Holding a small stone in his hand, he used his strength to carve a mark on the stone wall.
This is already the 200th one. Every time someone comes to deliver food, Han Ming will carve one on the stone wall.
After coughing slightly, Han Ming said slowly: "It's already the 200th road. There is no sound, no sunshine, and no one here. I don't know how long it has been. From the fear at the beginning, to the madness, to calmness, and then to
I felt hopeless and finally numb. I don’t know how long it took. No one said a word to me. I couldn’t hear any sound in my ears and couldn’t see anything in my eyes. My chest was so tight that it made me mad. I had no strength left in my body.
I feel like I have lost my eyesight after staying in this environment for a long time. I can feel that my muscles are shrinking a little bit, and my strength is disappearing. I don’t know how long I can hold on, maybe soon, maybe soon
, I will die. I have tried to escape, but here there are only rocks, and there are still rocks. Even the ground is full of rocks. I can’t dig a tunnel. I have recalled everything I have experienced since I was a child countless times. At the beginning, I would
Nightmare. But now..."
Han Ming sighed softly and continued: "I can no longer tell when I am awake and when I am dreaming. My brain is numb and my head hurts. Sleep takes up most of my time and I have a headache.
I don’t know when this life will end. I don’t know what else I can do. If I can go back to my old life, I’m willing to pay any price. If I can get out, I’m willing to be a
Be a beggar who has been begging all your life, no matter what you do."
Han Ming poured out the water from the bag, then rubbed his face a few times with one hand, stabilized his mood, and said: "I used to wonder, what is the purpose of living? I used to think it was to do something.
A great career has made people who look down on me look at me with admiration, and allowed everyone I care about to live a good life. But now, I think that living means living well. Experience life well, no matter whether it is good or bad.
No, it’s all a kind of life. It’s all a kind of happiness. As long as it allows me to continue to experience life, I am willing to do anything. I always thought that death was the most terrifying thing in the world, but now I know. Loneliness is the most terrifying thing in the world.
It's the scariest thing. No one listens to anything you say, no one pays attention to you. No one, no one."
Han Ming felt that his thoughts were a little confused. He rubbed his face vigorously with his hands a few times in an attempt to calm himself down.
Han Ming stood quietly in the absolute darkness, raised his head, and looked around numbly. There was nothingness in front of him. He sat down, stood up again, took two steps for a while, and took a few steps back for a while. The absolute silence and darkness made him
My nerves started to go crazy. All my actions were unconscious.
Sometimes I sing, sometimes I laugh, sometimes I cry.
I slapped myself in the face, haha, I can no longer feel the pain.
This kind of life goes on forever, and I don’t know when it will end.
Waking up from his sleep again, Han Ming was in a daze for a while out of habit. He lay on the ground and quietly looked at the darkness in front of him.
Suddenly, he seemed to have made a decision. He stood up suddenly, gritted his teeth frantically, and the tears in his eyes flowed down without hesitation. He rushed in one direction. He decided to commit suicide.
He could no longer feel the meaning of survival. Only now did he understand that it was so easy for a person to lose hope of living. You don’t have to experience cruel wars, you don’t have to endure other people’s sarcastic looks, you don’t have to do anything...
When he was about to hit the stone wall in the darkness, a force bounced him back.
Han Ming rushed forward again, but was bounced back again. He shouted hysterically and rushed forward again and again, only to be bounced back again and again.
After rushing several times, he got tired and sat down on the ground, gasping for air. Only then did he realize that something seemed a little unusual. He should have hit the wall. Why did it bounce back?
Could it be that he is already dead? This place is already hell?
Suddenly, Han Ming felt a sense of fear, and the hairs all over his body stood up! An inexplicable, huge, indescribable feeling of fear enveloped his whole body and mind.
Am I already dead!?
Did I die as soon as I entered the cave? I am now in the state of a soul!?
Up to now, Han Ming is no longer afraid of death. However, if he is in the state of soul now and cannot leave this place, does it mean that he will continue in this state forever? Continuing in this boundless darkness, boundless
Lonely? Will you be trapped in this place forever?
It’s been a long time since I felt this kind of fear. What would it be like if there was no way to escape even after death? It’s indescribable. Han Ming couldn’t describe his feelings now. There was a loud bang in his head and his limbs were shaking.
He fell to the ground with his butt.
"Have you vented enough?" A cold voice suddenly appeared.
Han Ming jumped up in excitement. There was a sound!! Someone was talking!!
"Who!? Who!? No matter who it is, please come out, please!" Han Ming cried loudly. When a person was thinking wildly, when he was sleeping, and all the time, he had done this countless times
In his fantasy, a person will appear and he can talk to him. Just talking is enough. Now someone suddenly talks to him, and he feels excited, excited and happy.
It turns out that happiness is so simple. It is really so simple. As long as someone can speak out and say something to themselves, the whole body is full of strength. (Insert a digression here, maybe you don’t like to hear other people’s verbosity.
But the author sincerely wants to advise you. Maybe your life is not easy now, maybe you have encountered difficulties at work, maybe you have experienced the indifference of human nature, maybe you have been ruthlessly abandoned by others. Maybe you are a person with physical defects,
Maybe you have had no relatives since you were born. No matter what misfortunes you have experienced, please cherish your life. There are always people in the world who envy you. Please live well. Maybe you will feel depressed or even desperate at this stage. But
Please believe that being able to experience life is a great happiness in itself.)
At the same time, he was also afraid that the sound was just an hallucination. He was afraid that the sound would disappear.
A ball of light gradually appeared in front of Han Ming's eyes, and inside the ball of light was a young figure.
This sudden light stung Han Ming's eyes severely, but he did not close his eyes. Instead, he endured the huge sting and chose to look directly at this light with tears in his eyes. He didn't know how long he had been there.
He has never seen anything. He is unwilling to give up the only light in front of him. He is afraid that the light will disappear in the next moment. He even feels that there is new hope in life because of this little light.
After a while, his eyes began to gradually adapt, and he could clearly see the little person inside the light group. It was a little person only the size of a palm. There were two pairs of transparent wings on its back, and the little person had a pair of silver wings.
She has long hair, blue eyes, and a small nose. There are only a few green leaves covering her body.
"You!? It's you!?" Han Ming suddenly recognized that this little person was actually the huge woman he saw in the sky when he was in the human world. Because this woman was so beautiful. He couldn't help it.
The beauty described was so beautiful that it was suffocating. All the words he could think of to praise people, when used on this woman, seemed to be a huge insult to her. Shen Yuluoyan? Close the moon and shame the flower? Compared with this woman, those words are
So pale and powerless.
The word "beautiful" was simply an extremely crude description for her. Han Ming felt a suffocating feeling, and his heartbeat seemed to have stopped. No! It didn't seem to have stopped, it really stopped. He felt a little overwhelmed.
I was out of breath, and I kept rubbing my chest hard with my hands, unable to breathe.
"For your own safety, you'd better not look at me less." The villain spoke again. His voice was so pleasant. It was the most beautiful voice Han Ming had ever heard in his life. Although it was cold and ruthless.
The villain sighed and pointed lightly with his hand, and a small ball of light enveloped Han Ming.
Han Ming finally took a long breath and resumed his normal breathing. It was unbelievable. He never knew that a person's beauty could really make people suffocate. What kind of beauty is that?
"Hello, hello, you... I beg you, please don't disappear, okay? Can you say a few words to me?" The first thing Han Ming said after coming back to his senses was actually this. Although in his heart
He was very confused. He was curious about why this little man had wings, why he could fly, and why he was so big before and so small now. However, compared with loneliness, all these curiosity went to hell. He didn't care about anything.
The villain looked at Han Ming coldly with an expressionless face, and said without any emotion: "Is this all you have? Suicide? Crying in tears? Are you considered a man?"
Han Ming nodded crazily and said, "I'm not a man. Whatever you say about me is fine, as long as you don't leave. Can you talk to me?" Due to excessive excitement, Han Ming's voice was out of tune.
The villain shook his head helplessly and said: "I don't blame you. It's hard for a normal person not to collapse after living in this situation for half a year. You have persisted for a long time. Those who came with you
Among people, some have already committed suicide."
Hearing what the villain said, Han Ming suddenly thought of the little girl named Wei'er. I wonder how she is doing now? Is she still alive? Han Ming began to worry that he only knew a total of two people in this world.
, one is Big Head, and the other is Weier. Although he has little communication with Weier and has only known each other for a short time, these feelings are so luxurious for him now. After experiencing this dark time,
, he began to cherish all the people related to him. He did not want anyone he knew to disappear from this world.
"Where's Weier? Where's the little girl Weier? Do you know how she is now?" Han Ming asked nervously.
The villain looked at Han Ming in surprise, and said with great interest: "Are you still in the mood to care about others now? Don't worry, the little girl is still alive. But the situation is not much better than yours. Basically, it's almost the same.
"
"What should I do? What should I do? Can you help her? Can you show up in front of her? Just say a few words to her." After Han Ming said this, he asked with some worry: "Well, after that, can you
Can’t you return it?”
The villain stared at Han Ming expressionlessly for a long time until Han Ming felt a little embarrassed. His neck felt a little stiff and he twisted it unnaturally twice before hearing the villain say: "I can make you
The voice reached her ears directly. But she could only say a few words."
Han Ming nodded excitedly.
The villain flew over gently and put his small palm on Han Ming's forehead. He said softly: "Tell me, she can hear everything you say now."
Han Ming's throat moved, and he managed to squeeze out a little voice: "Weier, Weier, are you there?"
…
There was a long silence, and Han Ming didn't hear any response. He became nervous. Why didn't Weier speak? Could it be that she couldn't hear? Could this villain be lying to himself?
"...Who? Who?"
A weak voice came. Han Ming said tremblingly: "Weier, is it really you, Weier? I am Han Ming, don't be afraid, you must persevere. You must persevere, you promise me,
You must live, okay? You must live!" After saying this, Han Ming started to yell.
"Ugh... Han Ming, is it really you? I'm so scared and lonely."
Han Ming's nose became sore and tears flowed down again: "Weier, don't be afraid. There is still me. You promise me, you must hold on. You must live. We will definitely be able to get through the difficulties. Weier won't cry."
Just wait for me and I will rescue you. You must wait for me."
"Ugh...Okay, you must come to save me. Can you come over now?"
"I can't get through it now, Wei'er, don't be afraid. I will definitely save you."
The villain's palm left Han Ming's forehead, and the contact with Wei'er also ended.
Han Ming looked at the villain longingly and said, "Can I say a few more words to her?"
The villain shook his head and said: "I can't. My abilities are limited and I can only help you so much. If you want to talk to her again, you have to wait until my magic power recovers. Also, do you still want to save others? Haha
, save yourself first. Aren’t you surprised that you have nothing to ask me?”