"Perhaps I was wrong from the beginning. If I had been more distant from you, you wouldn't have become a thorn in their side. But now I can never let you go. If I let you go, they will be even more unhappy.
I will let you go so easily. In this cold palace, a woman who loses her love loses everything and is worse than an ant."
After listening to He Lianchen's words, I looked at him blankly, as if I couldn't believe that he could say such a thing.
What he said is the truth. The women in the harem are so miserable. They have tried hard to do everything, but they are just competing with other women for men and favors, so that they can prosper.
But how many women are the ultimate winners?
Even if they stand in that supreme position, they are not winners. In fact, they lose even more miserably.
When the Queen Mother returned to the palace, she immediately informed me and summoned me.
The Queen Mother has been living outside the palace for a long time, and now that she is back, she may have heard that a Daji like me has appeared in the Xiling Kingdom, and she has come back to eliminate harm.
I'm afraid that the current summons is just to cause trouble.
"Don't be afraid, I will go with you."
He Lianchen doted on me very much. He saw that I didn't want to see the Queen Mother and knew that the Queen Mother would make things difficult for me, so he took the initiative to say that he would go with me.
But even if he goes, there will still be difficulties, and there is still no way to escape.
He Lianchen and I arrived at the Queen Mother's palace. There were already many concubines in the Queen Mother's palace. I knew they were all here to watch the fun.
I respectfully greeted the Queen Mother. As I expected, the Queen Mother really made things difficult for me. I was only allowed to say hello but not to stand up.
He Lianchen was reluctant to let me be embarrassed by the Queen Mother, so he pulled me up and protected me behind him, full of protection.
The Queen Mother's anger suddenly increased, and her dislike of me also increased suddenly.
The three of us were so close, and I clearly heard He Lianchen say to the Queen Mother: "Mother, I have never asked you for anything. For so many years, the only thing that has moved my heart is that one woman. I can stop her from doing this.
Queen, but she will never be allowed to be harmed in any way."
I was touched by his protection, but also felt distressed.
He Lianchen told me that he had been groomed as an heir since he was a child, and he felt infinitely lonely.
Now that I have met the one I love, how can I lose that lonely heart that is rarely warm and so easy?
I can understand the loneliness in He Lianchen's heart. Seeing him at this moment is like seeing the situation of my poor Lian Yu at this moment.
I wonder if Lian Yu is okay these days?
That day, accompanied by Qingluan and Dongfang Luo, I went for a walk in the back garden.
The scenery in the back garden is so beautiful that people can’t help but want to stop and take a few more looks.
The back garden of Xiling Kingdom is not so different from other countries, but here, I can imagine my Lian Yu.
My little Lian Yu, I am afraid he often goes to play in the back garden of the Chaoxi Palace!
However, my original intention was good, but I couldn't avoid running into a problem.
Concubine Jing can be said to be He Lianchen's most beloved concubine before, but my arrival made her fall out of favor.
When she sees me, she must hate me.
He walked past me and snorted coldly, and bumped into me on purpose. If Dongfang Luo hadn't been holding him by his side, I might have fallen to the ground.
I didn't argue with her because I didn't need to.
The bad encounter in the back garden in the afternoon did not make me hate the back garden, or make me so scared that I didn’t want to go there.