I don't know when he came, I don't know how long he has been here.
Just now I didn't hide myself at all and poured out all my cowardice.
I don't know how much he saw, but I was really afraid of being seen as cowardly.
Cover-up is my last mask.
Once the mask is revealed, I don't know what to do.
"Walk!"
Huangfu Yiyu hugged me and spoke softly.
Go? Where? I don’t know. I didn’t ask, and I didn’t answer.
Leaning gently into his arms, I allowed myself to rely on him again.
He did not hug me and leave, but sat on the stone table nearby.
I hung on his body and sat quietly in his arms.
Above his head, his voice slowly came to mind, with deep sadness.
He said, "What have you been through?"
I didn't answer, I just leaned into his arms and looked at the ground.
I don't know how to answer, maybe at this moment he has concluded that I have no amnesia!
I am a failure. How can a person with amnesia feel so much sadness?
"I don't know why you appeared in the hunting park. I don't know whose attention you want to attract. If it is me, then you succeeded. If it is..."
He paused and didn't say anything. I knew he was looking at me and observing my expression.
I made no move, no fear, no answer...
He continued: "If you want to attract the emperor's attention, then you have succeeded. In three days you can enter the palace and do what you want to do. But..."
He paused again, as if to remind: "If you want to assassinate the emperor, then you are wrong. He is not someone you can assassinate. When you have that thought about him, you will be killed by him."
He said it very seriously and formally, just to remind me and to ask me not to act rashly no matter what my purpose was.
I didn't answer, so he continued: "Wanxi, no matter what your purpose is, why don't you give up? Let me take you away, okay?"
His voice sounded like begging, and I was shocked.
Leaving his arms, I kept my distance from him and looked at him in disbelief.
Yesterday, he was wary of me and hostile to me, but now...
He laughed lightly, and looked at me who was frightened and laughed lightly.
After laughing enough, he said: "You can think that I am acting to deceive you, but I want to tell you: I actually fell in love with you. It was love at first sight for someone I just met and didn't understand you at all."