It would be great to have a baby! I can make my baby smile every day, but I can’t.
It's not that I don't want to be with him, it's that I'm afraid of this palace and the unknown variables.
And I could also see that my silence made Dongfang Luo unhappy. The original hope on his face faded and became a little gloomy.
I know he is angry. As his concubine, it is natural for me to give him a child, but I hesitated. Any other man would be angry.
He turned to leave, and I hugged him from behind.
"do not go."
I am afraid, afraid that he will leave me and no longer care about me.
I hugged him and murmured in a choked voice: "Don't leave me alone...don't leave me..."
He stopped and didn't walk any further. He turned around and looked at me with tears streaming down his face. He said with some guilt: "Ming Xi, be good, don't cry. I won't leave you. I won't abandon you. I won't."
I don’t want you, even if you don’t want to give birth to a child for me, I will never want you.”
He spoke so hastily, as if he was anxious to stop my tears and prevent me from crying.
But he didn't know that his words made me so moved that I cried even harder.
"It's not that I don't want to give birth to a child for you..."
I said with a choked voice, but there was no follow-up.
Yes, it’s not that I don’t want to have children for him, it’s just that I’m afraid of the harem!
If we were just an ordinary couple, I would be willing to give him many children.
However, this is a harem that eats people without spitting out their bones!
I can not!
I am really afraid that there are so many women, if I get pregnant, they will stare at me eagerly and regard me as their only enemy.
I don’t want to be an archery target!!!
"I know I know……"
Dongfang Luo hugged me and spoke to me, as if he knew what I was thinking. He continued: "Ming Xi, it won't be long. When I get everything ready, you can give birth to my child.
"
I didn't know what he was going to do, but he gave me a promise, which made me even more worried.
Dongfang Ao is preparing something in a planned way, and Dongfang Luo is also preparing something. Are they going to go to war?
I am worried, I am afraid, and I admit that I am greedy. I love the man who loves me deeply, and I don’t want to lose either of these two men.
I don't want to lose them, I really don't want to lose any of them.
Especially Dongfangluo, I don't want him to be harmed.