The Baiyu family has a two-hundred-year foundation and a population of more than 300 people!
Sometimes she dreams back in the middle of the night that more than 300 human lives weigh heavily on her heart, making her unable to breathe or even shout out loud.
She is going crazy, really going crazy!
People say that there are gods three feet above the head, but what she has seen in the past six months, whether it is the destruction of the Baiyu family, the usurpation of the Liang family, or the torture now that she is in the palace, where are the gods?
She doesn’t understand, she doesn’t understand!
What's even more ridiculous is that God didn't even give her a chance to die.
I wish I could step onto the Naihe Bridge, drink Meng Po Soup, forget about my past and present, and continue to spend the next reincarnation in a muddle-headed way.
But no.
She is Bai Yuyue, but she is not Bai Yuyue.
The world is so big that there is no place for her.
Bai Yuyue suddenly sneered. She raised her head suddenly, her sharp eyes were cold and biting, but her expression was so sad:
"I am alone in this world, my relatives have passed away, and my friends have betrayed me. I always remember that when I left, I vowed to come back, but I couldn't do it! I couldn't do anything! Why did they stay when they all left?
I'm alone, leaving me alone?"
A stream of tears suddenly ran down Bai Yuyue's face, as bright as beads: "I no longer want to live! I should have died a long time ago! I am not worthy of anyone sacrificing for me, and I am not worthy of living in this world!"
As she spoke, she suddenly choked up and fell to the ground weakly, tears bursting into her eyes: "It's all because of me! It's all my fault! Why doesn't God accept me? Why!"
The hatred of the country and the family, the separation of life and death, she, a weak woman, was forced to the forefront, how should she go the rest of the way?
"The world is dark, where is the road and where should I go..."
Hundreds of river lanterns illuminated the night sky, but they could not illuminate her heart.
th.
The heart is already dead, why do people still exist in the world?