When reading "The Goddess of Luo River", Cai Yan's eyes shone brightly, revealing her extraordinary spirit. But soon, her eyes became much darker again.
When talking about Gao Shun, the first thing that came to mind was the majestic back riding on the war horse. Looking at such a majestic back, Cai Yan, who was at a loss at the time, a thought of peace of mind slowly arose.
At first, Cai Yan thought that Gao Shun was just a pure military general and a brave general. However, while staying with Cao's army in the desert, Cai Yan heard the two poems written by Gao Shun with his own ears.
"The long clouds in Qinghai are dark in the snow-capped mountains, and the lonely city looks at Yanmen Pass from afar. The golden armor is worn in hundreds of battles, and the Huns will never return until they are defeated."
"The moon-black geese fly high, and the Shanyu escapes at night. He wants to chase the light cavalry, but the bow and knife are covered with heavy snow."
At that time, Cai Yan was surprised by the "literary talent" that Gao Shun showed. She never expected that a general who was so brave and courageous on the battlefield could have such a high talent.
Such literary talent is definitely the top literati in the world.
Cai Yan is a wonderful woman who is good at poetry and literature. Like other literati, she also has her own pride in literary attainments. The so-called literary men who are inferior to each other and have outstanding talents have many self-esteem, and it is difficult for them to easily impress others' talents. However, facing Gao Shun's two poems, Cai Yan's pride is completely gone, and there is nothing else in her heart except for her sincere admiration.
A figure with such an outstanding literary talent could never have created only these two poems. After returning to the Han Dynasty, Cai Yan also began to explore Gao Shun's other works.
The two poems aroused Cai Yan's interest in Gao Shun. She wanted to know what other excellent works had been published.
Although Gao Shun's poems and essays were not many in quantity, there were only a few more articles over the years. However, in terms of quality, each of Gao Shun's works is a masterpiece that can be passed down to the world.
Wandering with Gao Shun's gorgeous words, Cai Yan felt more and more deeply trapped in it and could not extricate himself.
Especially this article "The Goddess of Luo River", when I first saw this article, Cai Yan knew that all his mind was deeply attracted by this extremely exquisite article and could not get rid of it at all.
At the same time, Cai Yan also felt that the strand of love in his heart was probably already tangled with Gao Shun's body.
But it is precisely because of this that Cai Yan feels sad from the bottom of his heart.
I am no longer the eldest daughter of the Cai family in the past. If it were ten years ago, as Cai Yong's beloved daughter, how noble would he be? To put it bluntly, if I fell in love with someone at that time, it would definitely be a blessing for the other party to cultivate for several lifetimes.
However, now everything is different. My father was executed by Wang Yun because of crying to mourn Dong Zhuo. The Cai family's previous prominent reputation has long passed. As for himself, he is just a miserable woman who was once plundered by a foreign race and was fortunate to escape back.
With your current identity, it is lucky that others respect yourself for their own talents. It is normal for others to despise yourself with their eyes.
In the past few years, if someone dared to roll his eyes at him, Miss Cai would sue him and make sure that he would not be able to ask for help.
But now, Cai Yan has no other way to endure the strange eyes around him from time to time.
Gao Shun is a senior general under Cao Cao and is also well-known among the scholars. How can he match the other party with his current status?
Just a broken flower and willow, what are the extravagant hopes?
In another history, after Cai Yan returned to the Han Dynasty, Cao Cao married a man named Dong Si. Dong Si's official position was only the military field commander, and his position was relatively low. No deeds were passed down in history. It can be seen that he was a very ordinary person. If he had not become Cai Yan's husband, a person like this might not have left his name in history books.
And such a small person, when Cai Yan first got married, he looked down on the other party. Dong Si married Cai Yan out of Cao Cao's "pointing marriage", not his own wish. Cai Yan was thirty-five when she married Dong Si. In the eyes of the ancients, she was definitely considered an old woman, and she was "old and weak". Dong Si was at the age of young and vigorous at that time, so Dong Si was very dissatisfied with this marriage. In addition, Cai Yan had married twice before, which made Dong Si feel even more disgusted, and he often neglected his wife and did not give him a good look.
Later, Dong Si committed a crime of death, and Cai Yan ignored the past and went to Cao Cao to plead with his head and pleaded with mercy in the severe winter. In the end, Cao Cao pardoned Dong Si's crime. After this incident, Dong Si's attitude towards Cai Yan changed and he respected each other more.
In history, Cai Yan was married to a commander by Cao Cao, and she can tell her situation. Now that she has a certain love for Cao Cao, how can this intention be realized?
Cai Yan sighed lightly and forcibly threw out the messy thoughts in his heart.
But it is said that it is still messy and unpredictable. The more Cai Yan doesn't want to think about these things, the more these thoughts linger in her mind.
———————————————————————————————————————— Cai Yan was worried, and Cao Cao was also worried.
When he was in Luoyang, Cao Cao and Cai Yong had a lot of contact, and the two were friends for ages.
Cao Cao also likes Cai Yan, who is a teenager younger than him. Cao Cao's feelings are very subtle, as if it is the care of his brother for his sister, but it seems that it is not limited to these.
When Cai Yong was convicted of being convicted, Cao Cao felt very sorry for it. As for the news that Cai Yan’s whereabouts were unknown, Cao Cao felt even more uncomfortable after sending people to search but failed.
Now that Cai Yan has returned to the Han Dynasty from the Huns, Cao Cao is of course happy about this result, but at the same time, Cao Cao also has some headaches about how to place Cai Yan.
Although Cai Yan had two marriage experiences, it is impossible to deny that she is now alone. As Cai Yong's old friend, Cao Cao naturally did not want Cai Yan to live alone for the rest of his life.
Cai Yan returned to Han a much earlier than the original history. Cai Yan is only twenty-six years old now, but the age of twenty-six is considered to be very old in the eyes of the ancients.
Cao Cao did not deny that he had the intention of Cai Yan. If he could, he would also want to take Cai Yan as his concubine. However, Cai Yan's identity is too special now, which forced him to hesitate about this matter.