We went back to Qingluan Hall. Qingling and Huangfu Yiyu followed me and Yuwen Jueran back.
When I had some free time, I said to Huangfu Yiyu, "I want to talk to you."
This was the first time I spoke to him in a long time.
Many times we just look at each other and smile as a greeting, and many times I can avoid his eyes.
"good."
He responded, and I knew he had guessed what I was going to say to him.
Then I looked at Yuwen Jueran, who was talking to Qingling about something unknown, and said: "Your Majesty, I want to talk to my sworn brother alone, is that okay?"
When I asked, I already knew that Yuwen would definitely agree.
I didn't ask Qing Ling because she was not the one who could make the decision here.
I said to Qingling: "Princess, I will borrow him for a while and return him to you later."
When I said this, Qing Ling blushed with embarrassment, and then Huangfu Yiyu and I walked out of the Qingluan Hall.
After walking for who knows how long, it was a private place, and I asked, "How is your uncle doing lately?"
I didn't go straight to the point and talked about Qingling. Instead, I asked about the kind old man Ji Ai.
However, this does not mean that I will not ask about Qingling. I will still ask later.
Huangfu Yiyu looked at me and said, "Very good."
He gave two faint words.
"kindness."
I responded, remained silent for a while, and said: "Since you have decided to accept her, love her well! Forget about me."
Don't think about me, don't miss me, I am not your destination.
But he said: "I accept her not because I want to forget you..."
He said a little excitedly, but he looked at me and hesitated to say the next words, and finally said it.
He said: "I want to see you every moment every day. I can't bear to see you only once for a long, long time. Do you know?"
I ran away and didn't dare to look at him. I didn't expect that his purpose of being with Qing Ling was to get close to me.
"Wanxi, look at me."
He held my shoulders and asked me to look at him.
I struggled and said, "Let me go."
This is the palace, the two of us should not be physically entangled, it would be bad for others to see us.
"Do you hate me so much?"
He looked at me hurt and said.
I don't speak.
I don't hate him, I just want him to understand that I can't give or respond to his love.