"Because if their mother and son don't show up, there are only two possibilities. One is that they are all really dead, so they are all skeletons now. How can they show up? The other possibility is that even if they are alive, they will not show up. They hate you very much and have no feelings for you at all, so even if you are forced to abdicate, even if you fall in love and remarry, they will not take it to heart. Read the full text of Urban Cultivation Notes! Do you know, in fact, in their hearts, you have already A complete stranger, haha."
"I think that if a person can be hated by his own woman and son, then this person must be such a failure as a human being, haha."
Xie Si mocked as hard as he could.
Lin Xiuping said nothing and silently poured the liquor down his throat.
But Lin Xiuping felt lucky in his heart.
Because his abdication and remarriage were actually two pretenses. They were the vicious plan devised by the adult that Xie Si said, forcing him to do this in order to make Wang Xue and Lin Yan appear.
He originally thought that both Wang Xue and Lin Yan were dead, but what he didn't expect was that at least Lin Yan, his son, was still alive and had entered the Tiandi City and came to find him!
Fortunately, when Lin Yan came, the woman named Xie Si happened to take a shower, so she was not discovered. Otherwise, the consequences would be really disastrous!
"Lin Xiuping, why don't you speak? Are you sad? Do you feel like you have failed as a human being?"
Xie Si simply sat down opposite Lin Xiuping, determined to give Lin Xiuping a thorough blow.
"Actually, you have even more failures. Now, everyone in Tiandi City knows that I, Xie Si, married you, but the real situation is that I was sent by your lord to monitor you, and you, even though you hate me , but you can’t disrespect me in any way, haha, this feeling of being a loser should also be a kind of feeling of failure, right?”
"And, let me tell you, you'd better pray that Wang Xue and your son are not dead, because in that case, adults will have the possibility of getting the secret book, and as long as you get half of the secret book, you may be able to let you go. , but if they are really dead, I don’t need to tell you, you know that you have no use value, and the adults will probably kill you. Satan seizes love: Woman, don’t even think about escaping!”
"Haha, you are really sad. On the surface, you have unlimited glory and you are the head of the Lin family. But in fact, even the power to survive is tightly controlled by others. You don't even have the power to commit suicide. Isn't it really better to die?"
Xie Si finished saying this, and then waited proudly for Lin Xiuping to fall into depression.
But Lin Xiuping looked at Xie Si coldly, as if he was looking at a clown.
Seeing that Lin Xiuping didn't speak for a long time, Xie Si thought that Lin Xiuping was in great pain, so he left very satisfied. He thought, if you hadn't stopped him back then, maybe half of the secret book would have been obtained by adults. Therefore, the suffering you are suffering now, It's all self-inflicted.
After Xie Si left, Lin Xiuping lay on the bed again, but his mind was filled with the scene of meeting Lin Yan just now.
Lin Yan would have such a reaction. Although he, as a father, was very painful after seeing it, he also understood that because Lin Yan did not understand the truth of what happened thirteen years ago, he hated him extremely.
"Yan'er, it doesn't matter if you blame or hate your father. My father won't blame you. He just hopes that your mother is still alive in this world and that you can find your mother. Also, I hope that you will always hold grudges like this. Dear father, please never come to the Lin family mansion again."
Lin Xiuping murmured to himself, although his tone was full of helplessness, but there was a smile on his face.
If this scene were seen by other people, they would probably be puzzled, and they probably wouldn't be able to understand Lin Xiuping's thoughts anyway.
However, Lin Xiuping felt that he had to do this.
Because thirteen years ago, he did not really ruthlessly issue a death order for the benefit of the family, but was threatened with the lives of innocent servants in the house, so he could only do that, and even if he did that, he would not be able to do it. He secretly gave Wang Xue and Butler Xin a lot of help. Otherwise, Wang Xue would not have been able to disappear under the encirclement and interception of the masters of Tiandi City, and Butler Xin would not have been able to escape from the well-trained team by himself. The pursuit of hundreds of cold-blooded cavalry.
It's just that he can never tell these truths, at least not yet.
Because once he tells the truth of the matter, he will plant the seeds of revenge in Lin Yan's heart. With Lin Yan's strong temper, he may very well look for opportunities to deal with the "adult" that Xie Si calls him.
As for that person, Lin Xiuping himself felt that he had no chance to defeat him, let alone the young Lin Yan.
There is no doubt that if Lin Yan really finds that person, even if he uses a sneak attack, he will not be able to kill him. Instead, he will be killed by him.
For the sake of Lin Yan's safety, he would rather let Lin Yan misunderstand him and resent him than tell the truth.
Now, he believed that after his "so-called truth", Lin Yan would only think that he was responsible for the bloody night thirteen years ago, and would not dig deeper. Naturally, he would not know that all this was actually just That person is causing trouble, so you can avoid a premature encounter with that person.
However, he still had hope in his heart, hoping that Lin Yan would be able to take revenge after becoming stronger.
Because half of the unknown secret book is in the hands of his son.
Because his son has released the vitality absorption lock in his body.
Because his son has reached the second level of the Sky Control Realm and has achieved such strength at such an age. His son's cultivation speed is actually very good.
Therefore, he had hope, thinking that his son might be able to defeat that man in not too long and avenge the death of Butler Xin, Wang Xue who did not know whether he was alive or dead, and the people who were coerced by that man.
"Yan'er, work hard and live a good life."
Lin Xiuping murmured to himself, full of hope for Lin Yan.
Being imprisoned by that man in disguise in the Lin family mansion, and being monitored even when he went out, Lin Xiuping understood that it might be difficult for him to see Lin Yan again in his life.
He could only wish his son to live a good life.
However, at this moment, Lin Yan was extremely depressed.
Even when he was working as a handyman in the Xia Mansion, being bullied in every possible way by the family and Xia Shihu, and leading a gloomy life, he had never been so depressed.
Lin Yan bought six bottles of wine from the tavern below the hotel. After carrying it to his room, he sat at the table and started drinking.
Apart from wine, he couldn't think of anything else that could numb his feelings.
He even wanted to use booze to escape the depressed mood at this time.
"What should I do next?"
This is the question Lin Yan asks himself the most.
After hearing Lin Xiuping's explanation with his own ears, he felt that the goal that had supported him for thirteen years suddenly wavered, and then collapsed with a "bang", leaving him feeling at a loss what to do now.
For thirteen years, he had been looking forward to returning to Tiandi City and seeking justice from the Lin family, but now that he had finally accomplished this, he suddenly realized that once the truth was revealed, he couldn't see what he should do when he looked around blindly.
revenge?
Lin Xiuping is his father after all, and it is impossible for him to kill Lin Xiuping.
Practicing hard?
But what use is it to him to practice hard and continuously improve his strength? He has never thought about studying martial arts and becoming a master. What he wants to do is to protect the people he cares about and live happily with them.
Looking for mother?
But now he doesn't even know whether his mother is dead or alive, and the martial arts world is so big, in a huge sea of people, where should he go to find his mother whom he hasn't seen for thirteen years?
Therefore, he really felt hesitant about not knowing how to continue his life.
And using wine to anesthetize you may be able to get rid of depression.
Throughout the night, he drank all six large bottles of spirits, and then he was so drunk that he fell unconscious and fell asleep directly on the table.
The next day and the whole day, he sat in his room in a daze, not wanting to do anything, not even move.
On the third day, he still didn't practice. His whole heart was numb, like a walking corpse.
These days, he feels that the sky is gray and he can't see any color.
After suffering this blow, his faith was almost on the verge of collapse.
Fortunately, there are still things he can't let go of and he needs to continue on his life path.
This thing is to find my mother.
So on the fourth day, he recovered some energy from the great loss and began to walk around Tiandi City to find out any news about his mother.
And gradually, his depressed mood finally improved.
On the sixth day, he began to practice on time again and regained his former energy.
"Haha, I finally came out of the shadows."
Lin Yan said these words softly on the sixth day.
However, it is easy to say this, but only Lin Yan himself knows how helpless, hesitant and depressed he went through to do it.
The decadent feeling of being suddenly hit and feeling like the whole world has collapsed, and that it doesn't matter whether he survives or not in this world, it's like layers of silk wrapping around him, completely wrapping him in a cocoon, making him unable to see anything. Hope, cannot arouse any interest in life.
In those days, this was the kind of life he lived.
Fortunately, he finally came out!
The blow he encountered did not knock him down, but made him more mature.
"Even if it is confirmed with my own eyes that Lin Xiuping is a sinner, even if I never recognize this father from now on, I can no longer be affected by this incident. If I lose hope in life because of Lin Xiuping, then wouldn't I have Are you ashamed of Butler Xin and your mother? Butler Xin sacrificed himself back then just to let me live a good life. I can't live up to his dying expectations."
"I still have to find my mother. I still have to find a way to re-enter Dragon Island and find out the secret of the dragon's light and shadow in the lake. I still have to find the remaining swords. I still have to return to Xiaoshui City to find Mei Xue Xue, go see Tieniu's son, and go to the Bull Demon King to see if Fairy Zixia has come back..."
With more and more expectations, Lin Yan finally put aside his final despair.
After regaining his strength, he became more determined than before.
On the seventh day, Lin Yan was full of energy and walked into the vast snowy fantasy plateau alone with a sword.