Yu Keqing felt that this breath was very familiar, very familiar, as familiar as her own.
"Yu Keqing, why are you still doing this?" His voice was a little hoarse, echoing in the silent space, and seemed particularly clear.
Yu Keqing smiled bitterly. It would be great if she could know why. That would at least prove that she was awake.
However, at this moment, her mind was as chaotic as feathers flying all over the sky, and every nerve was tangled together in confusion, and even she herself didn't know what she was doing.
"I also want to let you go, but my thoughts can't control my actions. From the day you said we were going to get married, I feel like I have no thoughts and always do whatever comes to my mind, just like a child."
"Then do you know that no matter what happens, it can't change the fact that I will get married tomorrow?"
His voice was a bit high and his breathing was heavy. He was telling her and reminding her of the facts before her.
Yu Keqing's expression was dull, her eyes staring blankly at the hazy face in front of her.
She gently trembled her pale lips, her voice was almost silent, and she said word by word, "I know it very well."
Cheng Haochen took a deep breath, stared at her closely, and said in a thick and slow voice: "While I still have some self-control, you leave... leave right now!"
Yu Keqing held her breath and said nothing. Her eyes, which usually flashed with light, were like a pool of stagnant water.
Yes, if you want to give up, you should give up more thoroughly and neatly.
She shouldn't be here at all tonight.
At this time, she should leave as if she had wings.
But why can't I lift my feet as if they are on the ground?
Cheng Haochen looked at her motionless, and the hand holding her shoulder became tighter and tighter, so tight that it could crush her bones.
His heavy and long breath passed by faintly, filling her heart with a kind of silent pain.
Just when she was about to be unable to bear his strength, he suddenly spoke again, with anger mixed in his tone.
"If you had come that night, everything would not be like this today... It would not be like this now, unable to have sex or give up.
Do you know that falling in love with someone may only take a moment, but it will take a long time to forget someone, maybe a lifetime...
I will be tortured by you all my life, so I hate you...I hate you..."