Chapter seven hundred and ninety-ninth the taste of secret love
While Cha Jiliang was pulling Ye Ming outside to talk, Qu Yu also sat next to Li Wen, climbed her shoulder with his hands intimately, and asked in a tone of big sister: "Wenwen , Tell the truth to my sister: Do you like this Mr. Ye very much? Don’t deny it to me. My sister is several years older than you. It turns out that she has an unfortunate marriage, although my own love life is But after all, I have experienced a few periods, which is a bit of experience. I can tell whether a girl likes a man at first glance. For example, when you were just looking at Mr. Ye, your eyes were full of tenderness and your face was full of happiness. ,, Others may not pay much attention to your subtle expressions, but they can't hide them from my eyes. After all, you and I are both women, right?"
Li Wen didn't expect Qu Yu to expose her thoughts so directly, her face turned red and her expression became a little slouched.
However, Li Wen is not the kind of girl who pretends to be pretentious and pretentious. Moreover, she also knows that Qu Yu is a very smart and sensitive woman. She can definitely not hide her thoughts from Ye Ming. What's more, I have a deep love for Ye Ming and have been in love with him for nearly a year, but I have never had the opportunity to tell others about my feelings. I can only press heavily on my heart. Even Ye Ming himself doesn't know much about him. She thought she gave her body to him just to repay her kindness. Therefore, she really needed to find someone to talk to her and release the heavy feeling of depression brought by the passionate love in her heart. Yu is a better person to talk to...
Therefore, after a moment of shyness, Li Wen immediately returned to normal and admitted generously: "Sister Qu, don't burn fake incense in front of the real Bodhisattva: I really like Brother Ye, and it's the kind of love that penetrates deep into my bones. You should be able to see this, but you should also see that my liking is just a kind of unrequited love. Brother Ye likes me not me, and he already has a fiancée, so , My love can only be buried in my heart, I can only chew it slowly and taste it, but not reveal it. I don’t know if Sister Qu, have you tasted the taste of unrequited love. Anyway, in my opinion, this is both a pain , Another kind of happiness, the pain is: this deep lovesickness of oneself may never be rewarded and will never be fruitful; the happiness is: lying in bed every night, you can recall your love again and again It looks like a human, recalling the wonderful times, wonderful experiences, and his every word, action, and smile.
"In such memories, I can always feel a sour and sweet feeling, and this sour and sweet feeling is like a spiritual opium that makes me addicted, intoxicated, and deeply trapped in me. I can't extricate myself... And sometimes, I have a kind of longing: If one day the person I love suddenly falls in love with me, what kind of happiness would it be? In that case, I won't do it in my life I have nothing to ask for. As long as I have him, even if I want to ask for rice and wander around for the rest of my life, I will definitely be happy and have no regrets. Sister Qu, do you understand my mood and thoughts?"
When telling Qu Yu about his unrequited love for Ye Ming, Li Wen was already in a state of almost obsession, completely immersed in her emotions, no longer shyness, no scruples, no ideological burden, just want to I exuded my emotions and just wanted to express my deep lovesickness to Ye Ming...
Qu Yu kept listening to the beautiful girl in front of her thoughtfully. As she listened, she felt that her heart gradually softened and melted, and gradually immersed in Li Wen's kindness. In the mood and atmosphere, in the end, her eyes became moist, and two crystal tears appeared faintly in the corners of her eyes...
Qu Yu never expected that the girl in front of her who is usually a bit self-admiring, a little noble and indifferent, never lets down the slut with any man who is dedicated to her, her inner world is so rich, and she is so obsessed with falling in love with someone. ,This made her both ashamed and envious: Although she is almost thirty years old and has experienced several relationships, these relationships are mostly dull, and she has always been Passively being pursued, passively talking about love, break up, talk about love again, break up again, and finally, at the strong request of his parents, he barely married a man with a wealthy family, and then was inserted into a trap by Yan Changgeng again , breaking up this hard-built family, and now I have become the current image of being neither human nor ghost, turning into someone else's doll, and becoming a "miss" that everyone hates...
Therefore, after listening to Li Wen's narration, she was both moved and envious: Although unrequited love like Li Wen is a bit painful and helpless, there is sweetness in this pain and longing in this helplessness. I am not as confused as myself, and I have always been emotionally confused and boring: no deep lovesickness, no infatuated waiting, no sweet memories, no longing for happiness...
When she thought of this, Yan Changgeng's thick and short body suddenly appeared in Qu Yu's mind, his long face full of pockmarks, and his fierce and domineering eyes. She even thought of Yan Changgeng's pressure on her to vent her at night. At that time, the fat meat that was bloated and white like dead pork was breathing heavily due to lack of physical strength, and the convulsions that could not last for two minutes due to excessive indulgence... All of this made her Feeling extremely disgusting, extremely annoying...
In order to calm down the disgusting feeling that she felt when she remembered Yan Changgeng, she suddenly pulled Li Wen, who was still immersed in her lovesickness, into her arms, and touched her cheeks like an older sister. Voice said: "Wenwen, I understand your feelings, and your sweetness and pain. To be honest, I really envy you now, a little jealous of you. I don't have such innocent feelings as you. I have experienced it, and I will never experience it in the future. I think you have a good vision. Mr. Ye is indeed a very excellent boy. Not only is he sunny and handsome, but he also looks very talented and kind. I think: as long as he Don't be discouraged and don't be discouraged. Since you like him so much, you should confess to him and pursue him on your own initiative. In this society, finding a good husband is also a war. The winner is the king. You are kind-hearted and ruthless, and you can't give in, what do you think?"
Li Wen shook her head helplessly and whispered: 'Sister Qu, you are right, but the situation between Brother Ye and I are quite special. I can't tell you the specific reason. In short, I and him will always be Maybe this is my destiny.”
Speaking of this, Li Wen finally couldn't control herself and tears fell down...