I said: "I don't know who did it, I just took advantage of it."
He looked at me and continued to ask: "Did you get it?"
He didn't say it explicitly but we both knew what that meant.
"kindness."
I nodded.
"Next stop, where are you going?"
he looked at me and asked.
I shook my head and said, "I don't know."
After that, he stopped asking and the time became silent.
After a long time, I said: "I'm leaving."
"oh!"
He responded.
It was such a simple conversation between the two of us.
But at the end, I said to him: "Cherish Qingling well and learn to love her, and you will find that she is a good girl."
I hope he can be happy and stop worrying about an impossible person like me.
I am just a floating cloud, I will disappear at any time.
"I know."
he said.
I don't know if he really understands, but I hope!
When I was about to leave, he said: "Qing Ling was very sad to know that you were 'dead'. She said that if she knew you would leave so soon, she would be willing to spend more time with you."
I laughed, thinking that Qingling was a sharp-tongued person.
Then I left without asking about Yuwen Jueran, nor did Huangfu Yiyu mention Yuwen Jueran.
"Where should we go next?"
On the carriage, Xiao Se asked with his back to me.
"Go wherever you say you want to go."
I gave the initiative to Xiao Se.
I don’t know where to go next, and I feel very sad now.
I have taken advantage of so many people, and I am not willing to take advantage of other people's feelings or hurt others, but I have hurt so many people and taken advantage of so many people.
Yuwen Jueran, Huangfu Yiyu, Yuwen Qingling...
These three people will always make me feel guilty!
Who will I use in the future?
I don't know, but I must learn to be cruel and cold-hearted.
I have a lot to use in the future, and I can't feel so guilty, otherwise I will feel guilty to death before I complete the task.
Lian Yu...
I just held the ring on my chest to give myself strength.
I did so much just to be with my children, but I also knew what I was doing was wrong.
I will definitely be punished by God!
If I am destined to be punished by God, please let me see my child. That is my only concern.
I have decided that from now on, no matter where my next destination is, I will try not to show my emotions, pretend to be like a normal person, live well and happily. I don’t know how many people will live in conspiracies in the future.