Li Xiaoyou gently squeezed her fingers and dug her nails deeply into the flesh of her palms. She didn't know if it was because it hurt so much that her eyes hurt as if they were being pricked by needles.
"three."
I hope you didn't hate me in the past. Because even if you don't love me, I don't hate you either.
Li Xiaoyou gradually felt that his vision was blurry and his nose was tingling. Why did this countdown last so long?
It was so long that the pain lasted for such a long time, as if centuries had passed.
"two."
Mu Chenfeng, please be happy. Even if that happiness is not given by me.
When we meet again in a few years, I hope to see you as before, with your proud face and eyes, like the noblest royal family who walked out of the castle.
Slower down, please slow down!
Li Xiaoyou couldn't hold himself tight, tears welled up in his eyes but he was determined not to let them flow out.
She paradoxically hopes that time will pass faster so that the pain can end as soon as possible. But she also hopes that time will pass slower so that she can remember his face better and will not forget it until the second she dies.
"one."
So, please... please, live a good life, very good!
In this way, I can still recall your warm embrace. I can even remember that I once had the opportunity to have happiness...
There were cheers on the TV and the cheers of several children could be heard in his ears, but Li Xiaoyou still felt hazy and his ears seemed to be ringing.
Fading away, I can no longer hear...
Before passing out, Li Xiaoyou only heard the familiar voice in his ears, because of his unique man.
…
Thinking of waking up in the hospital bed the next day, Li Xiaoyou still felt ridiculous. "It's nothing. I was wondering if we forgot to bring anything."
If you forget it, you may never have it again in this life.
That would be a big regret.
Li Xiaoyou sighed softly in his heart, and there was indeed a smile on his face.
"I forgot to buy it before! We are not going to Hawaii to stay for a long time!" Li Youyou didn't take it seriously.
Li Xiaoyou nodded and said nothing.
The little guy didn't know that this trip was not temporary, but he didn't know that it was a silent farewell. No one knew, except Li Xiaoyou himself.
She thought she was being selfish.
Because she couldn't see the man she loved having an easy time, she had to choose to escape. Along with it, she had to cut off everything from her two children.
The decision made in ten seconds is really excruciating.
The doctor said that she fainted because of the anxiety attack on her heart.
She smiled and did not deny it, but she also insisted not to admit it. No one knew that at that moment, she had already made up her mind, so she spent the next few days desperately trying to fulfill the twins' wishes.
Even though, every time she completed something, she felt sorry for them beyond measure.
Those simple, tiny happinesses are the most common things for every child with a mother, but in the eyes of the twins, they turn into extravagant wishes that need to be realized one by one.
In the past few nights, every day, Li Xiaoyou fell asleep with tears.
She didn't know that even deciding to leave would be so painful.
But now, after taking her daughter to the security checkpoint and actually facing separation, Li Xiaoyou felt the bone-crushing pain more clearly.