Not long after, Ouyang Shaorong came back, bringing two palace ladies with him.
And I have been drowsy for I don't know how long, and I am so confused that I don't know what happened.
When I woke up again, it was already very dark, and the room had long been filled with candlelight.
However, Ouyang Shaorong, who was supposed to leave, was still guarding me in my room and did not leave.
It was so late and he still stayed. I frowned and was a little worried.
"Would you like some water?"
My throat was so dry that I couldn't speak, but he had already rushed to me and asked.
Seeing that I was silent, he just looked at him blankly, and then he went to pour me a glass of water with a smile.
He lifted me up and carefully fed me some water.
After drinking the water, I kept a distance from him, looked at him indifferently, and said: "It's getting late, the prince still leaves!"
I only saw his sad smile, as if he was hurt by my words, and then I heard him say: "Yun'er, I know you don't like this palace and don't want to stay here. If you want to leave, I can take you away."
"
So affectionate, so touching, but I can only be a heartless person.
"My lord, you are worrying too much. There is nothing wrong with staying in this palace. Everything is extremely luxurious. I am willing to stay, but I don't want to leave."
I knew that my words had completely hurt Ouyang Shaorong, because he really left without asking any questions.
He just sighed when he left, as if he still believed that I wanted to leave.
And I really want to leave, but how do I leave?
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I don’t know how long I slept, I just know that I am sleepy at the moment.
After Ouyang Shaorong left, I sent Lu Ying away to rest and left the room alone.
Looking at the bright moonlight in the dark night, my heart is full of melancholy.
I saw Dongfang Luo in the evening, but he seemed not to see me. How could I not be sad?
Not long ago, he visited me late at night and told me that he was not dead, but now he feels like a stranger.
Is it because the situation at the time didn’t allow it?
I really wanted to know, really wanted to know, and I unconsciously headed towards the temple, wanting to find out.
My life is surrounded by three men who are important to me.
Dongfang Ao, Dongfang Luo, Lian Yu.
One is the man I love deeply, one is my husband, and the other is my son.
I want to have all three of these men, but now I don't have any of them.
I feel very miserable, living without consciousness, like a walking zombie.
Actually no, I have my own difficulties and my own last resort.
I also want to resist, but how can I resist?
The truth is cruel. The truth is that how can a woman, an ordinary woman, fight against a man who is far-sighted and whom she loves deeply?
My son is in the hands of the man I love deeply. Although he is also his son, I cannot guarantee that if I disobey, will he care about the relationship between father and son and not hurt my Lian Yu?
Although Dongfang Luo and Dongfang Ao are also uncles and nephews, they are not much farther than father and son! Didn't he seize Dongfang Luo's throne, become emperor, and even kill him.
Although Dongfang Luo did not die, the fact that what happened cannot be covered up.
The temple is right in front of me, but I don't know what to do with the preparations.
To move forward or to retreat, the original courage has quietly disappeared.