Because of my marriage, I had to leave the Imperial Capital again. Xueer didn't come to see Qinglei off that day. I knew she was avoiding me on purpose.
Looking at the long car ride, Qing Lei was wearing a bright red soft wind wedding robe, I actually smiled in the wind for a while, maybe I can't live without her in this life, at least Qing Lei is the responsibility she gave me?
Even if you don't love someone, you still have to pretend to shoulder this heavy responsibility because you love someone else.
The carriage left, and at the same time it took away my thoughts.
When we returned to Zixuan Palace in Yi Kingdom, Qinglei and I held a grand formal wedding, but that night, I was dressed in white.
On the wedding night, the groom did not even take a step into the bridal chamber, but was dressed in white. How funny it must have been.
Qinglei, if you want to complain, just complain.
When the news of Dijing Xueer's death came, my whole soul was empty. Dead? How could it be possible?
I muttered it over and over again and did not wash myself for several days, making myself look like a beggar.
If I were given a fast horse, if my aunt hadn't stopped me, and if I hadn't been afraid of my elder brother's eager gaze, I would have gone regardless.
Where to go, I don't know.
I still remember that it was a thrilling morning, and it was also the last time I met her in my life.
The aunt's methods are still vicious, but she wants to take away her life. She cannot do it, even if she betrays her aunt, she cannot do it.
"Haoyue, Fire Sect."
Cai'er murmured, dropped her sword and ran over.
"Hurry, help him up quickly. Which of you can find the doctor? Hurry up."
Xueer yelled and gave instructions. It was a sharp knife and it did not hurt any vital parts. But why did I faint?
Seeing the bright red color on my chest, Xueer was immediately startled, "It's poisonous!"
It turned out that my aunt had poisoned me, and it was poison again. I seemed to hate this word, but I lay helplessly in her arms, feeling so warm.
Xueer shook me hard in her arms, but my eyes were closed tightly and my lips were purple. I could feel life passing by slowly. I just felt pain in my heart.
I am not afraid of death, but I am afraid. If I leave, who will protect you? Who will?
"So tired."
I said something slightly, but my hand just grabbed Shiqing and smiled. I don't know what Shiqing was thinking at that time. Was she ever sad?
"As long as you're okay." I said softly, smiling.
Looking at Xueer's red and swollen eyes, I knew that she was worried and scared for me. Haha, as long as she worries about me, even just a little bit, I am willing to die.
Since that day, I have been living in Shenyao Villa, and Xueer has never been here again. I don't know what happened, but I just look at the flowers and the moon every day, and my mood is much calmer.
The complaints from my junior sisters are increasing, and they are nothing more than what should I do now.
The Fire Sect can't go back, so what about the position of Prince of Yi Kingdom?
Without any news from Xueer, junior sister decided to accompany me back to Yi Country.
"You have your revenge, don't you? If you really love her, you should also see that she actually only loves Hades. Wouldn't it be nice for everyone to go their own way?"
My junior sister's words woke me up. Yes, I have my own life and my own revenge.
After returning to China, I no longer felt depressed, but kept a low profile. Maybe the day would come when I would become truly hostile to my eldest brother and aunt.
The Battle of Yanyang Pass was a turning point in my life. I took the initiative to serve just to perform well in front of my father.
I want that throne and I have to fight for it!
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"Do you know where this is? Are you messing around?"
I am very calm and collected under the iron mask. Now there is nothing that can make me angry, nothing.
I couldn't help but get angry when I saw Qing Lei acting like this. This is a battlefield, and it's really not a place where she can mess around, because I'm worried about her and have to be responsible for Xue'er.