In fact, I have never told Youer that not everyone has the good luck of Huangfu Ming. He was born in a huge family, lived a noble life from birth, and enjoyed things that others could not touch even if they worked hard all their lives.
In life, not everyone is a prince. Brother Zhengyu is in a different environment than him, so he cannot be as good as Huangfu Ming.
I know that sometimes he still goes out to gamble, and when he loses money, he comes back to ask for it. I also know that I can't indulge him like this, keep giving him money, and help him pay off his gambling debts. I know everything, I'm not a fool, I just want to
Turn a blind eye, as long as it's not too much, I usually won't lose my temper with him.
It has always been like this. I have never thought about it. Up to now, we have been together for seven years. It is really a long love journey. In the blink of an eye, we have been together for such a long time. If it hadn’t been for that incident
, I think, we will still be together, always together.
I can tolerate him not being good, I can tolerate him gambling, and it doesn't matter if he cheats on me, but I didn't expect that he would go out to find women behind my back.
I have always stubbornly believed that no matter what Brother Zhengyu did, at least he would not betray our feelings. However, I was wrong. Maybe what Youer said was right. Maybe I should never have been with him.
Together, however, my heart aches so much, the kind of bone-eroding pain that others cannot understand.
I have been sitting here for two days, with a brazier in front of me, and all around me are our memories, photo albums, diaries, and various small things he gave me.
I want to burn them all, but I can't find the lighter. I want to cry. I really want to cry like that, but I can't cry. The feeling I've been holding back is so good.
So sad. So sad.
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I'm about to die! I looked at the blood on my hands and body, and thought to myself, looking up at the moon today, it's really bright! There is Shan'er's smiling face in the moon! Shan'er smiled, it was really bright.
It's very beautiful. I always forgot to tell her this sentence.
Her hands and feet have begun to lose control. That woman is really cruel!
I remembered the moment when Shan'er left! She must have been very sad and desperate! I made her so sad. For a person like me, death is not a pity! Haha! Death is not a pity!!
The moment Shan'er left, I felt completely empty. She had never been like this before. That strong despair completely overwhelmed me. I wanted to chase her, but was stopped by that woman.
These days, I lied to Shan'er that I had found a job and was going out to work. In fact, I have been with this woman. She coveted my appearance, and I coveted her money. These days, I really enjoyed gambling. No need to
If you are worried about debt, you don’t have to worry about finding excuses to ask Shan’er for money.
Those people surrounded me, punching and kicking me, but I couldn't beat them. There were people watching all around, and no one came to help me. I know that handsome man, Qin Youer's boyfriend, I know
I remember his name, Nangong Yi. He glanced at me and said coldly: