I was already feeling aggrieved, and there were not many people I could trust at the moment. Tianya still treated me in this way over and over again, and the accumulated anger suddenly erupted, and she snatched the medicine bowl.
"Tianya, if you have any dissatisfaction with me, just say it directly. Don't be like this, okay?"
"I don't dare, slave."
Tianya once again tried to grab the soup bowl, but this time I sidestepped to avoid it. Between the two of them pushing, the medicine bowl made a crisp "ping-pong" sound, and the soup made from precious medicinal materials fell to the floor.
Tianya burst into tears.
"My dear, please let my cousin go and let my slave serve him, okay? This is the only one in the Bian family. My dear, you promised your slave that nothing will happen to my cousin. Why do you go back on your promise, woo woo woo..."
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It's a good thing to cry. Now I can't even cry even if I want to. Tianya's disorder just now makes me worried.
I stretched out my hand to wipe her tears, but Tianya shrank back in fear, leaving my hand awkwardly hanging in the air.
"Your Majesty, I don't understand. I really don't understand. When you used to deal with the Empress, you said it was for the sake of the Concubine and for the Emperor.
But now, you let your cousin take risks, but you accepted General Li's emotions. This slave can't understand, and doesn't want to understand.
Just like your Majesty said, my mind is really not suitable for staying in this palace, and I am even less capable of serving you.
When my cousin wakes up and begs the queen to let us live, I will live the rest of my life peacefully according to the queen's previous request."
As Tianya spoke, her head hit the floor repeatedly, making a squeaking sound. Soon, the skin on her forehead was broken, and she begged and said:
"Slave, please beg me!"
I struggled to sit up on the edge of the bed.
"Tianya, when I asked you to leave and you wanted to come back, and now you say you want to leave, do you really think that everything can be done according to your preferences?"
"Slave, please beg me!"
Tianya didn't answer, but still kowtowed and said the same sentence.
"Okay, I promise you."
He closed his eyes and raised his head, his voice weak.
"Get as far away as you can, don't let me look at you and get upset."
"Thank you, empress."
Tianya did not get overjoyed after asking for my permission like before, and calmly picked up the pieces on the ground.
"Slave, please go and make a bowl of medicine for your cousin."
Tianya's back is very heavy, what does it mean to grow up overnight, maybe that's it.
I know that she only sacrificed her life for me because of Bian Jishi, but I turned around and went to cater to Li Keqing and was disappointed. Maybe she will feel that all the hardships are not worth it.
Ke Tianya, I can't say, no matter how many grievances I feel for Yelu Zihan, the less people know about this matter, the safer it will be. It might not be a bad thing for you to take Bian Jishi away.
It should be better to hate me than to work for me in fear every day!
It was already an hour later when Tianya came back with another potion. I was worried that she would feel uncomfortable looking at me, so I left the "Xiaoyao Palace".
By some strange coincidence, I climbed onto the city wall, and just like that, I stood stupidly between heaven and earth, letting the passing wind blow through my furrowed brows, and then let out a soft sigh.
Release the thoughts that are blocked by yourself and let them fly to that distant place.
In the setting sun at dusk, a piece of pure cloud paper is spread out and the ink flows into my heart. The pictures are green and blue. Those moments with you in the good years are splashed with ink and become forever.