There is some fog today, the yard is filled with white, the small trees and flower branches are covered with thick white frost, and the ground seems a little wet.
In the early morning, there is no wind, but it is chilly. If you wrap your clothes tightly, you won't feel so cold.
However, the air-conditioning hit my face and it was still so cold.
I walked step by step, walking under the still-dark sky, walking throughout the yard.
I walked out of 'Xigong'. I don't know why I walked out of 'Xigong'. It seemed that I felt that there was no room for me in 'Xigong'.
I walked along the path, walking aimlessly, not afraid of getting lost at all, as if I was sleepwalking.
I know I'm not sleepwalking, I just want to wander around this huge palace alone in the early morning when everyone is sleeping.
I rarely get up early, and I rarely got up early today.
I don’t know how long I’ve been walking, but the sky is hazy and I can see traces of yellowish haze, but because of the fog and the morning sun, the light is not very strong and can almost be ignored.
However, just after a while, the light became stronger and stronger.
The branches that were originally blurry and invisible were now clearly visible to me.
The fog has not completely receded, so if there is someone far away from me on the other side, I still can't see it.
I don’t know how long I walked on this road, probably half an hour!
Along the way, I saw almost no people, but when I went back, I saw the people I least wanted to see.
"I, my concubine, see you, the Queen. May the Queen be blessed and safe."
I saw the queen, so of course I wanted to pay her respects.
And since I came back from Hanshan Temple, I no longer have to go to greet the Queen Mother. The Queen Mother said that my body is inconvenient and there is no need to move back and forth.
In fact, I know that she is afraid that if I get pregnant, something will go wrong along the way and her little grandson will disappear again.
As for me, I regret my behavior of suddenly walking out of the Xi Palace this morning.
Not because I met the queen, but because I killed a person.
The Queen looked at me with disgust and did not make things difficult for me, but she still pushed me when she passed me.
I stumbled, my steps were unsteady, and I fell to the ground.
The ground was very cold and hard in winter, so I touched my hand first and rubbed it on the ground.