After coming out of the hospital, Feng Yanhong walked in front carrying the medicine, while Li Boqing walked behind with his head lowered.
Feng Yanhong had mixed feelings in her heart. If she were Feng Yanjun, she could scold him without saying anything and educate him well.
But he is Li Boshan's younger brother and her mother-in-law's son. Can she educate him regardless of what he does?
Professor Shen told her that she should enlighten her well. After all, Bo Qing was still young and still had the opportunity to wait for scientific research...
Feng Yanhong stopped and turned around. Li Boqing also suddenly stopped and buried his head lower.
Seeing him like this, Feng Yanhong felt even worse.
Bo Qing is smart and sensitive. He usually looks optimistic, but what is he really thinking?
Li Boshan probably doesn't know, and my mother-in-law probably doesn't know either. If she knew, she probably wouldn't stay in Yincheng.
She can make some guesses now, but she is not very sure, let alone making random guesses.
"Bo Qing..."
Feng Yanhong swallowed back the words she was about to say several times, still not knowing how to say them.
"Sister-in-law, I heard everything the doctor said to my mother."
Li Boqing didn't dare to raise her head, and she didn't want to cry, but your disgusting liquid was swirling in his eyes, and she couldn't even raise her head now.
"The doctor said I won't live to be twenty, and the treatment I've needed in the past two years has cost a lot of money. Since it can't be cured, why waste money on treatment? Sister-in-law, don't you think so?"
Li Boqing suddenly raised his head and asked, his eyes bright and deep, like a black hole of despair, trying to suck her in deeply.
Feng Yanhong's eyes heated up, she sighed softly, and decisively denied what he said.
"no!"
"What the doctor said is that with the current medical level, since the current medical level can still give you two more years to live, maybe you will have a chance in two years?"
"And I don't think we can fully believe what the doctor said. Maybe he just made it more serious to make us pay more attention to it?"
"Besides, aren't you fine now? You just took a few more pills than normal people..."
"Sister-in-law!" Li Boqing interrupted Feng Yanhong so eagerly for the first time, and the despair in his eyes only increased.
"That's not just a few pills. Do you know how much those pills cost?"
"I was diagnosed with this disease when I was fifteen years old. My parents took me to the hospital frequently. Their savings over the years have long been spent!"
Feng Yanhong squeezed the bag in her hand tightly. The medicine in it was only a month's supply and cost more than 300 yuan. It would be difficult for a family to earn so much money in an ordinary household in a month.
"Sister-in-law, do you know why my mother didn't come to the capital with you?"
Li Boqing wiped the tears from his eyes with his sleeve, sniffed, and laughed at himself: "My mother is going to be an English teacher in the primary school on our farm, just to earn dozens of dollars a month..."
"Wait...Bo Qing, do you have any misunderstanding about our family's situation?"
If her mother-in-law can spend 3,000 yuan in one go to open a store for her, can she not be able to afford his medicine, which costs more than 300 yuan a month?
"That's not what Mom told me. What Mom told me was that she went because Boson's English scores were too poor and the middle school on our farm was short of teachers."
Li Boqing was stunned, "But in order to raise money for my medicine, my parents had to borrow money from here and there."
"You also know that was before, but not anymore."
The mother-in-law seems to mean that there is something in the ancestral house that can alleviate the family's current financial situation.
But she didn't know exactly what it was, and there were so many people here with mixed opinions that she couldn't discuss this matter here.
"It's even more difficult to use your money!"
Li Boqing pursed his lips, looking like he was about to cry.
"I..." Feng Yanhong turned around and looked around, then quickly closed her mouth.
"It's not worth my money, let's talk about it when we go back."
Li Boqing followed Feng Yanhong's gaze and saw that there were indeed many people around them looking at them.
He frowned and calmed down his emotions, nodded and went home with Feng Yanhong.
After Feng Yanhong returned home, she made sure that her second grandfather was not there before continuing:
"The situation at home is not as difficult as you think. Your parents and your brother are all working hard, so who do you have the right to say give up?"
"Besides, it's not just me, we are a family now. Whatever can be used or not, as long as you can do well, you can make more money after using it, but if you lose your life, there will be nothing."
"Can your little mind stop holding these things in your mind? Are these things you should worry about?"
"Mom told me before that our ancestral home has been taken back and we won't have to worry about money in the future, but she didn't let me tell your eldest and second brothers."
Feng Yanhong thought for a long time on the road. She felt that she was still not good at comforting people, and what Li Boqing needed now was not comfort.
What he needs is the meaning of living, a reason that can support him to go on.
"Does our family really have an ancestral home? I thought the second grandpa was teasing me..."
He really didn't think this was true. He thought it was made up by his mother and second grandfather to let her feel at ease in treating her illness.
"I'm not kidding you, but I know that since my mother came to the capital, she has never been short of money. She even paid back all the money she borrowed before."
"Think about it for yourself. If you just give up treatment, how sad will your parents be?"
"They have worked so hard to raise you for so many years. The most difficult time is over. If you give up on treatment, what will your parents think?"
"Treat your illness with peace of mind and live well, not for you alone, but for our family, do you understand?"
"Don't always think that you are useless. Look, when I was not at home, didn't you take good care of the second grandpa?"
"You are still so smart. If you have nothing to do at home, read more books and learn what we don't know. Wouldn't it be good to teach us later?"
"You are not a burden to all of us, you are an indispensable part of our family."
Li Boqing was standing in the room with tears streaming down his face, crying like a child.
"Sister-in-law! They never dare to tell me this. The family has been very cautious in the past three years. I don't want them to be like this."
"I want to be the same as before, like my eldest brother and my second brother, but the school doesn't want me, my parents are worried about me, and even my second brother, who has never let me go, has changed!"
"I...wuwu~sister-in-law, am I really not a burden?"
Seeing Li Boqing, who was half a head taller than her, crying like a man in tears, she also had mixed feelings in her heart.
"No! How can you be a burden? If you don't believe me, ask Second Grandpa?"
Second Grandpa stepped through the door, paused in the air, glanced at Li Boqing, who was crying miserably, and immediately made his face grim.
"What are you saying? For a man to cry like this, Li Boqing, you are really promising!"