"Xue'er, if you really want to say I'm sorry, the one who apologizes should be me..." Huang Fei said seriously. "Don't say this between us anymore. No matter what happens in the future, you can't
Keep hiding it from me. Just because you deliberately put yourself in danger to force me to leave in the past, it led to today's situation. I don't want to make the same mistake again. You have already borne enough pain alone. Let's face the remaining days together.
Yes, as long as we are honest with each other and support each other, I believe everything will pass."
Back then, in order to allow Huang Fei to leave the 506 organization safely, Yan did not hesitate to fabricate lies to force Huang Fei to leave, and finally used her own safety to divert the enemy's attention. As a result, she fell into crisis and became what she is today.
Now, in order for Huang Fei to live happily, she once again concealed the truth and suffered all the pain alone. This is the same as the previous choice, which is so sad.
No matter it was before or now, she only has one wish, which is to let Huang Fei live in peace.
She has never considered her own situation or whether she will be happy. As long as she sees the person she likes happy, that is the greatest happiness in her heart.
Huang Fei knew all of this, so he couldn't let go this time. He must let this girl live a healthy and smiling life, otherwise he would blame himself for the rest of his life.
"Huang Fei, I know you are good to me." Yan said movedly. "Since you know it, I won't hide it from you. I feel that my time is running out, and I don't know when I will suddenly lose it."
I don't want you to see me like that, and I can't accept becoming your enemy. Rather than becoming an emotionless puppet, it's better to let me fend for myself."
"I don't allow you to say stupid things." Huang Fei grabbed her shoulders, looked at her with burning eyes, and said, "You don't have to be so pessimistic. I already have a way to solve your problem. As long as you do what I say,
Do it, I believe you will get better. I just have to wrong you for a while, and I hope you can bite the bullet and get through it."
"What can I do?" Yan asked curiously with a glimmer of hope in her eyes.
It would be great if there was really a way to cure herself. In this way, she would no longer have to run away from Huang Fei, and the two of them could live happily together again.
But, is it really as easy as Huang Fei said?
Huang Fei told the truth and said: "I learned from the general that you were given a new type of drug that reduces your life. It was a test product made by the guy from Doctor Mo. As long as he can treat you
, I believe that I will be able to remove the poison from your body and get rid of the bad luck of being swallowed."
"Doctor Mo?" Yan frowned. She had heard of this person, but she didn't expect that he was the one who caused the "reduction". "Didn't Doctor Mo stay in the base research room all the time? When did he come to China?
Already?"
"He is not in China." Huang Fei said.
"Do you want me to go back to the base?" Yan's delicate body trembled slightly, with an uneasy look on her face. Then she shook her head and said resolutely: "No, I don't want to go back. I would rather die outside than go back again."
I won’t go back to that place.”
Her face instantly turned pale, she pushed Huang Fei's hands away hard, and quickly turned around to lean against the pillar beside the pavilion.
When her hands tightly covered the cold stone pillars, her mind gradually became clear. She closed her eyes and took a few breaths secretly to suppress the thoughts in her heart that made her heart tremble.
After a moment of silence, the fear in her heart was completely suppressed.
"..." Huang Fei was stunned when he saw Yan's reaction so fiercely. Suddenly, his heart felt as painful as being pricked by a needle.
He knew that during the years when Yan was imprisoned, she must have suffered a lot of mental torture, otherwise she would not have resisted so much.{.
However, the only way to cure her condition now is to seek treatment from Doctor Mo. How could he bear to see her lose her normal self in the future? What's even more cruel is that if an accident occurs, she may die.
"Yan'er, don't be like this." Huang Fei walked over and hugged Yan's waist tightly from behind, comforting and said: "Listen to me, I don't want to watch something happen to you. You just need to be patient for a while.
After the treatment is completed, I will pick you up and bring you back. From then on, we will never be separated. I want you to stay with me all the time. Can you just listen to me once?"
"Even if you don't consider your own safety, you should also consider my feelings. Do you think I will feel at ease watching you suffer? Thinking that you will leave me at any time, I will only blame myself for not doing a good enough job.
It's me who made you like this. If you can't live a healthy and happy life, I will feel guilty for the rest of my life."
"...Huang Fei, I just want to stay by your side quietly, even if there is no tomorrow, I don't care." Yan stretched out her hand to cover the back of Huang Fei's hand that was tightly grasping her waist, and gently tilted her head and said affectionately. "If
If I really follow the general to the base, I will feel uneasy. I don’t know if I can come back. If I am accidentally captured, I will not only become a bargaining chip for them to threaten you, but even my death is not up to me.
I don’t want others to control my destiny.”
"If I choose to be killed, I would rather die in your arms. At least my heart is at peace. When the day I really leave, I believe there will be better girls to accompany you for me. They
I will continue my feelings for you. And then, maybe I can watch you live a happy life in heaven."
"This is my last wish. So please don't push me away, okay?"
Every word she spoke was so affectionate, yet so sad and heavy, making people feel sad and pitiful.
Although she cannot choose to stay together, she does not bow to fate. Even at the last moment of her life, she must stick to her will.
Such a choice is silly and stupid, but it is hard to blame.
"You are such a fool, you don't listen to anyone's advice at all." Huang Fei scolded with heartache. What is more important than life? If you want to be happy and live a better life than others, isn't that what you have to strive for?
?The premise is that all of this can only be realized by hard work. If you entrust your wishes to others to realize them, does this count as evading responsibility?
But Huang Fei could no longer persuade her, because she had already made up her mind, and even talking about breaking the sky was of no use.
"Everyone will be stupid once in their life. This is my choice. I don't regret it." Yan smiled calmly. But there was too much bitterness and helplessness in this smile.
"Okay. It's okay if you don't go." Huang Fei sighed helplessly. In fact, she was also worried that Yan would have an accident on the way. Since she made this choice, she would respect her wishes. He was no longer entangled, but his eyes suddenly became confused.
He was extremely firm and said: "Since you don't want to go, then I will bring you back. The result will be the same anyway."
"What are you going to do?" Hearing this, Yan was shocked and said urgently: "Don't do anything stupid. It's hard to get in and out of that place. Besides, I'm fine now, right? Don't do it for me.
Go on an adventure.”
She was really afraid that Huang Fei's head would suddenly get hot, and then he would desperately go to the base alone to look for Doctor Mo. Wouldn't this be a trap for himself?
Not to mention that no one could be found, I was afraid that they would be blasted to pieces as soon as they approached the outer perimeter.
"Don't worry, I'll be careful with you." Huang Fei said, "Although it's a bit more troublesome, for your safety, I have to go through it once."
"Huang Fei, don't go." Yan turned around, grabbed Huang Fei's arms tightly, looked up at him pleadingly, and said: "With your current strength, fighting them is like a mantis trying to fight with you. Those who are so reckless are just asking for trouble."
That’s all.”
"It's okay, don't be nervous." Huang Fei very gently raised his hand and gently slid it over a strand of black hair on her cheek. He looked at her round and pretty face with a smile and said, "I didn't say I would go now. If
No matter what, you have to be fully prepared. From now on, I will send more people to guard you. If there is an accident, I will know it as soon as possible. I will unite all forces as soon as possible, and when the time is right,
Only then will I take real action.”
He only hopes that Yan can be safe and sound during this period of time. The general said that the "reduced" devouring ability will gradually slow down in the next year, but it may occur at any time, so he only hopes that God will bless it not so quickly.
advent.
It has been four or five months since Yan woke up, which means that the remaining time is less than half a year. Excluding the travel time and the time that may be needed to prepare before treatment, Huang Fei actually has no more time to prepare.
to three months.
"What a severe test!" Huang Fei secretly took a breath. He never thought that he would have such a nervous moment.
Three months seems to be a long time, but in fact it is also very short.
When you are busy, time goes by unconsciously.
"Are you really ready?" Yan frowned and asked worriedly. "I don't want to see you do things you shouldn't do for me. It's not worth it."
"If it's not worth it to save you, then what is worth it?" Huang Fei said seriously. "What's more, this matter must be resolved sooner or later. Now we just move the time forward. Many people have been waiting for this day.
It’s been too long.”
As he said, all this was doomed from the moment he came to China and exposed his whereabouts. He worked hard for so long just for one day. Therefore, all this was not only for Yan, but also for those who were waiting for him to explode and overthrow the king.
"Go back to the house first. It's windy outside." Huang Fei said with concern. "Looking at the weather, it's probably going to snow again soon."
At this time, the sky began to turn gray, and the cold wind became more raging. A chill came, making people feel chilly all over.dd