At this time, Leng Xue's mood was a little messy, even a little uneasy, as if she had done something sorry for Yan.
From childhood to adulthood, she has always regarded Yan as her biological sister, even more than a blood relative. Because Yan is the only woman who grew up with her, and the relationship between the two has always been very good, she has never thought about herself
Will fight her for anything.
Back then, when Huang Fei and Yan walked together, her heart had been in pain for a period of time, and the torture was still unforgettable. But she made concessions, because she was her sister, as long as she was happy,
Oneself is enough.
When she knew that Huang Fei abandoned Yan and left alone, she began to hate Huang Fei. During the three years when Yan was imprisoned, her hatred for Huang Fei exceeded her love.
As time went by, her heart began to slowly become dusty, and she could no longer be turned on by any man. Her heart was dead.
However, when they met again three years later, when she saw Huang Fei for the first time, her frozen heart was still ready to move, and she couldn't help it. But she suppressed it all because her hatred for him was still not completely gone.
, this deep-rooted hatred made her a little cold and inhumane.
Until that day, when Huang Fei took a bullet for him, her heart rekindled again. However, due to the cold and deep state of suppressed emotions for many years, she no longer knew how to love him again, or even how to love him again.
I can no longer express myself.
Today, now, at this moment.
Yan suddenly asked this question that she had sealed away. How should she answer?
She doesn't want to lie to Yan, because she is her relative. However, if the answer is yes, will it hurt the relationship between the two? Because he is her man, does she have to come between them?
"Xue'er..." Yan Xian saw that Leng Xue's expression was dull, as if she was in an embarrassing situation where it was difficult to make a decision.
"Ah..." Leng Xue came back to her senses and asked, "What did you just say?"
"Is this embarrassing for you?" Yan smiled bitterly and said, "Actually, you don't have to hide it. I can see that you care about him very much, and you have never liked another man in all these years. Last night I
Now your mood has begun to fluctuate greatly, and I know that your heart has begun to be out of control."
"Why did sister suddenly ask that?" Leng Xue asked. She looked calm and calm on the surface, but her hands under the table were tightly squeezed, as if she was a little uneasy.
"Because I want you to love him for me." Yan said.
"..."
"I'll tell you the truth!" Yan said. "Since I left the base, I can't remember many things. I have no impression of his love at all. I can only vaguely feel the hazy feeling occasionally.
But it won’t take long for me to forget everything. Moreover, recently I have been feeling that my amnesia is getting more and more serious. I am afraid that one day I will really forget all of you. Love requires contributions from both parties. I have now
She is a woman who is not qualified to receive love, but you are different, you are normal."
"No." Leng Xue said excitedly. She stretched out her hand to hold Yan's hand, with a very sad look on her face. "Sister, don't be so pessimistic. I believe you will get better."
"I know my own body best." Yan Wen said with a smile. She reached out and patted the back of Leng Xue's hand gently and said, "I don't want you to suppress your feelings. No matter how strong you are, you are always a human being."
Women. As a woman, who doesn’t want to find a good home? If you meet a man you like, then be brave enough to grab him and don’t let him slip away in vain.”
"elder sister……"
In a cafe.
Huang Fei and Hu Feifei sat closer to the door.
The two of them were silent. Huang Fei held his chin with his left hand and stared blankly ahead. He just looked at the guests coming and going quietly. He didn't even take a sip of the coffee he just ordered. He looked very lonely.
He has maintained this posture since he came in and sat down, motionless, like a bunch of statues.
Hu Feifei was very sad. She didn't disturb Huang Fei, she just looked at him silently without moving. The behavior of the two of them was very strange.
Many customers who came in and out looked at them curiously and talked in low voices. Everyone thought they were a couple having an quarrel. It is estimated that most couples who are angry are also in this state!
"Huang Fei, are you sad?" Hu Feifei finally couldn't bear the silence. She pouted her little lips and said. "If you are unhappy, you scold me. It will make my heart feel better. Seeing you like this
I'm so sad too." The two of them sat down and didn't say a word, which made Hu Feifei very sad. She thought it was all her fault.
When you think you have done something wrong, what is the most uncomfortable way for others to treat you?
The most uncomfortable thing is not when others scold you or hit you, but when others are indifferent to you.
Generally, after being beaten and scolded, people's emotions will be released, and they will slowly begin to forgive you. But indifference is the most unbearable, because it may be long-lasting, and no one knows when such an embarrassing situation will last.
Only then will you be relieved. That feeling of depression and uneasiness will make you emotionally confused or even collapse.
"Huang Fei..." Hu Feifei shook Huang Fei's arm and said.
"Ha... I'm fine." Huang Fei came to his senses and said with a dry smile. "By the way, why hasn't the person to pick you up come yet?" He raised his right hand and looked at his watch. They were almost twenty when they sat down.
minutes.
"Can you scold me?" Hu Feifei said. "Or you can hit me. Although I have never been beaten since I was a child, I feel so uncomfortable now, as if I am blocked by something." She stretched out her hand.
He covered his chest with a sad look on his face.
"You fool." Huang Fei smiled helplessly. "I didn't blame you. Why are you beating and scolding you? Are you a masochist?"
After Huang Fei finished speaking, he stretched out his hand and tapped the bridge of her nose, but she did not avoid it this time, and Huang Fei's fingers still lightly touched the bridge of her nose.
Hu Feifei didn't answer, she just looked at Huang Fei with wide, clear eyes without blinking, as if she was still beating and scolding.
"What's wrong with you?" Huang Fei said depressedly. "I really didn't blame you. Don't always think that everything is caused by you. To tell you the truth, before you came that night, they had already started to have trouble with me.
I'm so sullen, even if you don't show up, things probably won't get better."
"Are you really not angry with me?" Hu Feifei asked.
"real."
"Then you smile and show me."
"Hehe..." Huang Fei had no choice but to giggle. "Is this okay?"
"I'm not happy at all. It's too forced." Hu Feifei said.
"Hey... I'm talking about the eldest lady." Huang Fei said depressedly. "There is nothing worth being happy about now, how can you make me laugh happily."
"That's right." Hu Feifei nodded and murmured. Suddenly she laughed happily and said, "I thought of a way to make you smile happily."
"Oh! What is it?" Huang Fei put his hands on the table and looked at her curiously and asked.
"Look who's coming over there?" Hu Feifei pointed at the door and shouted.
"What?" Huang Fei turned to look at the door in confusion.
Bo——
The moment Huang Fei looked towards the door, Hu Feifei suddenly stood up and kissed him on the face.
"..." Huang Fei looked back at Hu Feifei in surprise, without reacting for a moment. After a long time, he stretched out his hand to touch the kissed face, and finally showed a cheerful smile and said, "What a naive girl."
"You finally smiled." Hu Feifei said with a smile. "It turns out you really didn't lie to me. I'm so happy! Hee hee hee..."
"You idiot." Huang Fei scratched her nose again and scolded her with a smile: "How can a girl kiss a strange man casually? Aren't you afraid of others laughing at you?"
"What's the point? I often kiss my dad at home!" Hu Feifei said.
"Can that be the same?"
"What's the difference?"
"you really……"
"Feifei...my cousin is here to take you home." Suddenly, a man's voice broke the laughter between the two.dd