I pointed at his heart, my voice choked and uncontrollable, as if what I wanted to say next was so difficult to say, but I still mustered up the courage to say it.
"In your heart, if you really can't accept me anymore, then forget about me!"
If he forgets me, I will forget him, even if it is so painful.
It's so painful to love each other like this but not be able to trust each other.
We are so in love, but we can't accompany each other, and we have to be separated in two places, dealing with different men and women. Is this love?
"Are you in love with him?"
Dongfang Aoying looked at me fiercely, completely misunderstanding what I meant, and I didn't explain, just sneered sadly.
His love is always full of suspicion, and it is too heavy for me.
I couldn't help shouting at him: "I really don't understand, I don't understand what you are thinking. You said you loved me, but you gave me to Dongfang Luo, your nephew, and asked me to be his concubine.
You said you love me, but you can't tolerate me being another man's woman. You sent me there, so what qualifications do you have to dislike me? You said you love me, but you took our child away from me.
You also use your child to threaten me to do things I don’t want to do. When you say you love me, are you just sending me to different men to achieve what you want? To you, I am really the one you love.
That person? Do you really love me? Do you want to hurt me severely if you love me? I'm sorry, my heart is not that hard, my heart is not a stone. If I don't love you, no matter what you do, I will
I can be like a stone, neither sad nor sad. But, I am a human being! I love you, but you treat me like this. Do you know that my heart is really painful? Is your heart just like that?
Don’t you feel anything at all?”
Is this love? He hurts me so ruthlessly and tramples on my feelings. Is this love?
I refuted the love he gave me, feeling that it was not love, but just a man's possession of a woman, and it was his self-righteousness.
He doesn't love me at all, he just hates not getting the complete me, haha, doesn't he?
"Xi'er, I don't like the way you look right now."
After I vented my anger and yelled, he just said this to me calmly.
If he doesn't like it, I can't. In order to make him like it, I should do things that satisfy him.
No, I am not a puppet, not a puppet, and I cannot do what he likes according to his wishes.
"Dongfang Ao, I'm really tired, I'm really tired. I can't do the things I've been asked to do. You can punish me however you want, you can-"
I really can't bear it anymore, this kind of torture makes me collapse.
Seeing him hugging me tenderly, he said words that were more terrifying than a nightmare.
"Xi'er, think about Lian Yu, do you really not want to see him? Do you really want his small life to disappear from this world?"
"Ha ha ha ha--"
I pushed Dongfang Ao away and smiled crazily. Tears of laughter rolled in my eyes, but I resisted and refused to fall.
I stepped back step by step, retreating to the edge of the table to block my retreat. I pointed at Dongfang Ao with a trembling hand, laughing mockingly at his ruthlessness.
"Dongfang Ao, have you ever loved me? How can you say never again? Time after time, you threaten me like this. Isn't Lian Yu your child? Don't you have any feelings for him? Haha, maybe
You never thought he was your child, and I hope he is not your child."