about someone worrying about him and looking for him like crazy.
This was clearly not liking or love, it was just wishful thinking on which she was deceived.