The furnishings in the room have not changed at all. They are still so clean and comfortable.
I walked to the windy bed and sat down, stroking the cold quilt, hugging the clean and tidy pillow, smelling the delicious soap smell on it, and my heart was broken. Thinking of that night, I once slept
On this bed, I remembered that we once sat together on this bed, chatting about life, the army, and her brother, my brother - Ma Xiaohu.
After leaving Dafeng's room, I turned around and entered the main hall. The main hall is facing the door. The main hall is very clean. The only thing that is different from six years ago is that there is an extra memorial tablet next to the memorial tablet of my brother Ma Xiaohu.
This person's name is Ma Dafeng.
In the photo, she is wearing a military uniform, her big eyes are still so charming, and her bright smile is still so lethal.
I lit a bunch of incense and after praying three times, I inserted it into two incense burners.
"Brother Xiaohu, I'm sorry. When Dafeng and I became sworn friends, I said I would protect her and never let anything happen to her. I'm sorry, I didn't do it. I'm a liar. Dafeng, you are also a liar, you said
You would take good care of me, but you left without saying a word, without even leaving a word."
Just then, Dafeng's father came in pushing a revolver.
"Don't worry, Xiaomi takes good care of us. Just like you, she loves us, is very good, and is obedient!" At this point, Dafeng's father had tears streaming down his face. His trembling body told the story of what he had been saying all along.
The pain and sadness in my heart.
"Dad, don't cry! Sister, she doesn't want to see us cry! Dad..." I knelt down and pretended to smile to comfort him.
"Yes, Dad..." Zuo Lun patted Dad on the shoulder and comforted him in a hoarse voice.
"Let's go, let's go help mom cook..." I stood up, smiled happily, and ran out of the hall. I shouted to my mother in the kitchen, "Mom! What delicious food are you making?"
Here! I’m here to help you!”
Zuo Lun and Dad looked at me and couldn't help but burst into laughter.
That day, in order to make the two of them happy, I ate a lot and talked a lot. Even Zuo Lun, who never liked to smile, rarely smiled.
Before we left, it was already dark. The elders asked us to stay overnight, but I refused. After walking far away, when I looked back, I saw them still at the door, stretching their necks.
, watched me leave.
The car on the way back was very quiet. No one spoke, everyone was thinking about their own thoughts.
The revolver drove me home. When I got home, it was already eleven o'clock.
After bidding farewell to Zuolun, I gently opened the door. I didn't turn on the light. I just groped slowly with the faint moonlight coming through. I thought that by this time, Lao Tang and Mi Lan should have gone to bed. It was so late.
, how to disturb them.
I didn't go back to the room directly. At this time, I should sober up. Yes, I should sober up. So, I decided to go to the boxing room on the third floor to box. This room is very big, although it is not as good as the army's boxing gym.
But the square footage is quite large. Since Lao Tang and Mi Lan remarried four years ago, Lao Tang has renovated this room into a boxing room for Mi Lan's benefit.
As soon as I reached the second floor, and when I stepped onto the first step on the third floor, I was stunned. Why was the light still on in Mi Lan's study?
Out of curiosity, I quietly touched over, and through the crack in the door, I saw Mi Lan asleep on the table. There was a stack of documents in front of me. Looking at Mi Lan's sleeping face, I thought of her this morning.
She probably had something to say to me. But because I was going to Dafeng’s home, I didn’t listen to her.
I took off my coat, gently covered her body, took the pen from her hand, and then tiptoed out.
The walls and floors on the third and second floors are very well insulated, so I wasn't worried about waking up Lao Tang and Mi Lan.
I attacked the sandbag vigorously, letting sweat streak across my face and neck.
My heart and mind are full of strong winds. Everything is full of strong winds.
"Xiaomi, whether I feel sad or sad these days, it's all because of you. We are soldiers of the same year in the recruit company. We went to the farm together and joined the reconnaissance company together. I didn't feel the selection of Red Eagle.
It's me, and I don't think it's me. I know I'm not as good as you, but I'm not bad either! I will come again next year, Mao Xiaojie, Muzi, Yao Chi, we will all come again next year!"
Da Feng, they are all here, only you are not.
"Xiaomi, are you still angry with me?"
"I don't!"
"Xiaomi, can you not be so willful!"
"That's how I am, and I plan to be like that in the future! It's the first day you met me!"
"up to you!"
Ma Dafeng! Since you are leaving, why do you leave me so many memories of missing you and such painful feelings? You bastard!
I hit the sandbag like crazy, her words, her smile, her dissatisfaction, and her tears were all in my mind.
"Why bother yourself like this?" A sudden voice appeared in the room.
It's rice blue.
"Mom..." I stopped what I was doing and looked at her covered in sweat.
"You went to Dafeng's house today, right?" Mi Lan looked at me distressedly.
"No wonder you are the brigade commander and the leader of Red Eagle. You have a mind that ordinary people don't have." I deliberately avoided this topic and didn't want to bring it up again.
"It has nothing to do with this. Tang Xiaomi, you are no longer the Tang Xiaomi you were before." Mi Lan shook his head and walked to the chair under the stage to sit down.
"I don't think I'm not. On the contrary, I think your view of me and my attitude have changed." I ignored her words and continued to hit the sandbag.
"Because I hate you now!" Mi Lan's words made me startled. I stopped and turned to look at her.
"A year ago, you were naughty and troublesome and gave me a headache, but you valued feelings and loyalty. At least you were real. Now you are cold and severe, without any emotion at all. You only know how to train every day!
Besides training, it’s training! All I can see is Dafeng! You can’t see anyone, Tang Xiaomi, ask yourself, are you living for her? Or is it Dafeng’s death that makes you ruthless?”
I stood there dejectedly, wondering if I was living for her.
"You want strength. Okay, I don't object. But now you only know strength, strength, strength! Besides strength, what else do you want?!" Mi Lan got angry at me with some excitement.
"I want strong wind." I uttered a sentence very calmly. Yes, I don't want anything, I just want strong wind.
"I beg you to wake up, she is gone! She has been gone for four years! She is gone!" Mi Lan began to become more excited.
The moment the current surged through, I wanted to demobilize, leave the place that was inextricably linked to the strong wind, and continue to live my life like a street dance and parkour devil. But I couldn't, because there was Xia Xia and Xiao there.
Wei, there are Yao Chi and Mu Zi, Dian Ning and Zuo Lun, and more importantly, there is Mi Lan.
"Tang Xiaomi, do you dare to fight me?!" Mi Lan picked up the boxing gloves on the ground and looked at me firmly. I didn't answer her, but I was wondering if my name was Tang Xiaomi now.
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