He nodded without making a sound, and lay beside me fully clothed, letting my head rest on his arm.
I looked at him with a smile on my face, so infatuated with the pampering he gave me.
Raising his hand, he gently stroked the handsome face that was obscured by the cloak and mask, and gently pulled off his mask, wanting to take a look at him.
When I took off the mask, he did not stop me and allowed me to do whatever I wanted.
When I took off the mask and looked at his handsome face under the mask, the corners of my mouth curved again.
This face always appears in my mind when I dream about it at midnight, making me feel safe and gentle.
Gently, I stroked his handsome face, inch by inch, as if on a tour, but it was not the last tour.
"Do you know how much I miss you?"
I opened my mouth, looked at him full of pain, and told him my thoughts.
Every moment, I no longer think about him and no longer expect him to visit me.
He is so good to me, how could he leave me and ignore me?
He said that he didn't blame me for doing such a thing, but I blamed myself. After all, I went to him for a purpose, and it also caused him to lose his throne.
But he lowered his fingers to my lips, as if he knew the self-blame in my heart, and said: "Xi'er, I don't blame you, stop blaming yourself, okay?"
I didn't speak, but I was still full of guilt. He hugged me tightly and said, "Don't blame yourself, otherwise I will feel bad."
He didn't blame me at all. No matter what I did, he doted on me. However, I hurt such a good man.
"How can I not blame myself? If it weren't for me, how could you-"
I still blamed myself, and even got a little uncontrollable excited, but he hugged me tighter and even kissed me to prevent me from saying such self-blaming words.
He and I kissed each other passionately without any resistance at all, it seemed so natural.
Although he is not the person in my heart, he is my husband and my first man. Maybe it’s just nature!
One kiss was like a fire. I knew he wanted me. The flames in his eyes were beating so fiercely, but he held back.
"Why?"
I couldn't hide my heartache and asked, thinking that he, like Dongfang Ao, disliked me for being dirty, but he touched my cheek with heartache, rubbed it lightly and said.
"Xi'er, your body is too weak, I'm afraid you won't be able to bear it."
I was so moved that I realized that he didn't dislike me, but was worried about my health.
I choked and shook my head and said, "I'm fine, I can do it, you want me!"
I want to be his woman, and I want to cling tightly to him again, so that my lonely heart will no longer be so lonely and can be as warm as the morning sun.
The man looked at him pleadingly, and I knew he couldn't bear to refuse me.
I took the initiative to seduce him seductively, but in the end he couldn't control it, or maybe he couldn't resist my prayers and wanted me.
I snuggled into his arms tiredly, but I felt so at ease.
I closed my eyes and wanted to sleep, his voice surrounded my ears.
"Xi'er, if you persist for a while, everything will be resolved soon."
"Um."
I nodded and responded without saying much.
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When I woke up again, Dongfang Luo was no longer there, and the feeling of emptiness surrounded me again, making me feel lost.