I didn't look back just because I didn't want anyone to see the expression on his face. I quietly put my head against his back, trying to reassure him.
"Anle, he is half a relative of mine. Although we are called master and servant, he brought me up like shit.
When I ascended the throne, I was harmed by someone. If he hadn't saved my life regardless of his life, I wouldn't be standing here today."
"Then why are you willing to let him go?"
I have always disliked Ming Kangwen's pretentiousness, but when I was in the main hall, I took back my prejudice.
Everyone has their own different pursuits and different methods of doing things. I cannot agree with that.
But I can also understand that in this deep palace, it is not enough to just rely on one person.
And Yan Li has been with Yelu Zihan the longest for so many years, so he is naturally the best candidate.
"But I can't keep such a person by my side, not even Uncle Ming!"
Disloyalty once cannot be tolerated a hundred times. This is the approach of Yelu Zihan.
But Yelvzihan, people often fail to be perfect. Doesn't it hurt you?
Or, your life is all based on rational calculations.
Even if it hurts, is it something you can bear in your plan?
I hugged him quietly, thinking that the floor was already cold enough, and that this hug could only keep our bodies warm, but I was wrong!
He said, Anle, I knew when Xiaobai was killed. The slave contract made me feel the feeling of losing Xiaobai, but I didn't stop it.
I hate you, hate you for leaving without saying goodbye. I thought you would feel the same loss as me and come back to me. At that time, I would never let go.
He said, Anle, you really came back, but you came back with hatred all over your body. Even when you agreed with me, there was heavy resentment in your eyes.
Only then did I realize how wrong I was, but I couldn't save it. No matter how much I owned this world, I couldn't exchange Xiaobai's life.
He said, when you were looking for Bian Jishi, I had already found him before you and asked him to help you with everything, until I found that even I couldn't control Bian Jishi.
He said that everything was planned, except that going to fight against the Southern Barbarians was a spur of the moment impulse.
He said, he said, he said...
He said a lot, much more than what Ming Kangwen said just now, so much that I slowly felt that the bodies hugging each other were as cold as ice, and I let go of this embrace while shaking with cold.
Without any anger, he walked out of the "Kunluan Hall" barefoot...
"Empress..."
"It is you."
I glanced at Bian Jishi, who was still staying in the palace late at night.
"The envoy Bian Yuan has been promoted, and he can still hang out in the palace at this hour."
"We have obeyed the emperor's order and will temporarily stay in the palace to detoxify the ministers."
"Then I won't disturb Bian Yuan's important task of rescuing people."
"Mother, it's cold, why don't you put it on?"
Bian Jishi took off his cloak and offered it with both hands.
"The cold weather can't compare to the coldness of my heart, nor can it compare to the fact that all my calculations along the way have been planned by Ambassador Bian."
Bian Jishi lowered his eyes, thought about it and said:
"Your Majesty, I have never betrayed you."
"Yes, you didn't."
I nodded repeatedly.
"Master Bian thinks that if a crime like deception is brought to court, how will it be punished?"